You see, I'm 40 years old. 20 of those I have lived multiple partners and with everyone knowing it. Some may say that it's polyamory, then others may say that it was just groupsex relationships. Well I don't care. I had fun. 

But when you are kinky, queer, fetishist, pervert and weird -- those names for my relationships does not mean anything. It was and always will be sexual curiosity and lust of multiple people in same time and space. It does not fit to society even what ever you call it.

Then when my all hope was lost, when all were gone (only inside my head, not in the real world as some may know it) I found a mate. She is my companion, my partner my other half.

"Wait a minute!" could be on place here to shout. But yes it is true, I have never believed it as I do now. I've known her really closely over 5 years already. I know her in the way that I can't explane. It seems like she think same thoughts with me. Like she could read my mind and were okay with it. I have never revealed my inner self, my twisted mind with many thoughts of forbidden and deviant sexual acts.

No, I don't say that I'm in any means special nor better than anyone else. I've just found my "thing". Last year I found also another "my thing"... her. She is something else. Well now we go perv together and life looks something else than ever before.

If you also have found that "special one" to share your perversions, deviations, kinkyness, crookedness or your twisted sexuality, lucky you! i' always willing to talk about this subject. I mean that there is someone who is like me but totally opposite, perfect for me... more than enough, just perfect.