When Shes with him... Upstairs. I just sit here and listen. Stew and listen. Cry and listen. Masturbate.... and listen.
They're giggling, laughing, at me? Moaning, sighing. Shes up there, with him, as I sit here alone, with my hand on my pussy.
It should be me up there, with him. He with me. Him touching me. My lips over his. His hands squeezing my breasts as I moan.
They're getting louder, is he fingering her? Is she stroking him? On our bed?
Why do I still sit here, alone? Go up there, stop this. Defend your rights. This is my home, thats my bed, he's MY Husband.
But shes with him. He's HER lover. She belongs up there, with him.
I asked for it didnt I? I got older, maybe fatter. Not fat, not even heavy, just heavier. Itsnt that what wives do? Get a little older, fatter? Second best to their younger....
My pussy, its so wet. Why? Why so wet? Even if i wasnt rubbing it so fast, why so wet? With her upstairs, them upstairs, in OUR bed, fucking. Are they fucking? Yes, it sounds like fucking. I still remember what that sounds like, the sounds of fucking. Of his amazing big thick cock, squishing sounds, as it slides, in and out, in and out, of a tighter better younger pussy.
I can moan to, and cry, and moan, and cry, as I rub in shame, downstairs, alone, pathetic, as my hubby fucks her, my younger...
I asked her to come, told him I wanted her to come. To make him cum. To make each other cum. So I had her come, to my house, as I try to make myself cum, I listen to them cum, for each other. All because I asked her, to come.
I'm humping my pussy on my hand. I cant help it. I hump, hump hump as they hump hump hump, on my bed, in my sheets, in my house. My husband, his cock, MY cock, now her cock, in her pretty pink pussy. I love it, I need to love it, I need to hear it, hear them, FUCK, so I can be happy, and sad, and confused.
They're getting close, so am I, I hope. Not like last time. I have to cum with them, to feel like I'm her, pretend I am her, upstairs, fucking my husband, his married big cock, in my pussy. I want to cum to it, on it, up and down, deep inside. I want to be his girl, his woman, his wife. I want to pretend, he's fucking me, his wife, as I sit alone, rubbing faster, listening to them, her, him.
No... wait...WAIT... SHIT, NO...FUCK NO, please dont....NOOOO. He came... She came, THEY came, together. With out me. I'm still humping my cunt. My sopping wet older cunt. I wasnt ready. Again, not again. Not FUCKING AGAIN. FUCK. Fuck me. Why wont he?
Cuz he's up there, with her, cuz I asked her to come. I asked her to come take my husband.
Kinda wishing i had a pussy to spank right about now. Nothing too much to ask. I'd preffer hairless, but any will do. The bigger the clit the better. More to hit. I'd do it light of course... in the beginning. Rubbing and slapping. Fingering and slapping. Pinching, and slapping. Slow, softly. Then a little bit harder, not too hard, ok harder than at first. Faster to. Faster and harder. Slap, slap, slap. Hitting it, rubbing it, fingering it, and more slapping it. Its a pussy. Normally you are good to it. Its meant for a cock, or a tongue. Regardless its not meant to be abused, to be spanked, to be hurt. But I want to hurt it, and she wants me to hurt it. To slap it, to spank it. To make it red, puffy, and very very wet. I want a pussy to spank.
I've never done a blog before, but here we are. No idea if anyone will ever read it but if you are many thanks! I plan on writting more down the road, plan being the key word. Time will only tell.
