My sex life has always been with big age gaps and that's because my first boyfriend who was my age tried to tool advantage of me when I kept saying no. Luckily my neighbour heard me screaming for help and got me away from him. But after that incident I never trusted guys my age so I always hooked up with older men where I felt safer.
But because of this I feel lile I've disappointed my parents of course they don't know anything but like if we are having a gathering I've slept with some of my dad's friends and it just feels awkward or when I was in highschool doing parent teacher interviews were so difficult especially if my teacher kept hinting to my parents that he was fucking me.
Most recently I've felt guilty because a classmate caught me leaving the Professors office and she said to me that I should be ashamed that I'm usong his office hours to fuck him while students like her need to wait to get actual help.
Anyways thanks for reading. Just wanted to rant a bit of a rough new yeats start lol
I'm going to tell a confession that I would never tell my friends or family lol but I have fucked teachers and professors for grades, assignment extenstions, getting out of serious trouble like plagarism. Judge me if you want but I learned that sex can get you out of rough situations and it feels good so I don't see whats wrong with it lol.
Can't publicly talk about the first time I found out that I could trade sex for good grades or get out of detention with it but I discovered that method when I saw a porno with really bad acting lmao but it was the classic student in detention and teacher scenario and I figured that idea had to come from somewhere and maybe it actually happens lol so I gave it a shot!
Well using sex in school was more common for me once I got into College because I guess the professors were all sex deprived lmao because all they did was research and teach. Rarely anyone ever goes to office hours so i would be in offices for hours someday and if we did get interrupted I would just leave and come back later to get my grade!
