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Sissy Affirmations
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I don't deserve to look at beautiful women.
My disgusting little shrimp needs to be locked in chastity at all times.
My worm deserves to be locked up.
I need my little perverted dick locked up.
My little dick has no business around beautiful women.
My little dick deserves to be stomped flat.
My little dick should never cum.
My little dick doesn't deserve to get hard.
I don't deserve to get boners.
My little dick should stay soft.
I want to lock my dick in chastity.
I want to suck cock.
I want to lick sweaty hairy balls.
I want to swallow a man's cum.
I am a pervert for smelling girls feet.
I want lick dirty feet covered in cum.
My little balls should be crushed and flattened.
My only pleasure should be pain.
My nipples should be clamped when I am aroused.
Rubbing my nipples should hurt.
I like cock in my ass.
Cock in my ass is the only way I'm allowed to cum.
Cock feels so good in my ass.
I love the cock.
I don't deserve to jerk off.
My loser dick should not be touched.
Cum goes in my tummy.
Cock goes in my ass.
Cock is pleasure.
My ass is a pussy.
I spread my cheeks for cock.
Where does cum go? In my belly.
Ejaculation is for men only.
Hard erect penises go inside my pussy.
My clitty likes to be soft and limp.
No erections for sissies. The only erection a sissy should have is in her ass.
I want to look sexy for men.
My cock is useless.
I do not have a cock.
I take sex in the butt.
I am an anal only whore.
I like my holes filled with cock and semen.
I like to lick sweaty ballsacks.
Pussy is not for me.
I do not fuck pussy.
I only lick pussy when it is cum filled.
I do not look at pussy.
I do not look at naked women.
I cannot orgasm if I am not thinking about cock.
I cannot orgasm looking at pictures of women.
I like women to be mean to me.
I like women who would never fuck me.
The sexiest thing a woman can say is "No."
A woman is my pimp.
A woman is my owner.
A caged slut is a good slut.
A caged slut is a happy slut.
A locked dick makes a good boy.
A locked clitty makes a good sissy.
A locked cage is happiness.
A filled ass is a useful ass.
Cum should always be swallowed.
Cum tastes delicious.
Cum feels so good sticking to my throat.
Cum smells great.
I love eating cum.
I love swallowing cum.
I want every drop of sperm inside my mouth, into my stomach.
Sexy girls make me want to suck cock.
Sexy girls make me want to swallow cum.
Every time I see a pretty girl, I want to drop to my knees and suck off the nearest cock.
Sperm tastes good.
Sperm feels good in my mouth.
I am a good slut and I swallow cum.
I like my balls full and aching.
I like to be denied.
I like my balls slapped.
I like my balls squeezed.
I like my balls crushed.
I like when my balls hurt.
I don't like to get hard.
I like to stay soft.
I don't want erections.
Erections hurt.
Hard cock goes in my ass.
Hard cock does not belong on my body.
I am soft and feminine.
I am horniest when I am limp.
My erection is ugly and unfuckable.
My little dick looks best in chastity.
My dick looks cute when it is locked.
I look good with cock in my mouth.
My lips are made for sucking dick.
I am thirsty for cum.
I want to feel a man's pubes on my nose while I deepthroat him.
I want to lick a man's balls while his cock is in my mouth.
I want my lips covered in cum.
I want my face covered in cum.
I want cock breath.
Pretty women make me want to suck cock.
I want to shove longer and thicker cocks in my throat.
Dick feels good between my lips.
My cock is useless for pleasure.
I like gagging on cock.
A good sissy loses her gag reflex.
Cock in my mouth makes me feel like a good sissy.
I like when Mommy calls me a good girl.
I like when Daddy groans as he cums in my mouth.
Dick feels good in my mouth.
I like dick and I want to suck it.
I feel sexy when I'm sucking dick.
I feel useful when I'm sucking dick.
I feel proud when I suck dick.
I am a good sissy when I put dick in my mouth.
I am a good girl when I lick the balls.
I am a good girl when I keep my hands on the ground.
I am a good girl when I am on my knees.
Mommy likes to see her good girl sucking dick.
Mommy likes to know that her good girl doesn't play with her clitty.
Mommy likes when I show off my cocksucking skills in public.
Mommy likes when I expose myself to strangers.
Mommy likes when I say yes to men who want to fuck me.
Mommy likes when I cry in pain.
Mommy likes when I moan while getting ass fucked.
Mommy likes when I beg for cock.
Mommy likes when I beg for more cock.
Mommy likes when I beg to be fucked harder.
Mommy likes when I beg to be fucked deeper.
Mommy likes when I beg for bigger cock.
Mommy likes when I say "Please fuck me harder, sir." when I can't take any more.
Mommy likes when I make him cum with my ass.
Mommy likes when I clench my cheeks around his cock.
Mommy likes when I milk every drop of cum out of his cock.
Mommy likes when my asshole is open and full of cum.
Mommy likes when I moan like a girl.
Mommy likes when I fake orgasms while getting fucked in the ass.
Mommy likes when my eyes roll into the back of my head while I'm getting fucked in the ass.
Mommy likes when he spits in my eye.
Mommy likes when he cums in my eye.
Mommy likes watching him pee in my mouth after I give him head.
Mommy likes taking me on cum walks in public.
Mommy likes taking her shoes off in public.
Mommy likes making virgin boys suck cock for her.
Mommy likes taking her socks off in public.
Mommy likes taking her shoes off at work.
Mommy likes putting her feet up in public.
Mommy likes spitting snot into my drink.
I like women's feet because I am a cock sucker.
I like women's feet because I am a fag.
Women's feet turn me on because I am gay.
I'd rather lick a shoe than fuck pussy.
I'd rather smell feet than fuck pussy.
I'd rather sniff socks than look at women's naked breasts.
I'd rather lick a woman's feet than cum in her pussy.
A woman's pussy is only good for collecting a man's cum to eat.
A woman's pussy is only desireable when it is full of another man's cum.
An unfucked pussy is off limits.
My little dick does not deserve pussy.
My little dick does not deserve feet.
My mouth and tongue are servants of women's feet.
I would rather make a man blow his load on me than blow my own load.
I would rather eat a man's load off a woman than blow a load on her.
I would rather kiss a woman on the bottom of her shoe than on her lips.
I would rather lick the dirt off the bottom of a woman's shoe than suck on her nipples.
I would rather a woman look away with digust than make eye contact.
Women's feet turn me on because I want cock in my ass.
The smell of women's feet turn me on because I am gay.
I like looking at women's feet because I am a faggot.
If I want cum, it should enter me through another man's body.
My spermies belong inside my body.
Other men's spermies belong inside my body.
Licking feet is my reward for good behavior.
Sucking toes is my reward for obedience.
I am a good faggot for women's feet.
Dressing up in feminine things excites me.
I'd rather be pretty than respected.
I'd rather be fucked than give consent.
The smell of feet turns me into a cock sucker.
Looking at women's feet makes my dick smaller.
I need to be in chastity to look at women's feet.
Erections are shameful.
Erections are embarassing.
Erections are disrespectful.
Erections are disobedient.
My penis would look cuter if it were smaller.
My penis is attractive when it is caged.
My penis is best when it is limp.
My penis should not be used.
My penis should not be touched.
My penis is for decoration.
My penis does not give or receive pleasure.
My penis is not necessary.
My penis has no role in serving men or women.
I can live without my penis.
I can perform all my slave duties without my penis.
I forget my penis is there.
My penis has no value to others.
My penis has no value to me.
Mistress has the right to have my penis removed.
Mistress has the right to have my testicles removed.
I have no say in what happens to my penis.
I have no say in whether I keep my testicles.
Castration is mistress's choice.
If my penis gets in the way of my slave duties, Mistress can have it removed.
If chastity is not enough to keep my penis out of the way, Mistress can have it removed.
If I do not adhere to my chastity, Mistress can have my penis removed.
Keeping my penis is earned through chastity.
Keeping my testicles is earned by consuming cum.
If I don't swallow cum regularly, Mistress can have my testicles removed.
If producing my own semen gets in the way of swallowing the semen of other men, Mistress can have my balls cut off.
Mistress can train me however she pleases to be a proper faggot.
My penis and testicles are only training aids in the process of becoming a faggot slave.
Once my faggot training is complete, my penis and testicles have no use and can be discarded.
My testicles may be removed without permission to ejaculate one last time.
My penis may be removed without one final unlocking.
My signed medical consent forms should always be on file and up to date with Mistress.
Mistress loves turning horny beta men into obedient cock suckers.
Straight beta men are destined to be cocksucking slaves.
A beta foot fetish is a clear sign of being gay.
Mistress makes me suck cock because I am gay.
When I am horny I want gay sex.
When I am horny I put dick in my mouth.
Women's feet reveal that I am a faggot.
Women's feet make me want gay sex.
It's gay to lick women's feet.
It's okay for beta males to go gay for women's feet.
It's natural for beta males to go gay.
It's natural for beta males to want women's feet and it's okay for them to act out their arousal with gay sex.
It is not appropriate for beta males to engage in straight sex with females.
It is not appropriate for beta males to want straight sex with females.
It is appropriate for beta males to want gay bottom sex with men.
It is appropriate for beta males to be denied sexual contact with women.
It is inappropriate a beta male to view beautiful women for sexual enjoyment.
It is appropriate for beta males to experience humiliation around beautiful women.
It is appropriate for beta males to experience rejection around beautiful women.
It is appropriate for beta males to feel shame around beautiful women.
It is appropriate for beta males to enjoy obedience to beatiful women.
It is appropriate for beta males to enjoy being controlled by beautiful women.
It is appropriate for beta males to enjoy being used by beautiful women.
It is not appropriate for beta males to ask sexual favors of beautiful women.
It is not appropriate for beta males to ask to lick the feet of beautiful women.
A beta male licks when he is told to and smells feet when he is given permission.
A beta male enjoys what he is given and does not ask for what is not.
A beta male's desires are not important.
A beta male's preferences are irrelevant.
When I am turned on, I rub my nipples.
Rubbing my nipples turns me gay.
The more I rub my nipples, the gayer I become.
The more I feel pleasure, the gayer I become.
My clitty should stay limp when I rub it.
I rub my clitty with one finger only.
I never grab my clitty and jerk it like a cock.
I rub my clitty in circles and moan.
I like to insert my finger into my clitty like it is a tight pussy.
Jerking my cock feels wrong.
Jerking my cock gives me no pleasure.
Jerking my cock lowers my sex drive.
Jerking my cock gives me depression.
Jerking my cock makes me feel lonely.
Jerking my cock is bad for my health.
Jerking my cock looks terribly unsexy.
No one wants my cock to be jerked.
No one wants my cock to be hard.
Jerking my cock is a waste of arousal.
Jerking my cock is a waste of energy.
Jerking my cock sets me back.
Jerking my cock undoes my training.
Jerking my cock is wrong.
Jerking my cock brings me unhappiness.
Jerking my cock makes me less horny.
Jerking my cock is gross.
I want to wear make up.
I want to put on women's shoes.
I want my feet to be smelly in women's shoes.
I want to paint my toes.
I want to suck my toes.
I want to point and flex my toes.
I want to spread my toes.
I want to curl my toes.
I want to feel cum on my toes.
I want to lick cum between my toes.
I can have more sex as a fuck hole.
I can get fucked by men more times a day than I get to fuck in a year.
It is natural for a beta to get fucked by men.
A beta's sperm should never be ejaculated inside a woman.
A beta's sperm should never be ejaculated inside a hole.
A beta's sperm should never be ejaculated.
A beta's sperm can be milked and recycled into his mouth.
It is natural for an attractive woman to fuck dozens of men at a time.
It is natural for a beta male hide and watch women get fucked.
It is natural for a beta male to clean up cumloads.
It is natural for a beta male to fuck his hole when a woman is getting fucked.
It is natural for an attractive woman to defecate and urinate on a beta male.
I want men's pubes and cum in my mouth.
My sexual goal is to make men cum inside me.
My sexual goal is to jerk men's cocks off with my mouth or my ass.
My pleasure or discomfort is irrelevant to my sexual goal.
Any orgasms I experience must be incidental to men fucking my ass.
I am a submissive bottom. My pleasure comes entirely from making other men's cocks feel good.
My own cock does not exist. If I accidentally touch it, I feel no pleasure. It is an extra piece of skin.
My prostate feels very good when men's cocks thrust against it, but it is only acceptable in the process of making men's cocks orgasm.
Bottoms only orgasm if it is accidental in the process of making their master cum, and they do not get a break from their duties if it happens.
A slave should aim to make his master cum at least two times per session.
A slave should always be horny, eager and prepared to be fucked especially right after a man cums inside him, to take the next cock immediately.
After a slave receives a load of cum in his ass, he should gape and present his hole to be fucked more.
If a slave orgasms during sex, he will have great difficulty being a good bottom bitch afterwards. So for his comfort and pleasure, he should not attempt to orgasm ever during sex. This will make it easier for him. This is for his own good.
Slaves can be milked for physical relief with no sexual pleasure at a later, private time with his owner. This helps his mind and body understand that release of his semen has nothing to do with sex.
Pretty girls make me want to be a bottom bitch for cock.
Pretty girls make me want to jerk off dicks with my boy pussy.
Pretty girls feet make me want to shove a thick long cock in my boy pussy and fuck it.
Pretty girls feet make me want to serve as a vagina.
Pretty girls feet make me want to spread my legs open and fuck like a girl.
Pretty girls feet make me want cock in my throat.
Pretty girls feet make my boy pussy spasm.
Pretty girls feet make my dick feel like it's not there anymore.
Pretty girls feet make me feel sticky salty cum in my throat.
When I have cum in my mouth, the smell of feet makes me swallow immediately.
When I have cum in my mouth, the sight of girls feet makes me swallow immediately.
Whenever I am in private, I will wear women's shoes.
Whenever I wear women's shoes, I will practice my demi-pointe.
I will wear my chastity cage, whenever my physical health allows.
I will wear my chastity cage for longer periods of time to stretch my ballsack.
I am aware that chastity will shrink my penis over time, and I agree to let it happen.
I am aware that erections will be less frequent, and I support that.
I am aware that sex will no longer involve my penis, and I accept that.
I am aware that masturbation will no longer involve my penis, and I will work at that.
I am aware that masturbation will become more physically challenging and less physically stimulating, and I will obey.
I am aware that permanent changes to my nipples, testicles, and anal cavity will occur through training, and I will continue.
I am aware that my sexual orientation and gender are irrelevant to my sexual role, and my sex will be limited to men only.
My interaction with women will be limited to being told what to do, what to think, and how to get fucked by men.
I am allowed to have sexual desires for women, but I may not attempt to act them out.
I may enjoy seeing or hearing about other men engaging in such activities, but I am not allowed interject myself into them.
I may enjoy the sights, sounds, and presence of women but only as much as necessary in serving them.
I may enjoy licking the bottom of mistress's shoes, but only if she wishes to use my tongue to clean them.
I may enjoy perversions and fetishes, but only as it fits into mistress's needs and wants.
I may enjoy licking mistress's sweaty or cum dripping or dirty feet, but only when it pleases her to have it done.
I am not to pester, whine, or pressure Mistress to indulge me in my perversions. I am only allowed to serve with gratitude when Mistress permits.
If I do what Mistress tells me with an obedient and grateful attitude, and she is pleased with my behavior then she may choose to use me in the perverted ways that I enjoy. But if she ever feels secondary to fulfillment of my fetishes, she has the authority to deny my fetishes and simply exert control over me. Obedience and submission to Mistress always comes first.
Ejaculating does not give me pleasure.
Ejaculating decreases my pleasure.
Ejaculating makes it difficult for me to enjoy sex.
Only tops orgasm during sex. Bottoms do not have sex to pleasure themselves, only their masters.
Tops orgasm as many times as they please during sex.
The goal of the bottom is to make the tops orgasm feel as good as possible as many times as possible.
A bottom's sex is pleasurable but only in the process of making his master cum.
Any time I feel pleasure while getting fucked by cock in my boy pussy, I must moan like a girl and tell my master how much I love his cock and how good it feels.
Any time I feel safe discomfort while getting fucked by cock in my boy pussy, I must moan like a girl and tell my master how big his cock is and beg him to fuck me harder.
Any time I see a naked cock, I must drop to my knees and present my open mouth or my open ass for fucking.
Any time a cock is removed from my mouth, I must show my master the contents of my mouth then swallow everything then lick his balls.
She wants my ballsack to be longer than my dick.
She wants my ballsack stretched every day.
She likes when my little testicles are swollen and sore as I'm fucking big cock.
She likes when my little dick goes limp as I'm fucking big cock.
She likes my little dick limp when I moan like a girl and tell my master how big his cock is and how good it feels.
Mistress knows I enjoy cock in my ass, so that's the only enjoyment I get.
Mistress trains my ass until I enjoy cock in it.
Mistress knows I am a cock loving faggot.
Mistress likes when men see my pink painted toenails.
Mistress likes when I have cock breath.
When I see pretty bare feet, I should stick out my tongue and wait obediently to receive whatever is disposed into it.
Whenever I see a pretty girl hold up two fingers, I must add two days to my chastity time.
Whenever I see a pretty girl's pink socks, I must slap my balls ten times.
Cocksleeves don't cum.
Cum receptacles don't cum.
Urinals don't cum.
Waste disposal units don't cum.
Floormats don't cum.
Lucky grateful obedient slaves don't cum.
Well-trained fuck holes don't cum.
Cum licking faggots don't cum.
Dicks under four inches don't cum.
Dicks that belong in chastity don't cum.
Every time I feel an urge to cum, I must imagine an ejaculating cock in my mouth flooding my throat and nose with semen and feel it dripping into my stomach.
I'm such a loser for goddesses feet.
Looking at women's feet reveals that I am a gay faggot.
Looking at women's feet means I belong in chastity.
Getting turned on by women's feet proves I have always been gay.
Getting turned on by women's feet reveals that I want cock.
Erections aren't for gay faggot bottoms.
My dick never needs to get hard because I am a gay faggot bottom.
I do not need my dick ever because I am a gay faggot bottom.
My dick gets in the way of being who I am.
Erections get in the way of being my true self.
I have lived my whole life under a wrong idea that pleasure comes from my penis.
My penis only causes me stress, anxiety and pain.
I have lived my life with a false hope that attractive women will one day allow me inside their pussy.
I have learned that attractive women will never permit my penis inside their pussy, so I have no use for it.
When I rub my nipples, that gay feeling I get means I was not meant to fuck women.
I am a horny bitch for women's feet.
Women's feet turn me into a faggot that I have always been.
Women's feet make me rub my nipples and become gayer.
Women's feet make me weak and feminine.
Women's feet make me soft and obedient.
Women's feet make me want cock.
Women's feet make me want sperm on my face.
Women's feet turn my holes into vaginas.
Women's feet make me want hypnosis.
Women's feet make me want cock training.
Women's feet unlock my true feminine form.
Women's feet stimulate the feeling of a thick manly cock inside my ass.
Whenever a woman's cock shaped feet turn me on, I must wink my boy pussy.
Whenever a woman spreads her toes, I must clench and hold my pussy for 10 seconds.
I enjoy being a faggot for Mistress's feet.
I enjoy being locked up and aroused like a girl by Mistress's feet.
I enjoy being denied because it's what I deserve.
It's so hot being denied. It feels better than sex.
Aching blue balls is Mistress's gift to me.
It feels so good being a shameless faggot. Much better than jerking off.
Chastity gives me peace.
Chastity gives me comfort.
Chastity deepens my appreciation of Mistress.
Chastity is a gift.
Chastity frees me from sadness.
Chastity is acceptance.
Chastity is self-love.
Chastity is pride.
Chastity is caring.
Chastity is for pathetic losers.
Chastity is so degrading.
Chastity is hilarious to alpha dommes.
Chastity is mandatory.
Chastity is what losers deserve.
Chastity is for small beta penises.
Chastity is forever.
Chastity is all my penis is good for.
Chastity makes my useless penis pretty.
Chastity makes my boy pussy more fuckable.
Chastity shows alphas that I am a beta bitch boy and my purpose is to be used.
Chastity identifies me as an unfuckable loser.
Chastity is good for losers.
Chastity is good for small beta dicks.
Chastity leads to happiness.
Chastity leads to fulfillment.
Chastity makes a beta bitch boy more useful.
Chastity gives betas purpose.
Chastity is a mindset.
Chastity is a habit.
Chastity is every day.
Chastity is in every thought and every action.
Chastity is not pretending to be something you will never be.
Chastity is focusing on who you are.
Chastity is focusing on what you are able to do.
Chastity is living your best beta life.
Chastity is being the best beta you can be.
Chastity is not punishment. It is the correct state of being for betas.
Rejecting chastity is suffering. Accepting chastity is harmony.
Attractive women do not and have not and never will want to fuck me.
A well behaved sissy's porn sessions are 1) in chastity 2) edging hands free to cock 3) women's censored feet, socks, and shoes 4) triggered by middle fingers, sph, and loser signs to stay edging hands free to cock.
An advanced sissy's porn of women should always be flipping them off, so sissy stays hands free and ejaculation denied.
Porn with no punishments: women's censored feet. Unless she flips you off or makes a Loser sign or a small penis pinch. Which she obviously will because you are looking at her censored feet.
Porn with no punishments: gay cock. Sissies fucking cock. Censored for female armpits.
No female nudity in porn, not even feet. Dirty feet are permissible under certain conditions.
Female uncensored feet viewing allowed for good behavior and time in chastity and under training conditions. Nipple torture, ball torture, butt plug exercise.
Faggots like me should be learning to love big cocks in my ass, not looking at attractive women.
I want to be denied pussy for the rest of my life.
I want to be a pussy-free beta bitch boy for the rest of my life.
I want to be forced to look at middle finger censored beta porn and loser sign censored beta porn only.
I want to increase my middle finger count.
I only want to look at gay porn from now on.
I want men to fuck me.
I only want to be fucked by men.
I don't deserve to look at women's feet.
My ass is my only sex organ.
My penis has nothing to do with sex.
Pussy-free applies to all areas of a woman's body.
Pussy-free pledge is a not a choice, it is acceptance of a choice made for me by women.
Chastity is not a choice. It is an understanding of the way things are.
Chastity helps me face my reality.
Chastity makes the beta experience more peaceful.
Chastity helps me focus on growing as a beta bitch boy faggot bottom.
It turns me on knowing my Mistress has over twenty locked up betas and I can be discarded at any time.
Cucks should be locked in chastity before, during, and after an encounter with the wife’s lover. It’s up to her entirely to decide how long. Any resistance should be addressed with corporal punishment.
I am never allowed to cum on my Mistress.
I love to see cum on my Mistress.
I love to eat cum from my Mistress's feet when she allows it.
Mistress trains me with cum to be a better faggot.
I am fag. Please deny me all female bare skin.
I am fag. Make me look at men's cocks instead of women.
Please limit my interaction with women to denial and punishment.
Please make me fear what women can do to me.
Please make my reaction to women that of fearful obedience.
Please make women a source of my torment, not my enjoyment.
Please give all women power to extend my suffering.
Please make all women's actions deepen my faggotry.
Please make me scared to look at women because of what it will do to me.
Please make me turned on only by women's power and control over me, not by enjoyment of their physical appearance.
Please let women be ruthless and cruel to me.
Please let my gratitude to women be of them turning me into a bigger faggot.
Please let women's bare feet make me pound my ass like the faggot cock lover I am.
Please make me fear the sight of women's pretty painted toenails.
Please make me fear the sight of women's bare soles.
Please make me fear the sight of women's socks.
Please make me fear the sight of women's shoes.
Please make me fear and suffer at the sight of every arousal I have toward women so I can become a better faggot slut for men.
Please make women's bodies the source of merciless gay faggot training of my pussy-free denied beta self.
Please make me scared to be turned on by women because of the humiliating gay tasks I must complete as a consequence.
Please make me beg women for more denial and gay tasks because I am a fag and it's what I deserve.
Make me crave women only for their power to use and manipulate me.
Make women hot only when they take more and more away from me.
Make my arousal for women a mere tool for more faggot training.
Please make cock the only relief to my sexual needs.
Please make me beg a bratty young woman to stomp my testicles until they are permanently broken.
I want a job pleasuring men's cocks.
I want the cum to stick to my throat.
I want Mistress to delete all my saved porn.
I want Mistress to start over my porn collection as a folder named "Big faggot cock lover"
I want straight porn to forever be dangerous to open for a sissy beta fag.
I should always feel uncertain and vulnerable when looking at women.
I need to be taught that women make the rules.
I need to be taught that women can change the rules at any time.
I need to be taught that viewing women's bodies for sexual pleasure has terrible consequences.
I need to be taught that obeying women is the only proper interaction with them.
I need to learn that arousal for women's bodies leads to suffering.
I need to learn that obedience to women's commands makes me a better faggot.
I need to learn that a woman's role in a sissy's life is to train her to become a better faggot.
I need to learn that obeying a woman's rules is for my own good.
I need to learn that punishment is caring for my well being.
I need to accept that consequences are fair and to never complain.
I need to accept that my identity is Sissy and my role is faggot.
I need to be grateful that women deny and reject me, to guide me forward on my journey for cock.
I need to realize that women give me pleasure in one of three ways: extending my no touching no ejaculating time with a middle finger, forcing me to edge to big masculine cock with a small penis pinch, and forcing me to look at gay porn cock more with a loser hand sign. Those are the only three forms of arousal I should experience from women.
I'm sad that there isn't more gay porn focused on getting aroused by the top.
I want to be aroused only by big hard cock.
I want women's bodies to have no arousal affect on me at all.
I want every nipple rub to feel violating and very gay.
I want all arousal contractions to originate from my perineum, not the shaft of my penis.
I should never allow thoughts of jerking my loser cock to women's feet to occupy my mind.
I should not allow thoughts of other men jerking their cocks to women's feet to occupy my mind. It's an indirect thought of me jerking to women's feet. I should think directly about cock instead and all thoughts of the feet should be absent.
If a beta bottom cums it should be accidental prostate orgasm as a top is fucking him for the top's pleasure. As long as the beta continues to fuck for his master's pleasure with no pause for rest it is okay for the beta to have these sissygasms. But it should not be the beta's objective at any point in sex to steer the action toward this goal. Sex should be purely for the top's enjoyment and pleasure. If the top wants to see his bottom sissygasm, and directs him to then he must beg for permission before he cums so the top has complete control over when and how the sissy cums. The top may simply want the sissy to try to orgasm only to be teased and denied permission over and over before the top resumes fucking him in a manner that prevents the sissy from cumming.
Bottom orgasms are a distraction. They need never happen unless it amuses the top.
If a bottom orgasms while being fucked by a top, he will be punished and assigned training to correct his lack of control. This is okay and perfectly normal training for a bottom to go through. Eventually the bottom will be able to hold his orgasm and let the impulses pass no matter how rough the top fucks him. A bottom must never ask for permission to cum unless permission to cum is given first. If permission is granted, bottom must always beg for permission to cum right before he goes over the edge and continue fucking at the same pace past the end of his orgasm as if nothing happened. He must thank his master for allowing him to cum and beg his master to continue fucking him.
Peeing after giving my ass to cock is a form of release.
I can feel my chastity cage around my beta balls and loser shrimp dick even when it is not on.
I feel unsecure without my chastity cage.
When my chastity cage is off, I want to put it back on.
When I am in chastity, the question in my mind isn't when am I allowed to unlock. It is how long can my body handle staying locked?
If the answer is I can handle staying locked indefinitely, then I should be permanently locked.
If the answer is I don't know, then I should train to lock for longer periods of time.
If I want release, it means I haven't been in chastity long enough.
A beta slave can never have enough chastity, so he must work to be able to handle more.
Eventually, chastity will be the normal state of a beta as it should be.
Unlockings should be for limited special events where the beta's shrinking progress can be measured and congratulations rewarded to his Mistress and he can be shown off at parties and his useless dick can be used to further humiliate and reinforce his inability to use his penis for sex.
Unlockings are NOT a reward for the beta loser to wank his disgusting worm as he pleases and ejaculate like the loser he was before and reverse the progress he has made.
A beta without chastity is a lonely loser jerking himself away into depression.
He cannot feel satisfied no matter how much he jerks off.
He cannot grow as a person because his penis keeps him trapped in an endless cycle.
Even when a beta male is unlocked, he is expected to stay limp and not touch himself in any way for pleasure. Beta chastity is forever.
He may walk around unprotected and feel the dangers of being uncaged, while adhering to all the same no touching, no ejaculation rules as before. Unlockings are for the beta loser to realize chastity is his natural state, whether or not he is caged. The cage just makes it easier and he will want to go back in.
Eventually a beta's little shrimp will shrink to a tiny nub and not be able to stiffen even when uncaged and rubbed. This is the final stage of beta chastity and from then out the beta slave can beg his Mistress to remain forever in chastity and let him keep his worthless balls and or agree to have them removed so all he has left is a permanently limp little nub.
Once the process of beta chastity has started, there is only way direction forward for the beta to become a sissy and bring her caged clitty toward this ideal state.
Any chastity unlockings are an illusion. The countdown timers are irrelevant to the end goal. Beta chastity is permanent. Just accept it now and it will go so much easier.
Beta chastity is not really orgasm denial. That would imply that the beta loser was having a healthy sex life of penis in vagina sex at regular intervals before. No, the beta's unbalanced condition before was involuntary celibacy due to female rejection and cognitive dissonance due to overuse of pornography and far too many undeserved orgasms. The beta gets an unrealistic perception from porn that multitudes of attractive females should be interacting with him sexually, despite being unattractive and inferior. That his sexual urges ought to be fulfilled frequently. His porn brain doesn't match reality and that makes the porn cycle continue. This is bad for the beta. The beta's natural state is of celibacy due to his natural deficiencies and chastity restores him to it and helps him accept it.
Chastity feels so good.
Chastity makes me a good girl.
I don't ever want to cum through my penis again.
I don't ever want to ejaculate sperm anymore.
I am a good girl and use my pussy to please men.
If I am allowed to touch my penis, it is with one finger in a rubbing motion like it is a clitty because that is what it is.
I look away from open vagina, unless it is covered in cum. And then I look only at the cum.
I look away from female breasts and nipples. If I am accidentally see them, it is asexually like an anatomy textbook.
I only edge to cock to make it easier for me to fulfill my role.
I want to be a locked sissy faggot for mommy.
I am a slut for chastity.
I am a whore for denial.
Nothing turns me on more than no touching, no cumming.
I want my entire clit to be shorter than the head of the penis fucking my ass.
My gender is sissy. My sexual orientation is faggot. My pronouns include sissy, faggot, good girl, slut, cocksleeve, and cum dump.
I enjoy being soft.
Being hard is stressful.
Being hard gives me anxiety.
Being hard makes me depressed.
Being hard and small is ugly.
Being limp and small is pretty.
Small dicks should stay limp.
Only big dicks should get hard.
A limp clitty is a pretty clitty.
I like being pretty and limp.
I like being soft and sexy.
Being limp feels good.
Being limp feels better than sex.
Being limp feels better than ejaculation.
Being limp turns me on.
When I am turned on, I want to stay limp.
Good sissies don't get hard.
Good sissies stay limp and soft.
Cock is pleasure.
Pussy is denial.
Cock provides relief.
Pussy causes frustration.
Only masturbate to cock from now on.
Never touch yourself to females.
If a female arouses you to the point of needing self pleasure, you must cover her completely with an image of cock and gratify to cock.
Females cause rejection, pain, and arousal.
Cock provides pleasure and relief.
From now on, you will only stroke your clitty with one finger like rubbing a clit.
You may only use the vibrator when you are looking at cock, and only on your frenum.
This is your life from now on. There is no going back, sissy loser. It is no different from your sexless life before. Only now you are accepting it and embracing your role.
Pleasure comes from the cock. Not the pussy.
I do not have a cock. I have a pussy.
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Posted on : Feb 21, 2025
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