I had noticed as I has passed them that these car
park public toilets were being frequented by guys, who all seemed rather
furtive, as they sat in their cars watching the comings and goings, but being
in my teens (This was the very early 1970's) and rather naive I didn't know
why.. Up till then my sole interest had been, after finding a hollow in some
local woods obviously used by courting couples, wanking over the magazines
occasionally left there, and indeed if extremely lucky, a discarded pair of
panties.. Of course, being used by courting couples there were also many used
condoms about but they never piqued my interest till a few months later..
Anyway, back to the public toilets.. Curiosity eventually
got the better of me in the end and one day I entered the toilets, I recall it
was just getting towards dusk and the lights had just come on, and finding a
cubicle empty, there were only three, I entered it and locked the door.. I was
getting quite turned on as I read all the scribbling on the walls and
eventually took my trousers down, somewhat nervously, and slowly started
stroking my cock.. I had up till then not really noticed the hole in-between
the cubicles until I sensed movement and saw an eye peeping through.. A sense
of horror went through me at the thought this guy was watching me and I turned
away my cock shrinking rapidly and shoving it back in my trousers I hastily
exited the toilets..
Of course in those days in the Internet was not so
utilised for 'personal' fun, well not to my knowledge anyway, and 'top shelf'
magazines were the norm, which of course I was well aware of from taking quick
looks when I was in the newsagents, and one day I happened to see one with an
article headlined as Glory-holes the latest gay meeting places? Or words to
that effect.. I knew of course of male/male sex through going to a grammar
school but in all honesty I had never ever even touched another penis let alone
stroked it or, shock horror, put it in my mouth! Sneaking it under my jacket, I
know that was wrong of me so I don't need a lecture, I rushed out of the shop
to find a quiet place for me to look at the magazine.. I could feel my cock
hardening as I drunk in all the words and my curiosity was growing along with
it.. I managed to get the magazine to my room when I arrived home and I read
that particular article over and over again for the next couple of weeks the
result always the same as I spurted as I imagined these 'dirty old men' (Little
did I know I was to eventually join those ranks) watching me playing with my
cock.. I knew then I was going to have to return to those toilets to fulfil
this scenario for real...
My next trip went much the same as I first, only
this time I was a bit more brazen as I dropped my trousers, slowly turning around
as I pretended to read the various bits of graffiti.. Idiot I thought to myself
when I eventually plucked up the courage to actually look at the hole, it was
blocked up with tissue! I hadn't thought about that, say the guy the other side
didn't want to watch me and had blocked the hole although I knew someone was in
that cubicle.. Hmmm well never mind I shall just carry on wanking, I was nearly
ready to cum just from the exhibitionist side of doing what I was doing, and
cum I did... A little embarrassed now I quickly pulled up my pants and trousers
and left noticing as I did however the tissue was no longer where it had been..
Hmmmm maybe he had been watching me...
I decided to steer clear of those toilets for a
while, I can't explain why, maybe I was just unsure as let's face it how many
teens are sure what they want or even like, and not just sexually, but in the
end the inevitable happened and I found myself sat in a cubicle.. The peep hole
was blocked once again with tissue but sensing movement I saw a piece of folded
paper slide under the partition along with a pencil.. "Do you want your cock
sucked?" was all it said.. Putting a "Yes" on the paper I slid it back.. I
assumed I would have to put it through the peep hole and sure enough as I stood
up the tissue was pulled out and a finger beckoned me to do so.. For the first
time in my life I felt a mouth round my cock, sucking and licking it and it
didn't take long before I felt the cum rising and pulling back I finished
myself off, shooting my cum all over the partition wall.. As soon as I had done
so however though the tissue was replaced.. Feeling guilty I again yanked my
trousers up and made a hasty exit.. It wasn't till after I thought of the
inherent risks of what I had just done, not really the health side of things,
but the fact I had put my cock through a hole with no idea of what the person
the other side might do to it...
That put at the back of my mind though I found
myself a few days later back in that same cubicle.. I had decided, don't ask me
why, to strip naked this time as the cubicle I had deliberately entered did
still have a lock, a rarity I was to later find out, so had worn just light
joggers and a t-shirt.. Stripping naked apart from my trainers I just ‘posed'
not daring to look at the peephole, my cock hardening.. Sure enough the tissue
popped out of the hole but this time a cock was pushed through.. Sitting down
on the toilet I very very gingerly took the cock in my hand, slowly rubbing it
as I would my own.. A piece of tissue was showed through the hole simply saying
"suck it".. I did as I was told, this big cock, well it seemed that way to me,
went in my mouth and I started sucking it, trying to imitate the feelings I had
got when the guy previously has sucked mine.. Of course in my naivety when it
started throbbing I had no idea he was about to cum and cum he did almost
making me choke as for the first time ever I got a mouthful of cum.. Hastily
letting the cock slip from my mouth I spat the cum out into the toilet.. I
heard a whispered "Thank you" then the door opening and closing as the guy left
the cubicle.. Still in a daze at what I had just done I sat there naked for a
short while till I heard the cubicle next door being entered.. I still had not
cum myself so thought I would do so then, the thoughts of what I had just done
spurring me on and before long I shot my cum all over the floor and this time I
was well aware of the eye looking through the peephole.. Satisfied I dressed
and left...
This was the start of
my journey for the next couple of years, and despite having a girlfriend, the
lure of the public toilets never diminished.. Even to the degree, due to
sometimes twice weekly visits, that I began to ‘recognise' various cars and
knew they would be there to either suck cocks or indeed want theirs sucked..