Hey so i know its been ages since i did one of these and I am sorry but with everything going on and my complete lack of creativity well. not really my strength lol. but i was asked if i could talk more about my masterbation habits b more than a few fans and i figured why not just make a blog post about it all. This wont answer everything but hopefully you all like it and find it interesting and fun.
So i guess first off as my profile kinda maybe hints at a little bit, i am a masterbation and sex fiend. cant get enough and always always always need more. since covid came along and therefore sex has become not as common i am usually masterbating 3-4 times a day minimum although it used to only be 1-2 times a day when i had more sex. I am told this is kinda weird but i dont have like a masterbation spot or anything. i dont always do it in the same place. in a given week i will probably masterbate in every room. in my bed, on the living room couch, on the living room floor, in the shower/bath, on the dryer/washer, and less often but still occasionally in my car or at the table in the kitchen area. so... yea pretty much anywhere i get the urge real bad.
I also get lots of questions about the how. and without going into too many details i like to tease myself for a while and then push myself over and then tease myself and push myself over so the teasing part is fingers rubbing and finger penetration usually and maybe my vibrating egg. the pushing over is usually my handy suction cup realistic dildo as its much larger than my fingers and can really make me cum easily, while im masterbating i dont really need any other stimulation like porn or videos or pictures or what not and when im pushing myself to orgasm i rarely will be focused on any of that stuff but when im teasing myself i enjoy talking to people and i enjoy having porn pics or vids on. If you are expecting a single theme tho or a trend in what i watch it is very very random and diverse so sorry.
Going more into what i am imagining or focusing on besides my fingers/dildo going in and out of me, if it isnt obvious i absolutely love submission. me being taken. against a wall, over a table, on the floor, wherever. just taken hard and like a needy slut. pretty much everything comes off of that. me being used by older men is a major turn on. me being collared or leashed like a dog is a major turn on. me being tied down or humiliated. major turn ons. i think you get the point. If any one has more specific questions there is always the 5 comment dare on my profile so feel free to ask away or pm me.
First off everyone im sorry it took so long between posts. idk if ill be more regular in the future but i do love y'alls responses to my stuff. So without anymore boring talking ill get into the fantasy.
It all starts with me and some new friends playing poker. We are all playing and over time people drop out until its me and two other guys. I am out of money, but the guys agree to let me bet articles of clothing. one more guy loses and we get to the end and its really late so everyone has left except me and this guy who is a friend of a friend. i barely know him and i lose another hand leaving me naked and out of money. i beg him to let me earn my money out. i really need the money as i gambled way too much tonight.
He thinks about it but since i have nothing else to offer him, he refuses and starts to pack up the stuff. Desperate to earn my money back i blurt out the only thing i can think of. Ill be your slave. The man stops packing up and looks up intrigued. I explain that ill do anything he wants for a certain period of time if i lose. one final hand. but if i win i not only get my money back. He hesitates but then finally nods and says ok. but the length of time is a week. If i lose i have to be his slave for a week. i have to do anything he wants as long as it doesnt cost me any money. But i really fucking need the money or ill be behind on rent this month so I agree to the game confident but nervous in my ability to win the final hand.
The cards get dealt and i cant believe my luck. 4 of a kind. no way this chump beats that. we banter back and forth but im so overconfident now cause there is no way he got lucky and beat me on this. I ask if he wants to up the ante and he seems really nervous so i push harder. If i win i get all of the money won tonight. with that kind of money ill be set for a month. He is very wishy washy and doesnt immediately agree so i try to sweeten his side. Ill be your slave for a month if you win. cant beat that. he hesitates some more. "What will it take?" i ask and he thinks for a moment before responding with a year. AND i have to move into his appartment with him as his maid during that time. It will save us both money and if im going to be his slave i might as well be his maid too.
Thats a lot and normally there is no way i agree, but i am so confident in my hand especially since he seemed so wishy washy about it. so i agree immediately. then show him my hand. K,K,K,K,A. 4 of a kind. what are the odds of him beating that. he frowns and then shows his cards one at a time. Q,J,10,9,8. All hearts. making my heart sink immediately. I know ive screwed up. im stuck being this guys live in slave for the next 12 months and i barely know him...
He smiles at my misfortune and fishes out a card with his address on it. "you move in on saturday. dont bring much as ive got everything you need but clothes, makeup, and hair product" my frown deepends but i know im screwed and i am a woman of my word so i steel myself for the year of hell to come...
so, I guess 12 positive comments in a few days isn’t a bad response so I
will give this a try. I am not the most creative gal out there so I’m definitely
gonna need some help and suggestions from my fans on what to talk about, what
yall like, what yall don’t like, etc. so please comment, comment comment.
so, without further ado, I thought I’d talk a little about a recurring
fantasy I have been having almost every night the past couple of weeks.
So, for those of you who don’t kno, I am on my own. no parents, no roommates,
just a 1-bedroom apartment, and me. now don’t worry I’m in a safe area and have
no fear of anything bad happening to me, but my body doesn’t care. every night
when I go to sleep and start dreaming, I imagine that I forgot to lock the door
or left the window cracked or maybe neither, but someone got in anyway.
Nightmares like this probably aren’t too crazy, but the problem I for me
it’s not a nightmare. I imagine waking up to a big strong stranger standing
over my bed. looking down at my tiny thinly covered teen body. a clear bulge in
the stranger’s shorts, an evil glint in his eye. grabbing me and threatening
me. telling me that he had planned to rob me but now he had a much better idea.
telling me I am his fucktoy now and I will do what he wants because he knows
where I live and how to get in. telling me he owns me. I struggle, but he just
grabs me and fishes out his hard cock shoving it into my mouth. making me gag
hard as he verbally degrades me. fucktoy. cumslut. fuck puppy.
whore. just constant unending humiliation as this stranger
takes my throat. once he is tired of that, he rips what little clothes I have
off and flips me over, so my ass is in the air and my face is muffled by my
pillows. he swats my ass as I cry out in pain and my ass turns bright red and
then shoves his cock straight into me. spearing me as I moan at being fucked by
a stranger. moaning at being taken. moaning at the humiliation of it all. even
cumming from being fucked by a stranger in my own bedroom.
This goes on for what seems like forever before I am suddenly
flipped back around, and my face and chest are sprayed with his thick creamy
sperm. I am exhausted from the brutal fucking as my ass and pussy throb. I want
so badly to go after him. to do something. he just slips opens my window and
hops out. leaving me with 4 final words.
see you tomorrow slut.
anyway, I know its short and probably not that great but here is my first
blog post attempt. Let me know how I did.
xoxo
Carlee W.
P.S. still waiting on enough support for the new gallery
Not sure if i want to make blogging a thing, but i have so many fans so thought this could be a good way to connect with everyone. As you know, i love comments and interacting so if you have any recommendations for blog entries or anything i am definitely taking requests. If you think i should avoid blogs, comment that, if you think i need to do this, comment what you would like me to put here.
PS. for those of you that took the time to look at this and comment, i have another gallery ready to upload so be on the lookout for thatgoing forward ;)
You are all amazing and pervy and i cant wait to hear from you
