Well, I think I've finally taken the plunge and after much thought am going to try to train myself to be a good sissy. I have Bubblepop to thank as I found her blog and it inspired me to chart my journey as well. It's all in my blog at
http://sissycoleen.blogspot.co.uk/.
I've no idea where this will take me or even if I'll ever have the chance, or the guts to meet someone as a sissy. It's a big risk and the last thing I want to do is hurt those around me, but I know I'm unhappy and probably lonely at the moment and probably have been for years. I need to do something to break the rut and will hopefully find out more about myself.
Any help and support would be gratefully received especially when it comes to meeting people. I've never been good at social activities and tend to avoid them where I can (the work christmas do is about my limit). I know I've got to break this, but don't really know how. I get so many suggestions from people who don't find socialising difficult saying "join a course" (but there's none that really interest and/or challenge me), or "just go to the pub or something", but when you're me, that's really difficult.
Must confess I'm still trying to get my head round what people would like to know and what to put in my blog. If you have any suggestion about what you'd like to know about me, please drop me a line.
I bought myself a nice new lingerie set this morning, including some new sexy stockings. Sorry, I'm all for stockings, but am not keen on tights. It's a nice garter belt, pantie and basque in black. Tried to get myself a nice nightwear but nowhere seemed to have any :(
I tried to take a picture with the web cam but it's all dark and the result will be awful. I'll continue playing with the cam and hopefully get something up soon.
One of the stocking sets I bought was a pair of fishnet stockings. I'd never worn them before and must say I'm surprised how comfortable they are. They were the first thing I put on once I got home and I'm sitting here writing to you whilst wearing them. I feel mighty fine :)
If you'd like to know more, have any suggestions about what fun we could have together then drop me a line.
Not sure what to say in my blog, so I'll start with a brief description of me.
I'm 37 years old and extremely shy. As a consequence I must confess that I'm a virgin. I'd like to think that I straight but looking at some of the fantastic pictures on this site, my fantasies are expanding and I'm starting to wonder if i may go both ways.
My ideal fantasy would be to have a nice submissive and gorgeous teen or two knelt at my feet awaiting my command. Having said that, when looking at the pictures, I wonder if I'm being turned on by the dominant or the submissive. :)
I'd say I'm a closet tranvestite, especially as I'm currently sitting here in pair of small white panties. I have not come out and have to be careful to ensure those around me are not affected by my fetish. I've set myself a challenge to not wear male undies ever again, so far it's been 3 days and still going strong :) I know that doesn't sound like much to you hordcore people, but I'm just starting to come to terms with this myself.
I hope to upload some pictures of myself in my smalls at some point, but that may need to wait a couple of weeks until I have some time home alone.
I have a number of ideas fr erotic, usually domination themed stories, one of which I'm currently trying to write. Unfortunately, my writing skills are not great and my imagination usually runs off with the story before I manage toget it down on paper. I'll try to jot some ideas for stories down. Maybe someone here may like to use my ideas to fuel their own stories or fantasies.
If you have any questions, suggestions, or just want to drop me a line, please do. I'd like to learn more, so anything you guys and gals can do to help, I would be extremely grateful.
