Well, it is my first blog here, and first blog ever. I just wanted to share my feelings and maybe find someone who has just like me...

So... I´m 27 years old, good lookin (some girls said so:), almost married guy. Of course I love sex, I love to watch sexy women, no matter are they 18 or 50 - what´s sexy is sexy. And I am straight. Well, I guess. so. But i have some bizzare fetish and fantasies, Everything is OK when it´s all related women, and that is everything whats sexy: upskirts, see thru, bikini, boobs, anal, oral, cumshots, pantyhose, tied clothes (damn, how I love this), DP, interacial, G-strings, dildos - I mean everything´s sexy for me, except scat and extreme SM. But when I´m horny I´d like to take a challange in a threesome, me + male and female, and would like to suck a cock with a woman. It´s strange, because I am not gay, I would puke if I´d kiss a man, there´s no way that ever going to happen, but I like cocks - cocks only. In bed, I can be a master and train my girlfriend like a whore, but I also (and I like it better) can be a slave and to be just for pleasure for my girlfriend. I told her to fuck my ass with a dildo, and it made me a very big pleasure, but not the feeling, that dildo is in my ass, it turns me on, when I know, that a girl can treat me like a white trash and fuck my ass even when I say it hurts. Last month I bought huge dildo (about 35cm long and 8cm wide)  and told her, to stick it up to my butt... She thought, this one´s too big, but I did it, with pain, but did it, and it felt great. I dunno, is it some hidden gay sydrome and even don´t know about it? Does anybody feels like this? I guess women hates that kind of men, and other guys, will say, I´m a guy or bisexuall, but I tell You, what´s in  bedroom is a private world without rules, in bedroom, I am someone else than in reallife and it feels great, I wear men´s string and bronze in strings, shave my cock and balls, wears sometimes my girlfriend´s pantyhose, like to be a ass-fucked slave, dream about big black cock (at least big black dildo), I like to wear lycra when I ride a bike, I like to lick ass, pussy, feet, eat my own cum from my girlfrind´s pussy I am fucking bizzare, but I like it and guarantee, if you would see me on the street, you´d never expect not even half of this things.. and this things I wrote about, are not even a half, what´s in my mind...

My latest fantasies is to be in a threesome with  black male and black female. First I could lick some cock and pussy on my knees, while they´re standing, than I could be fucked from behind and still licking the pussy, and at the end, in 69 position with female (me on back) lick her pussy and wait till he cums into her ass or pussy and then eat it.

This fantasy makes my dick harder.

I also dream about to meet 2 couples, and have a party, and get drunk and lost a bet and to be forced to lick 2 cocks, and then to be "rape" by them and all this on eyes of those guy´s girlfriends, who  laughes and records on a DVD camera, then I´d be tied up and chocked with those cocks till they cum on my face with a huge load.. and all this recorded.

I have fantasies including my girlfriend, but´s it enough for today, my cock is bigger and bigger...

See ya (maybe)

PS. On avatar, is my cock.