A message to the admin/moderator that changed my pictures: How's this for a "before" and "after"?

First, if you go beyond using the below to get horny, fuck yourself and orgasm and end up in the hospital, it's your problem. It worked for me, so go slow and find your limits or leave your balls alone.

I get asked over and over how I ruined my little balls. As much as I love repeating the story, and it makes me pre-cum out of my soft cock until I have to hand-job myself into a flaccid orgasm, I'm just going to post it here and refer those to it who also are board with their nuts. Women will probably find it useful to get horny from reading it or help their husband/boyfriend get the tiny, soft balls they need, after any desired pregnancies are achieved, obviously. I won't cover why I did it, that's in an earlier post, I'm sure you have your own reasons so add them to comments if you want. It will add to the erotic nature of this post. Here is before and after:

First, be sure this is what you want, obviously once they ruined they will not re-grow. The good news is that it is a complete lie that you will never achieve orgasm. On the contrary, I saw a hot video of a guy that had his balls AND cock cut off finger fuck his stretched out peehole and orgasm, cum and all. They will be less often and a little more difficult, but also much more satisfying when you do orgasm. Also, rock hard erections are a thing of the past for me. If I want one, to keep my cock big enough for my wife's ass-cunt for example, I get it partly hard and tie it off and force blood into it until it's rock hard and purple. An orgasm is all but garrenteed. This is also how I have to ass fuck my wife. Why not her pussy? Well, let's just say that is as destroyed as my little nuts and ass-cunt combined and it's like fucking a warm bowel of water.

Now, there are few reasons I did it by strangulation, or banding. They turn a hot shade of purple and oddly it feels just as good as it looks. After about 30 minutes you will begin leaking pre-cum even though you may not be horny. A little longer and just a few strokes on your limp cock and you will orgasm. This is your body involuntarily trying to impregnate a woman, any woman nearby before your balls completely die. You may just orgasm without even hand jobbing yourself. The last reason is the mild testosterone crash. It's a powerful "drvg" of sorts and to just cut your balls out makes many run for a doctor for testosterone replacement only to wean off that, and it's not near as fun.

The important thing is not to leave them tied off too long and make sure you use some padding between the "device" and your sack. Strangely your nuts themselves won't hurt from it much but your sack will, where it's tied off, so padding is important. Also, as hot as it is seeing your sack stretched tight over your balls this is not the way to cut off the circulation. Put the device farther up where your nutcords are thinner like an elasterator. Your sack should be somewhat loose around them. Now, you do not want to kill them all at once. This is between "castration play" and the real thing, fortunately it's a wide line. It varies with different people, but generally the suggested maximum is about 45 minutes. Some have tied their balls for 2 hours and I did over an hour by accident a couple of times. They swelled really nice for a while, but let's just say they were never the same after the swelling went down. One thing you can do to help endurance so you can do a little more damage at a time is to use a pain killer. If you are going to anal stretch between treatments be sure it is not an NSAID, those thin blood and you will have bigger mess if you develop an anal bleed while stretching, unless it turns you on like it does me, either way, it's your ass-cunt. Now, again, you leave your balls tied off too long and get gangrene in them, don't bitch at me.

Just one "treatment" is not enough. After 60 minutes, untie them for an hour or so and maybe do it again. Twice in a day may be enough. You will notice the next day they will be swelled and tender, that is good, you caused the desired damage. If you are stretching your ass-cunt out nice and loose, too, this is a good time to stretch. Just as soon as the swelling is down, ruin them some more, say a few days or a week. Then, back to the ass-cunt. You will find the little bastards are rather resilient, but stay at it and they will cooperate and atrophy like you want. Unfortunately, your hole will probably get good and sloppy-loose before your nuts completely atrophy. You could leave it on a few minutes longer each session, until the "after swelling" is too much, but watch out. Each person is different and many things govern how long it takes, drvgs, medication, diet, smoking and drinking. If you do all of that they will probably atrophy a lot faster, or, like me, it took way, way too long. Fortunately I have an ass-cunt that also desperately needed damage, too, to occupy my time between treatments. You will know it's working because morning erections will be less frequent and softer. That was fine with me, a hard cock is overrated anyway and in the morning when I'm trying to take a piss it's irritating to say the least.

Some say real heavy ball stretching causes atrophy, others say they get bigger. Actually, that is probably after-swelling from cutting off circulation. Why not have some fun and do both, before they are too small and soft to stretch, anyway. I think my next posting will be anal stretching, or, How to Turn Your Little Ass Hole Into a Sloppy Ass-Cunt.

Or, “How To Turn Your Tight Little Anus Into a Gaping, Sloppy Loose Ass-Cunt”. Let’s face it, if you are a man, straight, gay or whatever, you no doubt see the kind of fun women have getting penetrated. Probably even makes you a little jealous. But at the same time you also love putting your cock in one of those wet holes to be found in the human body. I admit, there is a stigma attached to it, like, only gay men like it. No, I’m not and neither is about 30% of the straight guys here that enjoy penetration. Some just enough for prostate massage and some so ruined they can be double fisted, and even prolapse as much or more than the famous Dirtygardengirl. And for the woman, many just enjoy “Returning the favor”. After all, spend your life getting cocks, fingers and even a whole arm shoved in your body and you will want to do the same back, for once. Oh, speaking of women, you may not have a prostate, but being “taken” through the back door adds new thrills to your sex life. It’s also a good place to get fucked if you are ovulating. It’s natures birth control. Who needs a rhythm method, you can fuck like a bunny all month long.

How far? That is entirely up to you. If all you want is to get fucked there just a little stretching will do, but be warned, it feels amazing and you most likely will find yourself looking for bigger and bigger objects to jam in your hole. But also be warned, it’s not like a pussy, if that gets ruined until it’s huge and sloppy loose, all it will be is huge and sloppy loose. But if you anal stretch wrong it will be huge and sloppy loose, and also leak down your legs when it’s not being used for it’s new primary purpose. Yes, that’s gross, but very true. Now if you are into that and wearing diapers, well, ruin that hole until it never closes again.

 What You Need to do First

A time or two before I planned to stretch fuck or get fisted, I fasted for a day or two before cleaning out. Not a good idea, it is hard to enjoy sexual pleasure on an empty stomach and light headed. Instead, have clear meals, light soup and some vitamins, chewables. And stay away from nuts, you will be forever washing those out of you. If you are just starting you will probably do it in the shower and not need to clean out your hole. But later when your stretching treatments last hours you will want to be clean. Just how clean is up to you, but the deeper, the longer you can stretch fuck. On some occasions I have cleaned out all the way from deep inside my fuck tunnel (colon) to inside my ass-cunt. It takes a long time just running water up inside yourself until your belly bulges and takes a long time to fully drain for the next round. Massaging deep from the lower right, up, across to the upper left and down helps to push the water out. Most just wash out from their ass-cunt to he top of their ascending colon. This lasts an hour or so and then you have to do it again. When I do the occasional deep, deep clean I use a hose that reaches deep inside me, I’ll cover more on that later. Finally, you must take probiotics for a few days and some fluids, like Gatorade for example to restore your fuck tunnel back to its now secondary purpose or you will swear you caught the flu. No, you probably won’t puke, but you won’t like it.

Toys

You will need three things after cleaning out to do this. Use your lubed finger the first few times until you can leave your hole relaxed without a thought. Then, use the tapered stretch toy, a hard plastic ball the same diameter of your ass-cunt and lube. Something like this if you don't want to send for a butt plug works well and it can be used for it's regular purpose later. And every time you do you may pre-cum or get wet.

They are cheap and easy to get immediately. Of course, you will want your hole bigger, yet. Of course a bigger butt plug will work but good, but cheap one-time use items like this work very well.

They are all yellow around here and usually without the stem. Notice the texture, that helps toughen your anal ring and will get you horny, too.They are about 1 inch on the small end for warm up, same as the screwdriver, and taper out good and large. After the ends are good and dry, be sure to sand off the craggy edges, or you will get more than a good stretch fuck, you will get an anal bleed, too. It won’t hurt you, but it is messy. Also, a trip to the market will never be the same, everywhere you look you will see potential stretch toys, plastic bottles, k!ds toys, and when you are huge and loose, butternut squash. Except for just starting out you have to make a decision as to what technique you use on yourself. If you just want a big, loose hole you push the toy in until it hurts a little, hold it, and when the discomfort subsides push in a little more. Repeat until the discomfort does not subside and of course hold it for a few minutes, Take it out a little to “rest” and push it back in. Don’t push back on it, like taking a crap. After an hour or so you push the hard plastic ball in. Then push it back out but not quite and squeeze it back in, over and over. These are called kegels, women who want their pussy tight (Why would they?) do these. It will tone the muscles in your ass-cunt and help them keep things in until you are to crap, no matter how huge and loose you get. This will work for a large, lipless hole that can open good and wide like Opearls (look her up), but it takes a long time and is the most suggested. What’s the second technique, the un-suggested one? You do the same as above except you push back hard, not so hard you pass out. Hold, of course like above, and push in deeper as you push back some more. This causes your hole to relax like you are taking a crap and allows you to stretch about 50% faster. Why is it NOT suggested? Remember the “smooth, lipless” hole I spoke of above? Yeah, that won’t happen. After several months of this torture to your ass-cunt you will develop some nice, fat, purple ass lips and the start of a fucking hot prolapse, like the inside labia of a pussy except fatter and red, like this:

Now, when I “deep clean” I snake a 36 inch (1M) clear vinyl 3/8 inch (10mm) hose with a small ball with a hole in it permanently attached to one end, all the way up, over and down to the far inside end of my fuck tunnel.

Now you are ready for a dream ass-cunt, it very well might become your favorites sex organ, like mine has for me. 

First, let's talk about what "pretentiousness" is:

1. Intended to impress others; ostentatious.

2. Marked by an unwarranted claim to importance or distinction.

So, just what brought this up? Well, to start with, I may have destroyed my balls to the point where I'm effectively a eunuch and have an ass-cunt bigger than most pussies, but I still have opinions and an intolorance for arragance. This douche bag drops by my fucking profile and leaves a "Text Turd" in my status section. Check this out:

"CABASAN 20 Jan, 2018 [X] Anyone can look at my site but I do not allow anyone except my friends to abuse my profile, otherwise it has legal consequences ...

What the fuck is this? I'm thinking, "I don't know this jack ball and as far as I know I didn't even leave a profile or image comment". All I remember doing was looking at his wierd avatar, and then move on to find some hot prolapses and gapes to fuck myself at. Hell, this clown doesn't even have original content, it's all favorites, and they aren't that erotic, either. So, I tool on over to his profile, because I'm thinking I may have done something wrong. He also has these text turds on his own profile.

"My Profile resp. Avatar Copyrighted, unfortunately many did not take everyone seriously. Who uses my profile or avatar will be punished! This could get expensive..."

"Anyone can look at my site but I do not allow anyone except my friends to abuse my profile, otherwise it has legal consequences ..."

No, I was right, didn't leave a comment anywhere, because there was nothing to comment on. All he's is concerned about is his pecious avatar. Big fat hairy deal, a .gif of, what? Must be an "inside joke".

OHHH! AWW! What are you going to do, sue someone? For what? And where, the World Court? You are not even an "amateur pornogragher" as is evidence of your lack of original content. And no one wants to use, or "abuse", your stupid avatar. As a matter of fact, I'm going to copy it to my on site storage as a trophy. Yes, this is a prime example of pretentiousness. So, I copied your idiotic claims of importance here so every one can see what, well, a pretentious ass you are

Lastly, don't leave any more text turds in any of my profiles, here or anywhere, or you will regret it.

 Why...

... aren't there pictures of my pervert wife? She works in the entertainment industry, Hollywood etc., and doesn't need or want the publicity.They aren't as tolerant and nonjudgemental as they tell themselves and everybody else. At some time we'll post something, but there are some views she won't allow, due to maybe birthmarks or tattoos, for example.

...did I, and did I let my wife abuse my balls until they're atrophied and sterile? For several reasons. One is my wife has a wierd fetish for tiny nuts, the tinier the better. She gets hornier, faster while playing with them and especially while seeing them abused. It's not because she wants an emasculated man for a mate, she just likes tiny nuts, the same way I like long saggy tits and a huge, cavernus pussy that can turn inside out, both of which she has. Seeing as how we weren't going to use them for what they were intended, neither one of us gives a shit what happens to our sex organs as long as we can orgasm. Do I like my nuts like this? Fuck yeah. And both of us like how my cum tastes now without fucking useless sperm in it. They still manage to choke out some hormones, and if we want it easier for my cock to get as big and hard as possible so I can fuck her in the ass and mouth, sometimes in that order, I take the proper dose. Other times I'll skip the hormones so it's easier to orgasm without my dick hard, which is how I really like it.

... don't I just have them cut off? They still serve a few uses. The main purpose, to hold things inside my ass-cunt which leaves my dick free for orgasms and cum collection. It also intensifies orgasms when my insides spasm tightening the rope and stretching them tighter. If I had fake ones in my sack that wouldn't happen. That would deprive my wife of her fetish, not an option. She's intrigued by a stretched out, empty sack, but she likes my tiny nuts more.

... do I like to orgasm while limp? First, it feels good. Learn to do it and you might like it, too. It's also easier to drain my cum into a little jar to save for later. Also, if I want a quick orgasm in public I just let it run down my leg without some stupid looking boner sticking up inside my pants. My wife likes it when my soft dick pukes it's sterile sauce in her mouth, too.

... stretch out my asshole? First, I like how it feels during and after I jam things in it and how it looks and feels when it gets pulled open and some of my insides stick out. Second, my pervert wife also likes how it looks, and feels when she puts her hand in it. Third, her pervert sister likes it for the same reasons. Finally, adding a pussy behind my now nearly empty sack was not an option, so I turned it into a huge, fat-lipped, sloppy ass-cunt so they can fuck me they same ways I do them.

... don't I use lube? I do, ass mucus and cum are perfect for lubing up while fucking ourselves or each other. After washing out there's nothing left but mucus coming out of my ass-cunt. It also tastes almost as good as my spermless cum. I guess that's why so many porn actors eat out each others anal prolapses, now. 

 ... don't I/we call it masterbate or jack off. Well, because to us it's still sex. What does it matter if my wife gives me a "hand job" or I do? My dick gets rubbed and I orgasm, it's that simple. 

How..

... do I we clean out so well? There really isn't a toy or device for it, so I made one. First I take a couple of deep enemas, then I use the toy. It's a hose with a small round hallow knob on the end that I snake up my hole to the other end of my colon. Just doing that sometimes causes an orgasm. Then I attach to a faucet and pump water through until it runs clear out of my twat. After that I most times use the hose to suck my clean mucus out until the hose is filled and blow it into a jar. We like using our own fluids for lube because it smells like pussy and cum rather than flowers or some other stupid shit. After all, we're fucking sex organs and ass-cunt, not a fucking flower pot.

... did we get this way. Two somewhat long stories. The first is hers, When she was about 13 and her sister about 12 and their brother 14, they discovered their parents swinging with the neighbors. They thought the kids were asleep. They watched in secret as the four fucked, sucked and fisted in several combinations. After a few times they decided if it was okay for their parents, it was okay for them. Because the adults were in their own little world they never bothered discussing incest and other no-nos, so they started their own three-way orgies. My wife said her brother was afflicted with atrophied balls that never got past the size they were when he was about 1. And it's a good thing, because he pumped enought cum into not only his two sisters mouths, but into their little pussies to fill a bucket. That's why she has this fetish for little nuts. After he moved out he discovered other women and lost interest in his sisters sexually. The two girls kept it up and moved out a couple years later into their own place and also found men, men with very large dicks or that liked to put their hands into a caverness pussy. My wife never got into anything larger than an average size cock in her ass, so we use it for her pussy and that huge hole of hers for everything else. Her sister likes heavey, very heavey anal and was having prolapse sex before anyone knew it existed. My wife finally told their perants what had been going on and to her surprise they they just pretty much acted like they didn't care, hell, they were probably watching.

I was a single child and when I was about 12 or so. This 30 year old hippie girl neighbor of ours talked me into some sexual fun. She had been into fuck-stretching her cunt to phenominal demesions and never wore a bra her whole life and actually hung ankle weights on them. Before I knew it she had almost my entire skinny arm in her huge twat while her waste length tits slapped her in the face so loud I thought my parents would hear it. I didn't wash my arm for days so I could smell her dried cunt water and pheramones. She also gave one hell of a blowjob, and it's a good thing because I would have had to tie a 2x4 across my ass to keep from getting lost into that magificent cave of hers. Other times she'd get on top, suck my dick until I was hard and fuck it with her resonably tight ass-cunt while I played with her sagging tits. They weren't that big, but they were so fucking long they almost reached my teenaged belly while she ground my dick deeper into her ass-cunt. That's why I like huge pussies and long, sagging tits. Anyway, I was almost ready to move out when she admitted that on some of the days when we didn't fuck each other blind she was not only secretly fucking my father, but my mother, too. Fuck we're from some screwed up families.

TNT