Here we go again.

I'm at least playing their music currently. Won't last but seeing what happens. I've made it this far, I'm off my phone and on to my desktop. This one isn't as responsive today, I guess there's a scale. Some are actually here just to talk, some are willing to talk, and some only talk when it's convenient. Who am I to judge? I flip between the extremes myself every day.

The one who's more talkative is online now, went to her room. I'm in more of a chatting mood currently. It's true a few of them are talkative but some, like this one, are actually up to or even about talking! I wonder what would happen if I were to put myself out there like they do. Interesting that there are people out there who actually are just up to, you know, talk.

The music's relatively good too, so there's that. However I'll be returning to my own momentarily. I'll stick in the chat a bit either way though. In fact the other one, who does some chatting, just friended me? But I'm not worth anything! Like quite literally though. Then again after this weekend I have been feeling like I can at least pretend I matter... just kidding!

Went back to her room before leaving to be nice. I'll try to actually look around though. I bet there's more here. I feel like I'm a little biased in that I'm looking for girls that seem attractive to me, why by default means others will flock to them? Maybe time to try dudes. Yeah the dudes are around!

Yeah this is actually fun. Got a fellow user's Snap and gave him a picture of my nipple. I would be surprised by this but people that horny are on the girls' chats too. I think this leans in the direction of starting my own cam eventually. Strictly clothed of course. My whole deal is that I'll tease at best! It's interesting finding support groups on here of all places.

I can't believe this. Now the talkative girl is letting me DJ? Since when did my own music flow over into the actual chatrooms? Okay even weirder is now I'm having them talk to me? That's on its own level.

I got fourteen hours of sleep last night. Thirteen the night before. My birthday was on Friday. I had a Zoom that involved all sorts of kooky characters. All I want is a little peace and quiet, is that so much to ask for?

-Russly