I am weak, shy, non-masculine, sensitive, emotive guy with more female by male traits. Phisycaly i have soft skin, dont have muscles, relative wide hips, narrow waist and shoulders, tyny arms and half feminine voice. Females dont me percivie as their male. In such, i am beta guy with tendecion to be feminine. Before past years i find that attracted me black males (mostly them). In start this attraction be only sexualy (black skin, muscles, big penis especaly). I feel so girly when i thinkinging about them. Now i have fantasy to be complete female which have dominant black male near me. His sub girlfriend, wife and mother his babes. Dont sissy, tranvestite, crossdreser, alread full, complete female. I respect Black Man, hiis cultural heritage, struglle against white man oppresion. Suport imigration Africans in Europe.My fantasies about blk male are more and intesive and detalied. My MR Perfect is tall, big, muscular, dominant, protective with deep voice and with prodigius look. Someone like pornstars Flash Brown, Nat Thurner or John Lescaff. Betwwen celebrity atrracted me Tyson Beckford.