I did it! I now -am- the radio.

I have officially started broadcasting, fully clothed, on the live cams. I'm dancing and blogging and chatting and everything. It's almost like it has an air of validation, but we all know that isn't true hahaha. If I want to make real money I have to be stupider than this. That's it's own story though.

I wonder if it violates any terms to say Tik Tok sucks there. Then again, I have the Tik Tok so what do I know. You have to wonder how much of this is just me going through my own mind. Enough of it is in my head for it to be a little... out there, so to speak. I walk outside and I get to choose whether I wear a mask, but only for the next two days, then a mandatory bill kicks in. I lose track of the various lags on the screens and remember my mirror doesn't have that kind of lag. I aim for four twenty and talk to random people on Discord and Insta. What even is this?

I think the last result my fiance had in mind when I got here was that I myself would become a cam girl. I literally don't have a single person in my room, even myself from my other site profile. I wonder if the mods watch at least.

Well, I did it. I got through the whole album. The all of maybe two people showed up for the all of two seconds at a time. A rousing success I'd say!

Honestly my immediate thought about all this is that they're so secure about everything because it involves money, not because it involves sex. Damn even the Discord server is quiet. Ah well, I have plenty to do for today, may as well call it.

I'm glad I've gotten to the point of having my own radio channel, it's a start. I've done radio shows in actual studios before but this is another level of being ignored. Still have to position the cam better though.

-Russly