Summer came and things were on again off again with my future wife and as Ross would say “we were on a break”. So I invited the ex, Succubus, up to my mom’s lake home for two weeks around the 4th of July.  My plan was to feed the demon inside me and see how far this girl would really go, honestly I wanted to push her so hard so far that she would take that temptation out of mylife. 

By this time she was getting quite comfortable with anal and did infact ocationally suck my cock afterwards. One of those times she licked the cum tat had ran down my balls and gave me my first rimjob.

So while she was up at the lake with me I hogtied her and left to get a pack of smokes. Her arms and legs had discolored and she was numb for some time after, (hey I didn’t know you weren't supposed to do that), but now purple is my favorite color on a woman.

We canued up to this little acre size island that guarded a little bay to camp. The island had a step  hill and a small clearing on top big enough for two tents and bonfire. We set up camp and I suggest a little “funtime” and that we should try out some handcuffs I bought at the local Army Navy store. She went along and I hand cuffed her facing a small 4” maple. I used a little sunscreen for lube and fucked her up the ass. By this time in our relationship she would go along with just about anything, so I asked where she put the keys, knowing I had them in my pocket.

She panicked “What do you mean you don’t have the keys?
I reminded her that I had told her to grab everything off the kitchen table and that she must have missed the keys.

I suggested that I try and put her jeans back on since it is 30 min to an hour each way for me to canoe to get the keys. As I pickup her pants I slipped the keys into her pocket and like a magician pulled them out as I brought them over. 

“Oh my god, you had the keys and I almost canoed al back to get them”

She apologized but was happy they were found.

I suggested, “perhaps you should be punished? How about I leave you there a little longer while I catch dinner?”

Now her succubus instincts kicked in and she excitedly agreed. 

I tore open the box I brought the fire wood in and wrote “Free use Slut” and tacked it toher tree. 

I said “just incase anyone finds you while Im gone” 

She smiled and replied, “Maybe I’ll get a better offer?” 

I laughed as I left to fish the small bay behind the island. Now it was mid week and several days from the 4th so it should have been quite on the lake but I protectively kept close and kept an eye on the island just in case

I caught a couple fish and headed back up the hill after an hour or two and find her sleeping curled up with her head on her left arm. She wasn’t exactly sunburnt but the sunscreen in ass did little for her back. She was 21 a little older than me and had been in an accident when she was 5 and had a few scars on her back and leg from surgery  this accident left her wiht a little limp and she always was very self concise about all of that, I actually liked them, fueled some of darker fantasies about her.

I tickled her foot and she giggled as she woke up.

“Morning, any visitors?” I jokingly asked. “Sorry you just missed a tour bus, they wore me out it  that’s why I’m sleeping… but really, can you let me loose, it's cooling off” she replied as I playfully pitched a twisted her nipple, she bit her lip hard.

“Soon, I’ll start dinner and get the fire going while it's still light.” 

By now the sun had set and it was getting pretty cool but she was near the fire and it lit her up pretty good, good enough that a passing boat could have seen her if the looked.

I had a bunch of potatoes in a cast iron pan frying so I decided to check on her but instead of releasing her I fingered her until she came and fucked her in the ass a second time.

Now she was little more desperate, “ It’s freezing,  the mosquitoes are out and I’m going crazy this isn’t fun anymore, please, please let me go”

“OK” I said as grabbed the keys” you need to clean off in the lake, its dark enough no one will see you… wait,” I pulled back the keys “let's make this worthwhile, I gotta piss”

She actually smiled “Ok but not my face” 

I started a stream on her butt, it was hard because something so lewd was making me hard again. I worked my way up her back and ran out of stream at her neck, shook off and uncuffed her.

“Next time your in the cuffs” she smiled “but your balls are mine so be warned” she playfully gave a suck pulling away with a pop sound, “salty… but not that bad” as she stood up to go down the hill.

By the time she was back up everything was ready, OK the potatoes might have been burnt a little, but I was distracted and you don’t care. She pulled on her jeans and my button shirt but didn’t button it.

During diner she asked “ so if your not dating, XXXX, why won’t you fuck me like to used to?” I mean I’m open to all your weird shit and proven I will let you do anything you want… fuck me, fuck my cunt!” 

I sighed and said” that's exactly why, you are wrecked, damaged, you will do anything I ask and I prefer your tight ass. Why would I fuck you to make you cum when the longer you go with out the crazier shit you will do?”

“Fine” she angrily snapped “you ain't getting nothing” fine and crawled into the tent.

I wasn’t worried, I knew she can’t go more than a couple hours with out some sort of sexual atention, she’s nuts beside, my goals kind of was to see if I could get her to go away. Again to this day I wondered if she really was human, she played all vinilia and reserved but she had the sexual apitites of a bus load  of 17 year old football players.

No more than a couple of hours went by and sure enough from in the tent I hear “I’m sorry, I understand… I Don’t know why I'm like this… I realy do like sex back there… I just… love you, I know you don’t love me any more but I miss that feeling. You know I will do anything, I don’t care if you fuck other women, or piss on me, in me” she almost sobed “Please, come to bed and just hold me”

Really nothing too exciting happened that trip yes I fucked he cunt that night, I’m a sucker, but the next night back to ass or mouth.  We went back to my mom’s house. I knew she was never going anywhere. I didn’t like who I was becoming around her, the cruel dom persona scared me at 19. I didn’t even know what BDSM was, I didn’t understand my need to dominate nor her need to sub. I worried I was an abusive pervert , and it scared me.