Okay here it is.

I have now become a cam girl. Well, cam boy. But that's right, I've now begun camming. As a cause of all of this, namely that Tik Tok sucks, I have wound up officially using this place to stream my dancing. Like a specific option in Stripchat's profile selections is dance. Not that enough or even anyone would care. But hey, if you want to wank to me going at it, sure, why not?

Not that I'm even looking for money, just that for whatever reason I'm not allowed to do what I do even for free anywhere? I suppose I could go outside and busk one more time before my state declares masks mandatory. I figure if you make it about anything -other- than the money, you know, like the dance itself maybe, then we might start getting somewhere.

My fiance is with me again. We are continuing the usual issues of her not having much exposure to even small talk. But here is different, you can freak the fuck out as long as you actually get the fuck out (of your system that is). More surprising to me personally is the idea that I could make any money whatsoever. I mean in general. Like when was I worth anything?

Meghan, I keep going back to that scene in The Return. Meggie! Another quote from there is "we have fun." Anyway, the scene at the end when Jasper says you lost. Showing it to her now. "Your base is taken, your armies are ruined, you have failed."

You're overweight. Mom is coming back. We are dealing with coronavirus.

When it seems like all was surely lost in that scene, they came back and figured it out. Then again, they figured out all sorts of shit since the first season. The show is over now! What next?

I don't really know. In the words of Garnet....

"We wait, and see...."

-Russly