Hi fans - After an extremely long pause, I have contacted IF support and got my profile back online. I don't know if I'll post any more galleries, but I'll be using this profile again.
First and foremost, thanks for your support. I know, that at least 2 humans are reading my postings, which is nice already. Unfortunately, IF does not support us with a feature where we could see how many views these blog posts have, but one can dream that this will be a thing in the future.
Have you noticed how I always write that I get locked in by my gf, but never get released? It is some sort of the same behaviour when you masturbate. The instance you get to orgasm, you're turned off. I don't feel like posting for days after I'm out of the cage again (remember: we do not have permanent chastity, we use it like weekly, mostly when my gf is on her period).
So I'm going to write what happened last time I was let out. I had to suggest something, so I made up the "grand-finale" of 2 weeks in chastity, haha :D
I was let out and told to wear a condom. Then my gf prepared the strap-on (a nice leather model with a not-too-big purple dildo, approx 4x16cm or so) and also warmed up my ass. She then lay down and I eased myself on her and rode her for a good 10 minutes or so. After that she started to pound me from down below, harder than I ever had it in my life. It was really a new experience for me, but I could take it and I enjoyed it!
After some time she decided it would be time to come for me, so she started teasing my dick a bit while still pounding me like there was no tomorrow. It dind't take much time or teasing until I felt that build up, and on the brink of cumming I was just screaming that I wanted to be a girl and that this should be the only way I ever should get to cum or fuck again... then I came, like I never came before. Tears in my eyes and sobbing I broke down on my gf, who just had a smile for me... hah. It was truly a good experience for me, that I would like to have again soon. We'll see if she's so generous again ;)
Now I am locked in again since last Thursday. Surprisingly, I had a release already on Saturday. I was to kneel down, and my gf got a glass. Then she proceeded to milk me like a cow, and I filled the glass with a ruined orgasm. Of course I had to lie on my back afterwards and the delicious milk was fed to me. I really enjoyed that as well, as you can guess ;)
Until now, I've had no release. I am hoping for one on maybe next Saturday or Sunday, but only time will tell.
It's been a time. Last post was on September, I guess? I've had one or two lockups since then, but nothing too serious. It felt good to be free, hehe. Now my gf and I decided to do some locking up again. I've been locked up since last saturday and have not had any release until now. 3 unlocks, two for showering and one for getting teased, not more. My gf is so lovely, she really plays it out with me.
There was some interesting stuff going on. She has a wonderful younger sister I always had a bit of a crush on. And I have some sort of panty-problem, I like to steal them when they're diry. So naturally, I've stolen a pair of her sisters. They are just random black panties, but they are super cozy when wearing the cage, especially at night (the cage can barely move then, and you won't get hard from that possible stimulation). So when the third night came, my gf was visiting me and stayed overnight. And I thought, "hey, I'll wear them and then let's see if she recognizes them". And yeah, she did. But she didn't get that they were from her lovely sis. She asked if I had taken them from her or from another girl, and I said from another, don't think too far. In the end, I told her, and guess what was her reaction? :D
She just laughed! The next thing was her telling me that she would not steal them from me, but she told me when her sis would shower and when it was laundry day at her home. Hah ;D After that came teasing, telling me that I would need to forget about my tiny dick, that it was unimportant and that I should not receive pleasure, and that only she is allowed to touch me there.
So here I am, getting all frisky from writing that stuff. I'd love to hear your comments, and if there's something you want to ask, go ahead!
I know, I didn't post for a good 3 months now - sorry about that. There is not even a special reason for it, I just didn't feel like it. But I've received a lot of comments and new fans, and I don't want to let you donw, so have an insight into what I am doing now :)
Anyways. You guessed right, I'm locked up again! And I just love it. I guess I never get away from wanting that :D Since Sunday, not been let out, no caressing, no nothing. My gf didn't want to touch me, and I dind't want it as well. I just want to endure it longer and longer, because it makes me feel really nice. When I get home I instantly switch into girliy panty, at the moment the turquoise ones (you'll find them in a gallery ;) ). Sometimes I really feel the urge to just suck and ride my clear cock, but then again I think I can endure it longer and longer. But maybe tonight I am letting go. We'll see. What do you think I should do?
In my next blog addition I'd like to talk about a really deep wish I'd like to have come reality. Stay tuned :)
Today my gf told me via IM that I should go and to something good for me, but not to unlock. So I went on and rode my clear dildo (Check gallery ;) ). It was so good, but - you can guess - I couldn't cum. Not a single drop of precum either. I was on the verge, or I guess I was.
You know what that means - No unlocking! I've already texted my gf saying that I didn't earn it and that I do not want it either.
Long time no post from me, sorry for that. I've been online mostly, but not locked up for the better time. But now I am again!
Since last saturday morning (that's only 3 days ago), I am back in my HolyTrainerV2. After my gf used me one last time, she put the lock on my dick, and that was it. I suggested, that we would make the following agreement:
- She is the only one unlocking me
- I shall not milk or fuck myself during the time being locked up
- She can always unlock me to have fun with me (e.g ruin me, tease me)
- She can always unlock me to have sex with me, but prior to the act, she has to determine if I may cum or not
- The only way I can earn permanent (longer) unlocking is: Being able to get milked by her (literarilly dripping with cum).
So, how do you like that? Is that a good agreement? Let me hear your opinions!
(Of course I also speak German).
Hope to hear something from you guys and girls, and of course sissies out there!
I've been locked up since last sunday, and my gf has been with me most of the time, thats because I couldn't write stuff for ya. I've requestet lock-up seven days ago and made it until Friday without cumming. My love used a prostate massager on my that evening and I came while inside my HolyTrainer V2, or at least as much as I could. I didn't leak a drop though. While she fucked me with that thing she really got into it, saying how worthless I and my little penis were, how I would not be good enough to be fucking her, too small, too weak and all that. It really got me going over the top. Afterwards I had to fuck her with our strap-on, which made her come really quickly, what humiliation for me...
Today I woke up early, knowing that I'd get release (as we had this agreed a week before). But then I made a little mistake... I woke her up, getting all excited and stuff. She didn't like that, really. After we were both awake, I suggested she'd ruin my first real orgasm since one week for me and that I would fuck her afterwards (as she said she really needed me to give it to her, that she missed it and so on). So she tied me up, legs and arms, and unlocked me. After what felt like only 5 minutes she ruined my orgasm, nevertheless I sprayed my hot cum everywhere.
She then untied me again, and I reached over into the drawer to get out my cockring. As I turned back again, she was laying there, seemingly ready for me. She looked me dead in the eye and said "put it away." - "What"? did I ask her. So she replied: "put it away and lock yourself up again. You don't deserve me, we'll try again next Sunday".
That was the point where I broke down, almost crying. Shit just got real. Nevertheless I oblieged, because that's what I am supposed to do, right?
So this is a thing now, she denied me for the first time in our over two year relationship, and really freaking hard.
She left 30 Minutes ago, saying that "she'll think of something for tomorrow".
Aaand here I am again. Locked up and horny as hell.
My GF made me come "from behind" you could say this morning, which was in a way superb, and in another it was so unfullfilling. Then she ordered me to lock myself up. I really can't stand it at the moment, how am I going to survive the next week?
My GF played with me, after I had to make her come. It was so amazing.
She stuck our vibe inside me and fucked me gently. First I laid on my back, then she made me stay on all fours. I was so close to leaking, not cumming actually. I really liked it a lot, and I'm looking forward to doing it again soon. Maybe she'll play with me more and even make me cum?
My dream is to cum in condom, which she then is going to empty into my mouth... mmhh.
We decided I can take it! I'm locked up again in my beautiful black device... the longer I am locked up, the more pictures you will ge, I can almost garantee that ;D
Today I received two pairs of underwear from my ex-gf (No, I am still together with my actual gf, but we keep in touch) as an exchange for one pair she desperately wanted from me. Needless to say, I love these two. Unfortunately unstained, but well, can't have everything.
As for locking up I am waiting for my gf's period to ask her to lock me up again. Moreover, I have upcoming finals, which consist of one practical exam which endures 10 workdays. Not sure if I want to be locked up during this time. What would you suggest?
I had an exciting weekend! Friday night my gf unlocked me and edged me twice and then ruined the orgasm. Wow, what a feeling. There was no cum at all, and I was really happy about both not orgasming properly and not being able to have my release. She then let me sleep without the cage and in the morning I had to put it back on.
After a really long day we finally got into bed Saturday night where she unlocked me again and finally rode me. This made me cum real quick, and we both liked it ;)
So as I am writing, I am still locked up! That's a whopping 3 days (that sounds like nothing though :( )
But it's fairly enjoyable with the holytrainer, that thing really fits nicely.
My gf is coming to see me tonight, so I'm hopping to get at least a handjob. I want to talk her into ruining the orgasms for me and feeding me my cum, that would be so awesome <3
Ordered on Friday, got it in the mail on tuesday already!
As my style is black, I got it in black (and clear was sold out, lol).
Just got it on myself, and oh boy, that thing is a killer. It feels really good, nothing like the CB6000. Allthough it is a bit harder to slip into the ring, once you're in, its set!
I'm going to wear it until the weekend I think. Or as long as my gf wants me to wear it.
Long time no post, sorry 'bout that. No responses at all do not really motivate me :(
But I am in the mood again to post something!
Since yesterday evening, I am finally locked up again! I so missed that feeling of not being able to get big... mhh.
My beautiful girlfriend jacked me off last night, all the way saying that I would be locked up afterwards. This pushed me really over the top, and I came all over myself. She grinned and made me put on my cage.
This morning she had to go to work, and of course, she touched all over me to make me feel like the girl I am now. It's amazing how one little chastity device can turn a man into a girl. I am already wanting it in my ass O.o
So long, stay tuned for more entries during the next few days!
Heute morgen musste / durfte ich meine Freundin mit der Zunge verwöhnen. Dabei spielte sie unablässig an meinem eingesperrten, nutzlosen Ding herum, was mich zusätzlich anspornte. Nachdem sie zwei mal gekommen war, musste ich sie sauberlecken, da sie immer sehr nass wird.
Zur Belohnung darf ich versuchen, heute selber zu kommen. Ich darf aber keine Hilfsmittel wie Vibratoren oder Dildos benutzen, sondern nur meine Hände... mal sehen, ob ich das schaffe.
Seit gestern Abend bin ich wieder eingesperrt in meinem CB-6000 :). Ich durfte wunderbar mit meiner Freundin schlafen, und dann über ihr kniend ein letztes Mal auf ihre Brust kommen. Natürlich musste ich dann brav saubermachen mit meiner Zunge.
Danach sperrte sie mich ein und nahm den Schlüssel an sich.
Nun werde ich über die ganzen Festtage eingesperrt bleiben, bis so um den 5. Januar herum. Während dieser Zeit bestimmt meine Freundin, wann, ob und wie ich kommen darf. Ich freue mich auf die Zeit und bin gespannt, zu welchen Taten es mich treibt :)
