my lips have found their way to cocks in many ways. Whether posting ads, using apps or hanging out in dirty places where sex addicts hang out. I started out thinking I just wanted to suck cock, then getting fucked and now I'm basically a cumdump with very few limits.

My first obsession was with being a girl and wearing skirts and makeup. I started doing this at a young age and have continued far into adulthood.

I became obsessed with sucking cock and wanted to do it for the longest time.

I finally did it through craigslist... the next time I go curious and let him fuck me in the ass. He used a condom and lube and was very gentle, I liked it but was pretty relieved when it was over because I was getting kindof sore.

I made ads here and there on craigslist, mostly just swapping head. I never met anyone dressed femminine.

I tried adam4adam but it was mostly really gross dudes in my area and not a lot of them. eventually I got with this dude and he wanted to top me.

I asked if he had a condom. He said no.

THE MOMENT OF TRUTH.

I timidly said "do... you want to do it anyway?"

of course he did. I took it raw for the first time. I felt the bare flesh of an uncut cock fuck me and pulsate as it deposited a thick creamy load in my hole. I loved how dirty I felt driving home in my shitbox car with it slowly leaking out of me.

I was both a little freaked out and not too bothered by what I'd done, I figured it was a fluke. I'd fucked chicks bareback all the time and never really freaked out. All the same I was better about protection for awhile. - then I entered a long term relationship for a few years.

When that ended in fiasco I was really on the prowl again and wanted to get fucked. At this point I'd only been fucked a few times.

I met up on craigslist with an older dude. He was quite buff and muscular, farmer sportsman kindof guy with a very thick 8-9" cock.

I sucked him for a bit and then he asked if I wanted to go to the bedroom. He stood at the bed, I went to hop up - looked at him and realized I never mentioned protection. I also realized that I really didn't want it. Neither of us had to say anything - he slamfucked me harder than I'd ever been fucked before or ever have since. I took that load as a prize with no hesitation and no regret.

Around the same time I decided to act on another fantasy. I knew about an adult theater about an hour and a halfs drive away. I'd always heard if you were lucky you could catch a tranny there, so I went.

As I'd been warned it was mostly old trolls there, but I sucked 8 different cocks and swallowed 5 loads before I left. I would be back several times, only once coming across a tranny who gave me a lovely blowjob.

I was definitely too freaked out to let these random dudes bareback me, but I enjoyed sucking.

Soon after I learned about the local gloryholes and started frequenting them - whether to suck random dicks or just pop in while I was on the road somewhere else to get my knob slobbed by some old dude.

I always dreamed of going to the theater or the holes dressed in my slutty best, but I was just too afraid. Thankfully although I was still a student I was getting some decent summer job money by this point and could afford a hotel. I had seen a truly inspiring set of galleries by a slut on imagefap entitled "sissy slut adventures".

I planned out a weekend, meticulously wrote every word of my ad in the T4M section and waited in my room - drinking liquor to calm my nerves from having random people see me dressed for the first time in person.

I sucked off plenty of horny guys, some of them "straight" and actually really good looking. I fucked a few of them, but insisted on condoms.

For almost an entire year, nearly every time I masturbated I thought about that glorious night.

I finally booked a room again - the same room actually... must be the one they stick online reservations in. Anyhow, it was in the back of the building so I was not gonna argue with that!

This time, I had a meticulously written ad just like the last time, but after about an hour I decided to change it. I wanted the true fantasy to come true. I had myself a few swigs of liquor and changed the ad title to "CD cumdump taking loads all night". I took out "safe sex only" and wrote "DDF and clean only, prefer to get bred". after a little while and a bit more liquor I changed the ad again to read "Bareback only. No load refused!"

The transformation was complete! In this wonderful moment I made the conscious decision to serve any man and please them unquestioningly. My only purpose is that of a worthless vessel to deposit their loads. Rather than be afraid, I can only be overjoyed that I am the latest hole they are recklessly pounding without care - one of tens hundreds or thousands they have been with.

Do not misunderstand, I am not a bugchaser. I do not wish myself harm - but I know that STDs are an inevitability. It is not my place to question the men who willingly use my worthless body; it is to dress as pretty and convincingly as possible to provide them with the most feminine fucktoy I can. I must take any and all loads.

Sadly, craigslist is no more but I still use grindr. I have used it to meet up with other lovely CDs to makeout with and fuck each other. I've also used it to fuck random ass raw and to doll up in hotels to take a few loads.

The fantasy was supposed to be a fantasy for one night, but now I just take any load from any guy on grindr or barebackrt.