It has been a couple of years now since I last began developing my fascination with semen. I have this cycle where I get bored of many kinks when I do them too much, few being the exception. Playing with cum is one of those special kinks! Cum is fun, always, is what I came to notice.
But it can't just be any cum... it has to be the virile cum of a manly guy, with a strong scent and a memorable taste. It is almost universal the opinion that sperm is disgusting, that it tastes and smells bad, and I understand that! However, I'd say it's like an exotic meal: you must acquire the taste for it. I acquired my taste for cum by becoming horny whenever I thought about what it was. The juice of a man's meat, one that his balls cook and spurt all over me, if not inside of me, to paint me as his, to show me he enjoyed me, to reward me. A big fat load of smelly spunk.
Furthermore, cum is a seed, it is baby batter. Isn't it so depraved to think that way? It makes me feel hot, to think that a man is tainting me with his sticky seed! All of those things just made me overcome the “bad” sides of cum. I put it in quotes because, honestly, the stink and the strong taste were rendered delicious as I got more and more fascinated by it. Plus, it has lots of nutrients and is actually good for your skin! There's nothing negative about that.
I can't understand girls that feel like they're doing a favor when their boyfriends ask them to let them cover their faces in sperm. I'm always thankful! In fact, I even experiment with it. I've been fantasizing more and more about doing weird, fun things with cum, such as cooking food made mostly of it. I've masturbated to a couple of porn videos like that. Dumb, right? I don't mind! After all, cum is just that for me: dumb fun.
I rarely understand how most people like me aren't as infatuated with the male body as I am, sometimes preferring those of feminine persuasion. Absolutely everything about men turns me on! From the smell of their sweat, cock and cum; to the manly parts of their entire body; to their voices and strength. Men make me so horny!
I understand, however, that women are beautiful too, but I can't feel sexually attracted to them in the same way. It's so hard for me! Same thing for the “shemale” stereotype. Because, to me, men are the best thing. I love being taken and dominated by them in a state of extreme submissiveness and fragility in comparison to their masculinity. Lately I've even felt like experimenting with Daddy/babygirl roleplay.
It's not just a carnal adoration for cocks that I have, I think this post is just to make that clear to anyone that reads my profile. If a cock isn't attached to a man, especially one that I find attractive, I lose interest! My carnal adoration is for a man in his entirety, head to toe and cock.