I advised by a social worker, Gloria, went to him for harassment of Julio.
I was scared, embarrassed.
Gonzalez said he would look after me.
So it was approaching me.
He hugged me.
Then he started kissing me.
He wanted more, he wanted sex.
I do not.
It was something far away for me.
But on one occasion when we were alone at home we had sex.
I did not want.
But he did not care..
It was painful.
After I was getting used.
At some point I thought I wanted.
Now I think not.
Every day, every moment that he wanted to die.
I do not know why I was so long with him.
We watched until 98.
Then in 2001 we find at times.
In 2008 I was lonely and I called several times.
He was the first man who penetrated me, but I did not care.
He just wanted me to be of legal age to avoid problems.
Although I was his lover for a long time, some things surprised me today that relationship:
Only 2 times tried to sodomize ... and the 2 times had to interrupt their access by my cries of pain. I'm surprised because when I was introduced anally, my very cries of pain did not stop who sodomized me. And I was initiated. Totally.
Nor insistent with oral sex. Once I put it in my mouth, but I was disgusted. And he stopped asking me to suck.
Viviana is a girl of 15 years old, who does not know love, let alone sex.
A few months ago he started working at the house of his teacher surnamed González.
Viviana and her teacher not get along at school.
She thinks he is ugly. For their sexist jokes. For a preference for some girls who flirt him. And not for her.
He needed a girl to care for her son and spoke with her mother to let her go.
Barely visible in his house.
Any change when a brother of Gonzalez named Julius was visiting.
Every now and then he went to the house to see the baby.
On one of those occasions embraces Viviana.
Making and leads to the room.
She's scared and not know what to do. He is paralyzed.
He tells things. He says he knows she likes.
In the room, Julio strip on the bed and is now about it.
The caresses her body, touch it. Kisses.
July strokes her face, neck.
That moves through her body. Slide your hands. Down to her breasts, her legs.
Although not naked Viviana feel invaded, uncomfortable.
Julio she feels about her body. He squeezes, this prisoner under his body.
Caresses between her legs. And it is there, at his mercy, unable to escape.
A Viviana does not like, do not know these things.
Just know that Julio does not like.
But leaves, because it is cowardly, stupid.
She wants it to end, but says nothing.
Afraid.
When he finally finished that day do not know what to do, do not know if it's real what happened.
Only the kiss, I touch it, but she felt bad, uncomfortable, annoying.
He's scared, he said he would.
Likely to continue or advance what he had begun.
She does not know who to tell.
You do not know who can help.
Then resembles a social worker, Gloria, whom he met when she was 12, so he went home.
She told Gloria what had happened. Gloria said she would help.
The next day, in the morning, his boss and teacher arrives early, alone, to the house.
Asks like this and others concerning the school and the baby things.
Then he says he knows what happened with July.
Gloria, who also works with him in the hospital went to look and told him what had happened.
Asked a thousand times happened.
Viviana is embarrassed.
He insists to know whether or not he entered. He is very interested in knowing that.
Before leaving tells him that he will care, that's not going to happen.
She told not to be afraid.
He adds that he wants. He kisses her on the forehead.
Days later it is going to look as usual at home.
A moment is on the way.
She says things she does not understand, among those things he hoped his brother Jose Luis, as it had been to be in that place.
They are there and hugs and kisses.
She again does nothing, says nothing.
The days pass and still kissing.
One morning she wakes up feeling someone near you is.
Before the start of the winter, Gonzalez had gone to talk to the parents of Viviana for her to go to sleep at home.
For the convenience of two from it, Viviana and baby.
He kisses her, she will take off their clothes, that was not much, just pajamas.
She does not want, but he continues.
Asked to leave her, he tells her to shut up ...
She does not want, but not very resistant.
This will remember what happened last time with his brother.
The penetrates, moves.
It is the first time for her, but he did not seem to care.
It is very painful and moving increasingly she feels the pain increases.
She wants them to finish everything.
He says something she does not understand ... is groaning.
She suffers, it hurts.
He asked me to leave.
He is concentrating on his pleasure.
In her moans.
She is still, this does not seem to have the pleasure of it is little.
Does not listen to her pleas.
I think it does not matter to him, he only thinks about sex.
Just stop the baby from crying.
Gonzalez gets up, smiles.
It tells you to go see the baby.
He adds that went really well.
Viviana is confused, not sure what happened.
When off work, she wonders what it is that made.
He wants to believe it's just a dream.
They spend two weeks and not seen.
The're traveling.
She feels so quiet.
But to return it, things happen again.
The advantage that she is in her home, is there for him.
The meetings are almost always the same, he enjoys.
She is there, leaving him use his body, which has avoided paying the brother of return.
While they are there, she thinks, and thinks will end and it will be free again.
It gives your body while your mind fly.
Again and again he takes a few minutes at work to go to his house.
When you have sex, she does not look, gives shame, disgust do.
A Gonzalez does not care about that, he just wants to finish.
He did not want her to enjoy either.
She does not enjoy the encounters with him, but has no value to decline.
