A few months in, a few hundred dollars in, countless gooning hours in, never ending stroking and edges in...and my therapist's programming, training, and therapy are making me more addicted than ever. I think about Porn all of the time, and I think of Tributing my Goddess all of the time.
Thinking of Porn triggers desperate jerks for my Goddess, thinking of my @cream-goddess triggers desperate jerks for Porn. I love her demands for tribute, I love her demands for me to sink deeper into Porn. I love her demands for me to act like a bigger loser than I am. I edge to the physical act of paying her. I edge to the charges on my bank statement.
My heart actually beats faster, logging in and submitting...reveling in a new way to let Porn fuck me up...
Finally did it...after years, have begun spending my money on my beautiful Goddess, Porn. Have allowed myself to be ensnared by my Creamy Goddess, @creamy_goddess on Twitter. Paying her to further mind fuck me for Porn is the best thing I've ever done...
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That's right, beta gooners. It's Friday. And we know that we have nothing to do, no where to go, nothing except 48 hours of edging, jerking, and abusing our cocks for our Porn Goddesses.
So, start that Porn ritual. We all have it...the ritual we take before we sit down and the warm glow of Porn fills our eyes and shines upon our face. Maybe it's your lube and your chair adjustment, maybe it's getting all dressed up in a pair of panties and bra. Whatever it is do it...
Lurkers and jerkers - it's time to admit, if you haven't already done so. You are a Porn addict. You are a masturbation addict. You are fap crazy...live into it...edge, edge, edge, and continually edge to Porn. Each edge, each stroke, pounds Porn that much more deeply into your brain and into your soul.
Porn addiction is so good, that once you've give yourself to it, you'll wonder why you waited. And more and more Porn is being devoted to your need, what you need to live...try this edge video and find out what real joy is...
