Today's radio: a seventeen year old Singaporean girl as she sleeps.

That's right, over Discord audio, her breathing and turning around from time to time. I'd much rather the recent Youtube playlist I just put together, but this is all that's playing right now. Might switch it at some point anyway though.

She turned me on to Roblox and my whole day got wasted ever since. Didn't make four or five, only four twenty. Lost multiple trains of thought. Still concerned I'm both waking her up with my typing and also not letting her sleep by hanging up again, even if I'm around overall? I'm concerned I have to be sexually open with this girl, it -almost- seems like what she herself wants. Doesn't that seem gratutitous though? Even if that were the case, while although everything's appropriate as she's turning or already is eighteen, the idea of a girl wanting me is still quite literally foreign. Even video calling normally ultimately alludes to a level of attraction meant only for places like this blog.

Disconnected again, back to the Youtube album. More importantly, getting my fiance back to the Roblox diner. The girl is like asleep and not, but I decided to move to the Youtube album. I do wonder about her deal but my fiance is returning to the diner now, dinner is in fifteen, and my friend might even visit so I've got plenty to do. Also Skibbl is weird.

I'm actually fairly surprised Discord pays off. Not that surprised but surprised enough. More to the point the detraction from given trains of thought continues to make itself known. Multitasking at the bottom line.

This isn't over.

-Russly