As time passes I'm getting more relaxed with my body. Have been introduced to lube and can now enjoy gentle anal. I am getting out and around at SUSLA with the escorting paying the bills.
So the trial shoot was an experience. I thought it would be just some nude shots but it turned into a full session with the producer getting me to suck his smelly cock, yuck. I stopped things when he wanted to go from fucking my vag to anal.
No job came of it though and I have to get some money in so I have started escort work. I have only had two clients so far, both of the guys were getting old, I mean at least 40 but were friendly. It certainly wasn't like going with my boyfriend but it wasn't unpleasant.
Will be trying again for model work in a couple of weeks after I graduate.
Lots of love Kae