.................little missy, clittie, clitlette, clitoris, peepee, pricklette, pixiestick, fairywand, lollipop, dolly, little worm, 

OK, I'm caught loving (and of course, falling desperately in love with her!) a skinny and pretty 8 year old prepubescent little girl Heather (don't worry, I didn't kidnap, or even seduce her. She overheard her 16 year old sister, that if a girl wanted to learn all about sex from a very appreciative and very very very gently 'male' lover, she should briefly hook up with adult weakling sissy boi with a tiny skinny penis, experiment and learn as much as she wanted to know, then dump the pathetic and disgusting little 'fag' loser for a real boy or man).  Yes, she seduced me. She also overheard that sissies are in love with panties and little girl dresses, so she dug out a party outfit she wore when she was 5. Most people in the neighborhood suspected I was a sissy, but some knew for sure, including her sister and two older (14 and 18) brothers (and their friends) who when they couldn't get adequate relief from their fickle girlfriends, occassionally resorted to making me dress all girly and forcing me to suck their cocks and even take take their cocks up my pussy; I eventually learned to like this, even though I was primarly heterosexual with my first and heart-felt love and longing being very illegal little girls.  I was never sexually 'with' any little girls ever because I was petrified about going to jail if ever caught, so I resorted to kiddie porn and almost every day, watching them go by and watching them play, being hyper-alert for any panty glimpses and show, buying little girl clothes, and masturbating my life away.  PART 1 of my Ultimate Dream Date........When Heather was alone one morning, she  dressed as a 5 year old going to a party, and knocked on my back door. She came in and promptly ran over to a sofa, sat down facing me, brought her knees up to her flat chest and spread her dainty skinny little perfect legs, revealing the cutest little all cotton Disney Princess panties I've ever seen. And because the panties were now a size too small, her panty crotch so tight and thin that I could see the outline of her perfect and hairless and smooth little girl puffy pussy lips. She shyly and coyly asked me if I liked her panties, and if I thought she was pretty and was she sexy. I was flabbergasted and dumpstruck, so it must have been a minute before I could quietly stammer "Ye...Ye..Yes! Yes!....I....I....I....you are the prettiest girl in the whole world, and I love you more than anyone ever could" (which was probably actually true!)  Of course I had the biggest erection of my life (if 2 3/4" long and 3/4" thick could ever accurately be referred to as 'big'!) and barely resisted touching myself. She explained she wanted to learn about sex, and why I would be the perfect partner. But first I would have to also dress like a little girl just like she had heard loved to do. So, thus began for loser Scottie Black, real life sexual experiences better that 'he' had ever dreamed possible, and far far better than the little fag deserved! It lasted several weeks, culminating in Scottie actually penetrating Heather's perfect virgin pussy. But alas I was found out because she had to rush home one time, not having time to let my cummies (there was never much at all because my tiny hairless indequate sissy testicles were incapable of producing and ejaculating, more than a nose drops dropper full at any one time).  So Heather's Mommy discovered a suspicious stain and dried semen spot in her panties.   PART 2 of my Ultimate Dream Date........Of course Heather blamed it all on me. Her parents, along with some other neighborhood parents who also knew me as the harmless sissy loser I was, decided to not report it to the law, and to handle my punishment their own unique way. There would be many private parties (one each week) at their respective houses, where their own little girls, none of which I had ever had sex with, would be invited, instructed, encouraged and praised into punishing, molesting and or/raping me. I would always be in the center of the largest room in the house, dressed in the girliest girly girl clothes they could dig up, and surrounded by various parents (in addition to the hosts), teenaged and younger girls, and of course the stars of the show--the prepubescent little girls who would be honored with allowing them to have their way with me in any way they liked. The room would always be full of laughter, chuckles, jeers, hoots and hollars. And of course, cell phones would be out and video taping the festivities; with the video being uploaded to a special Face Book account they made just for me and my utter humiliation. It was arranged so that at the earlier parties, she least aggressive little girls would take me over their knees, pull my dress and petticoats/or skirt and slip up, or my girly short-shorts down, revealing my pretty panties for all to see. They would spank me as hard as they could, making me cry and squeal and kick my thin hairless weak girly legs up and down and weakly thrash about. The smallest and youngest girls usually had to rely on the aid of the others in that 4 others would each grab an ankle or arm. When the spanking stopped, my panties were always pulled down to my knees revealing my red and sore tushie.  And of couse, throughout the spanking, I would always have numerous little squirties.  In the weeks to come, for the more aggressive (but not always older!) little girls, I would again be on their laps, but now I would be facing up revealing the front of my pretty panties and my tiny thin erect pantied penis. The little girls would feel and fondle and rub my pantied pixiestick through my thin panty fabic, and laugh and squeal and giggle while doing so. Again, I would cry and squirm, but I would never ever try to get up or away simply because it would just feel so incredibly Goddamed good resulting in even stronger sissy squirties; I was in heaven despite my crying and almost overwhelming embarrassment. Some would also tickle my tiny hairless pantied peanuts, or even slap and/or punch them--even then I would squirt for them! Some of the girls even were brave enough to reach down the front of, or up a leg opening, to take hold of my naked little penis, and their tiny soft hands would again molest my oh-so-willing skinny and dainty pricklette.  After several months the most aggressive little girls would poke one of their small slim fingers at the opening of my pantied anal pussy, and start to wiggle it around. This reminded me of course of when their older brothers would have their way with me down there; and I would squirt almost instantly realizing that little girls could fuck me too! And some did--they would force my panty crotch fabric up my pussy hole up to several inches, either with their longest and strongest middle finger, or some other object like their teenaged sister's or Mommy's dildo. And often, when one would be playing with my pussy with one hand, the other hand would be shoving one or more of her fingers, or a dildo in my mouth pussy and making me suck it.  When it was dear darling Heather's turn, and she got her chance to do all three (spank me, fondle my pantied and naked penis, and fuck my pussy) I noticed she was slightly less aggressive than any of the others, and would allow me to suckle on her thumb the entire time, no matter what her other hand was doing. This always made me gently weep, but not from any pain or humiliation, but from the slowing dawning realization that she felt bad at not being brave enough to be truthful with her parents about how she seduced me, and about how she really felt about me. And when I was on my back being molested, I noticed her eyes would often mist-up, and I realized she was actually making love to me! And I felt so sad for her, because the situation was now completely out of her's and my control, and she now had to share me with all the other neighborhood girls who would never love me like she could and would. And as an act of defiance, Heather, under the guise of hateful and mocking contempt, would, after the week's party was ending, while calling me a pathetic looser child molester to mislead them as to her real motives, would pretend to force me to lick her pantied and naked pussy and anus while the other's all watched; she was the only little girl, who, during the party's activities, would actually take my 'disgusting and pathetic sissy manhood' out from my panties and kiss, and lick, and suck until I came in her pretty and 'secret' lover Heather's mouth!

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My relationship/s with an REAL MAN ALPHA STUD, who should be either very strong and muscular, or very big and heavy, and posess a thick veiny cock at least 8" or more long:  My virgin anal pussy does not want to ever wear a butt plug, and especially it never wants to be fucked by his erection; but it does desperately want sweet and loving kisses and licks, and gentle penetrations from his tongue. I never want my pricklette ever caged--after all, it's so small, thin, dainty, frail and feminine that it could never be of any threat to any real male. I want to be allowed to have and be with any little sissy gurly boi friends I may find, for one day in any week. In return, (1) I will keep my pussy as clean as possible with regular and often cleansing enemas and douches, and faithfully maintain a diet conducive for minimal gas emissions (both amount and pungency) and keeping my body as weak, frail and feminine as possible; (2) I will worship his cock as often as he wishes with my lips, tongue, mouth and throat, and endeavor to be the very best cocksucker in the world for him; (3) I will dress and act as cute and little girly and submissive and limp-wristed swissy faggy as any sissy ever was; and (4) I will keep my body as slender, weak, clean, and healthy as any sissy ever was.

My relationship with a FEMALE, who could either be a (1) sweet, loving, gentle, very pretty or cute, very feminine and slender, well dressed, educated/sophisticated and classy Causasian or Oriental woman of legal age (18 to 40); (2) a strong and/or large brutish lesbian dyke; or (3) an illegal and underage, very pretty, slender and feminine, Caucasian or Oriental, 5 to 12 year old. Any of the females would have to keep me at all times as the precious and delicate femme flower, underage prepubescent little girly girl I am deep in my heart; and in addition, I would be allowed to have a little sissy fag boifriend as with the ALPHA MALE. I would expect and require the bull-dyke to physically overpower and rough me up, even beat me up and hurt me, and maybe on special occassions, rape my pussies--even my ass cunt. The young feminine woman, although I don't think she would even want to, would be permitted to treat me as the bull-dyke would; however, I would hope she would much more often want to make sweet love to my asspussy as the ALPHA MALE would. And she would be allowed and encouraged to pentrate my anal pussy with a well-lubed slender finger, or slender penetrative sex toy (vibrating or otherwise). The prebubescent little girl would be allowed to do anything she wanted to do with, or to me, and at any time!

Note: Any of my 4 basic types of dream lovers would be allowed and encouraged to have equal access to any of my sissy boi-              friends as long as was involved at the same time--it would be so erotic and embarrassing and humiliating for my Master or Mistress to make us do all manner of girly and faggy things to each other for their amusement!  

I am a successful stock broker, I make a good salary, and I have made several million in the stock market.  But I am strictly a beta male and always have been. I was the 2rd of four siblings; two sisters and a brother. My Dad Charles was a very athletic and muscular 6'3", 235 lb alpha male. My Mommy Barbara (I called her Mommy throughout my life) was a very pretty woman with a very slender 5' 4" 100 lb body, and small AA cup breasts. She was non-athletic, and was a 1950's traditional submissive housewife; she accepted most anything in a very serene manner. Sister Kathy, three years older than me, was athletic like Dad, and at 5' 7" with proud C cup breasts, was even more attractive than Mommy, and had many many alpha male boyfriend suitors. Sister Priss was 2 years younger than me, had the prettiest face, and like Mom, was very slender at 5' 5" and 95 pounds, with AAA cup breasts even smaller than Mommy's. She was a dainty, non-athletic girly-girl priss, and a spoiled, strong-willed, bratty Princess to boot. My brother Chris was an alpha athlete like Dad, was 3 years younger than me, and by the time he was 11, was already bigger, much stronger, and more aggressive than me.   In fact, I don't think I had an aggressive bone in my skinny weakling, frail and delicate, small-boned, beta-boy body. When I graduated from high school I was 5' 5", but weighed only 97 lbs; my physical body definately took after Mommy and little sister Priss. I had many bullies, both boys and girls, from about 3rd to my high school senior year. Even my younger brother Chris bullied me, and asserted his alpha male dominance over me by the time he was 12. By the time Chris was 18, he was the spitting image of Dad, except was even stronger and more athletic. Besides being so weak and scrawny, my circumsized penis remained barely larger than an average 5 year olds--at full erection it was only 2 1/2" long with a diameter of 5/8". I was raised in a loving family as a heterosexual Christian. I just loved everything about girls--the way they looked, the way they moved, the way they talked and laughed, the way they smelled, etc. Because I was so scrawny and weak and underdeveloped, no girls anywhere close to my age, not even the nerdy ones or the unpopular ones, would talk to me, in or out of school....much less date me!  But I slowly discovered and developed an outlet for my heterosexuality. Having two sisters and a Mommy, there was plenty of opportunity to spy on them, often when they were dressed only in their panties and bras or training bras (my Mommy and little sister Priss never developed breasts large enough to require more than a little tween girl's training bra), but also very occassionaly, stark naked. Backtracking, I began sucking my thumb when still a toddler (I often wondered if my thumbsucking need began because I couldn't get enough Mother's milk from Mommy's tiny breasts). When I was still preschool age, I discovered that touching certain parts of my penis felt very good. So while sucking my thumb, I began to regularly fondle my babyish penis. Because I was so young and didn't produce sperm,  I would sometimes suck and rub (it wasn't the typical male 'jerk-off' type masturbation, because for me, it just seemed more natural to slowly and gently rub in small circles the most sensitive frenulum) for hours on end; it was basically 'edging', and even if I didn't actually shoot cum, at the end it was almost like a dry tiny, convulsive, penis-centered climax. Because Mommy and Priss were so tiny and thin, this type of female body became, in my mind, the epitome of feminine beauty. I did think Kathy was a very sexy female, but I was not personaly attracted to average or larger breasts, or to athletic or average built female bodies, because they just seemed way to intimidating. Over time, I gradually realized I had an attraction to their dainty underthings as sexual objects in themselves--I unwittingly had developed a strong and lifetime panty fetish. So I began to secretely try on their dainty underthings as often as I thought I could do so and remain undiscovered. Because both Mommy and Priss were close to my size, it was their things I would wear the most. Mommy preferred to wear full-coverage, nylon Tricot, Vanity Fair or Dixie Belle panties; and Priss wore cute full-coverage, cotton Disney Princess or similiar panties, with a matching training bra. And because I as almost exactly Priss' size, I often also tried on her dresses and skirts and Mary Jane shoes and frilly little girl ankle socks.  So when the opportunity would present itself, I would go into one of their bedrooms to borrow a panty and bra to take back to my room, where I would put their pretty underthings on and rub my tiny thin pantied penis. I would also make the sexy vocal sounds that girls make when they are being made love to (I sometimes heard Mommy and Dad, and once or twice, even Kathy, so I knew what girly sounds to imitate). When I was really lucky, I would find one of Mommy's or Priss', or even older sister Kathy's, slightly soiled panties, which I would wear over my face so I could smell their sweet pussy odors. Ocassionally I was caught in the act, and Mommy or Kathy would put me over their knees and spank my pantied little tush. Of course, my penis would erect, but not spurt because I still hadn't had puberty (that would wait until I was 16). But my tiny pantied erection would still disgust them, so they punished me by temporarily removing my tv and video game time.  But Priss proved different. I was 12 years old the first time she caught me in her panties, and I tried to run away from her. She caught me and easily overpowered me, put me over her knees, and spanked me. Priss was spooky, and I believed she could see into a part of my soul that I didn't know even existed. She caught me countless more times over the years we both lived at home; I believe she either somehow knew when I was about to borrow her underthings, or deliberately precipitated the situation by somehow setting me up. But she also was some sort of natural pervert, in that she also liked to 'catch' me in the act. Instead of being disgusted like Mommy and Kathy that I had an erection in her panties, she seemed delighted. She would smile and giggle, and occassionally even reach down with one hand and rub her pantied little girl pussy, and with the other, rub her nipples, all while watching me. Many times during and/or after the spankings, she would actually molest me. Sometimes between spanking slaps, she would tickle and gently rub my red and sore tushie cheeks, and poke and wiggle a skinny finger at the entrance of my pantied anus? I would involuntarily jerk and squeal, and sometimes start crying, and she would laugh a very strange laugh. Then she would often slap my face and throw me onto the floor or her bed, and rub my boy nipples (it was Priss who taught me that rubbing my nipples was a source of pleasure), then pull aside the leg opening of 'my' panty and actually penetrate my 'pussy' and inch or two with a finger! She would ask me if I wanted to be a girl like her, which I always vehemently denied. I would be crying and trying to get up and escape, but she was stronger than me so I couldn't; I also probably wasn't trying very hard because part of knew I actually liked her doing this to me. Her behavior evolved into sitting on my skinny arms and chest with her little girl panty crotch inches from my face. She made me smell her pussy and asshole, then she took her panties off and made me kiss and lick her down there. Which further evolved into her kissing and licking my privates, and sucking my skinny little dicklette, while I orally pleasued her. By the time I was 16 I was finally 'spurting' tiny amounts of clear precum for her, but it wasn't until just before my 18th birthday when I finally entered pubery and was able to spurt a small amount of real cum. But not once did she ask or tell me to put my penis inside of her pussy. (I didn't know about her, but up until I was about 16, I didn't even know what fucking was, having only heard but never actually seeing Mommy and Kathy being made love to) This relationship with Priss started when I was about 12 and she was 10, and continued until at age 20 when I moved out of the house to attend college. At about age 15, Priss started asking me if I wanted to be a girl instead of a boy, that I would make a very pretty girl by the name of Nancy Suzanne, and if I ever decided I did want to be a girl, that she would teach me how; she even asked if I liked boys and wanted a boyfriend. I always denied I wanted to be a girl or that I liked boys, or was gay.  But Priss would often, when she was feeling naughty and/or horny, come up to me, and through my clothes, very briefly tweak a nipple, or fondle my penis, or poke my anus, and in a whisper say "You look pretty today Nancy", or ask  "Are you my little Nancy Suzanne today?", or, "would you like to be my wife some day?" I always denied all of it, but over the years, I think I slowly and unconsciously developed some girlish mannerisms, I grew to like her implying that I should be a girl, and I especially loved that she made love to me like I was a real girl! And I even sometimes fantisized that when we both grew up that she would be my husband! When I was not with Priss, and if I was feeling especially 'masculine' (for me!) and horny and lonely (and daring!), I would wear Priss' training bra and panties under my boy clothes, and go outside about the neighborhood and local public swimming pool, and indulge in my 'other' heterosexual outlet....little girls much younger than even Priss--4 to 8 years old! Most were very friendly and sweet toward me, seemed interested in me as a guy, and some even flirted in that special innocent little girl way. I would covertly find ways to be around them without drawing attention to myself or the situation. I was always very aware of the shape of their bodies under their clothes, and what kind of clothes they were wearing. And I would be super alert for any 'panty peeks' I could find--like little girls wearing dresses and going up stairs or escalators, or squatting or getting in or out of a chair; even little girl's swimming suit crotches. If I could catch a glimpse of a cameltoe through their Summer shorts, or bathing suits, or the thin fabric of their panties, I was in betaboi loser heaven. And best of all was if the leg opening of their panty or swim suit was too loose and stretched out, and they were sitting with their pretty little legs splayed apart and/or with their knees up, I could actually see a sweet bald pussy lip or anus. If I especially loved their little girly outfits and no adults or teenagers were around, I would sometimes talk to them and flirt with them, and ask them what size clothes did they wear, and maybe even where did their Mommy's buy them such pretty clothes. And a few times when no one else was near, and when I was so feverish with love and passion and lust that I couldn't think straight and lost most of my self-control, I asked them what color were their panties and could I please please see them? And that I was a little girl too, just like them, and did they want to see my panties too?! Most would giggle and say I was a funny and a silly or a stupid boy, and angryly tell me to go away; and I would walk away feeling like the ultimate loser that I was--to be rejected even by a little girl! But every so often one would lift up the front of her dress and give me a nice long look, maybe do a flirty twirl or two, and even ask if I wanted to see her naked pussy too?! Those were the times when I was so happy I would start crying. And I would pick up their fully-clothed body, hold it against my full-clothed body, and cum in my own panties without even directly touching my penis. Two little girls even asked me if I would like to touch or kiss her pussy, and can they see and touch my penis? I had to politely decline their offer by saying "My Mommy doesn't let me touch girls". But I was also scared to death of being caught and going to jail. Yes, I had somehow turned into a pedophile despite having never molested any little girls (except little Sister Priss, but this doesn't count because she was the one who always seduced me!). This facination and fixation on little girls as heterosexual sex objects probably started when I was 14 and I finally realized that I was a useless nothing betaboy to all the girls at my school. The nice ones totally ignored me, and the not so nice ones might slap my rear as I walked by and call me a gay fag, or little girly queer boy, or "Show us your panties Scottie!", or even 'Nancy Suzanne'. Yes, word spread throughout the school what I supposedly did in the boy's showers and locker rooms.....it seems that some of the boys at school thought I was gay because in the shower room (no private stalls) I was often caught looking at their normal or larger than average-sized penises and testicles, at the average bodies of non athletes, and especially at the muscular bodies of the jocks. But it was not homosexuality--it was only out of pure envy; they had normal penises and testicles but mine refused to grow; they had pubic hair on their genitals but I was hairless; they developed muscles but I didn't! I felt so inadequate. But unfortunately, I often also had a tiny boner because I was thinking about a girl I had a crush on; so naturally they thought I was queer for them! They would call me queer, fag, homo, gay Nancyboy. Some boys even suggested that I should be a girl, and asked me what my girl name was. They told me if I knew what was good for me, I would quickly confesss my girl name. Of course I refused to divulge that my little sister Priss said I should be named Nancy Suzanne! They would tuck their penises back between their legs and pull on their nipples, and prance about the shower room all girly-like, chanting "Scottie's a queer, Nancy Scottie's a little girl, Scottie's a little faggot girl!" Then they would come up to me and pull my tiny little stiffie back between my legs and make me prance about the shower room like they had done, and make me sing "I'm Nancy and I'm a pretty little girly queer!" over and over and over again. Of course I would by crying my pretty eyes out, and was utterly helpless to stop them. Some would start slapping my tushie, and/or tweak my little boy nipples, causing my tiny penis to erect. Sometimes this escalated to where someone would put his finger part-way up my anus, causing me to involuntarly ejaculate (little did they know that this is exactly what Priss did to me at home, conditioning me to ejaculate with the slightest anal stimulation). Boy, did they hoot and hollar on seeing this, further confirming in their minds that I was a little queer. There were occassions when they would gang up--one guy would jerk my penis, while another would play with my anus. They even made me suck a big penis or two!  My Brother Chris had long since stopped bullying me after realizing that I just couldn't help being the wimpy, dainty, delicate, girly boy that I was. He became my protector, but never realized, along with everyone else in the world, that I had become a perverted little pedo crossdresser (and only Priss knew of, and encouraged, my crossdressing).

My eventual wife, Bonnie Leigh, was built very much like Mommy and Priss, but was even skinnier than either, and at 5'3" she weighed only 76 lbs! She was an auburn redhead with a fine featured very pretty freckled face, and intelligent but sad hazel colored eyes. And she had an incredibly delictable, totally flat chest with little boy nipples. Her body wasn't bony at all; she just had a very small-boned body, and yes, she was very frail and delicate. (Bonnie Leigh looks very much like the girl shown at:    ?    ) She was quiet and shy, dainty and prissy, and passive submissive. She was an only child, and her family afforded her a very sheltered and protected life. Before me, she had never had a single date in her life, despite being one of the prettiest girls around. She had been allowed to date, but sadly none of the boys in her neighborhood, school, or church peer groups wanted to date a pretty little 'skinny boy' as she was often called! Yes, she was teased and bullied by the popular girls, and ignored by the boys. 

When I was 22 years old I met my future wife on a sparcely crowded Southern New Jersey beach a last week in August. I was there for a few days with my brother Chris, whose best friend's parents owned a big house only blocks from the ocean. Bonnie Leigh was 23 years old at the time, and was there for two weeks with her parents, who also owned a house there. As it was a mostly family beach with few outsiders, Chris tought it would be safe for me to walk around alone with being bullied. When swimming, which wasn't often, I always preferred to wear racing style 'Speedo' type trunks because they almost looked like, and definately felt like, girl's panties. My very dimunitive 'male' package was very 'noticable' under the thin swimsuit fabric because it was very 'unnoticable'; people would have to look closely to even be able to realize I was a male! And me being aware of how small my package looked to others, did in and of itself, make my skinny pricklette very hard. And when I tried tucking it underneath my equally tiny testicles, I had to walk like a girl with a wiggle in my thin hips to keep it tucked; but the added friction would soon make me spurt, so I would have to quickly have to run into the ocean up to my waist to wash my cum away. On the way back to my and Chris' beach blanket, I walked by this girl who reminded me of Priss, equally pretty, only slightly shorter, and even more slight and frail. She looked like a skinny underdeveloped 11 year old underaged girl. She looked up at me and smiled the sweetest smile I had ever seen. I instantly fell in love and sprang such an urgent and desperate little boner. Both the girl and her parents noticed my tiny erection. Her Father quickly reached up and grabbed my thin wrist, and pulled me down into a sitting position on their blanket. I thought he was going to beat me up and then call the police. I started crying and stammered out an apology regarding my erection. Her Mother Beth threw a towel over my Speedos, put an arm around my shoulder, and patted my tears away with a tissue.  She purred "It's OK Dearie, both my husband Frank and I can see how much you like our sweet lovely little daughter Bonnie Leigh. We see your erection under your suit, and the way you can't take your kind and sweet and lonely eyes off her. And we can see she has such love and hope in her eyes for you, not to mention her nipples are poking through the fabric of her tank suit!" I was both shocked and encouraged by her directness! Beth proceeded to tell me that I might be the perfect boyfriend for her lovely lonely daughter because, like Bonnie Leigh, I was also so little and vulnerable, and probably just as loving and lonely; and that my tiny manhood might be a perfect fit for Bonnie Leigh's very virgin womanhood. Beth asked if I was a virgin also, and I truthfully answered yes, but made no mention of by still virgin-tight but none-the-less experienced 'pussy', and my extensive experience orally pleasing my sister's pussy. I initially was sitting between Beth and Frank, but after about five minutes Frank got up to swim, and invited Bonnie Leigh to sit next to me. I was sitting cross-legged, so instead Bonnie Leigh decided to sit directly across from me also cross-legged. We leaned forward at our waists and held each other in our arms, gazed into each other's eyes and whispered our love. She leaned forward and kissed me on my lips, which was my very first lip-to-lip kiss even; not even my perverted Sister Priss kissed me there! It was a profound experience, and I found myself totally captured by deep infatuation, and fully lost and head-over-heels in romantic love. I told Bonnie Leigh I never ever ever wanted to leave this very spot, and to be with her always, and would she please be my wife! She replied that she felt the same way, and would marry me. I don't know if it was accidental or on purpose, but one of her hands 'fell' onto my Speedo lap (the blanket was off at this point), and within about 3 seconds I had let out a sharp gasp and ejaculated! It was so overwhelming that I nearly fainted. Bonnie Leigh and Beth both snickered, and Beth said "Bless you Scottie  sweetheart!" as if it were a mere sneeze!

......to be continued......  

SCOTTIE BLACK:  A fearful, frail, fragile, femme fairy fruit, frilly, flirtacious, fucked-up, feminized/femulated failure, fuckable faggot fluffer, fairy with a fetish; a weepy, weakling, widdle, writhing, wussy wimp; penis, a puny, pathetic, precious pantied pinked pansy, pretty penetrated priss, pantywaist, pixiesticked, passionate, prim, prude, perfumed pegged pussyboi Panty Princess, pedoboi, pedophile; a goody-two-shoes, gay girly-girl; a skinny, scrawny, sweet, soft, smooth, sad, shameful, sexless, simpering, swishy, submissive, sashaying ,suckable, semen swallowing, shaft-sucking, squealing, screaming, squirting sissy slut sex-slave, shriveled sissy sack (Scottie's testicles); a dumb, demure, dainty, dateless, dickless, docile dolly in a dress; a beautiful, ball-less, breedable, bony beta bottom-bitch, boi-toy; a masochistic, meek, maleless, molested, masturbating, moaning Missy, marriagable, milked Mommie's-boy; a thin, titless, timid, thumbsucking, tearful, trembling, teeny tiny twitching thimble-sized dicklette, tidy-boy, thweetie thithy, teasing tart tranny; clitoris, clittie, cock, a cute, compliant, chaste, conquered, castrated, cupcake-cuckcake, clittied cocklette, crybaby, cock-teasing, cock-sucking, cuckold cunt-for-cock; a helpless, humiliated, hairless, horny, homo, homosexual (w)hore; a jilted jill-off; a lovely, lissome, little, limp-wristed, lisping, lady-like, lickling, lustful, little lezboi limpling, loser, lipstick lollipop Lesbian lush; a quiet quivering queened queer; a rapeable, ravaged, rejected runt; a vulnerable vixen, a very virginal vagina; an underweight, underdeveloped, utterly useless, underpantied (e)unuch; an adorable, anal asspussy; a kute, kweer, kissable, knickered, kissyboy kunt; a naive, neutered, Nancyboy, a needful nipple; an emasculated eunuch, ejaculating....; an innocent....; obedient, orgasmless....

WHO'S INVITED:

     GROUP A, 8 Total, the 'MALES' :  These so-called males MUST have the following characteristics--

          - all are of Northern or Central European descent

          - all have pale white skins and are free of any blemishes, and be generally considered either very cute or very pretty

          - all are between 10 and 30 years old

          - all are years behind their age group peers, in terms of secondary sexual characteristics, ie, development of body and

            facial hair, growth of sexual organs (most are infantile; in fact, erect penis size must be no longer than 3" with a girth

            not greater than 2 1/4"; all penises must be circumcised; their testicles are similiary very small and under-developed)

          - all have skinny and very weak frail bodies, ie pipe-stem arms and legs, pencil-necks, etc, with no muscle

             develpoment whatsoever; and no 'male' can be taller that 5'8", or weigh more than 110 pounds

          - breast development must me negligable, with a cup size from AA up to totally flat; nipples can be any size  

          - all are very timid, docile and submissive, and easily brought to tears, prone to sobbing, and thumbsuckers

          - all all are very prissy, prim and proper

          - all are just naturally very feminine or femme

          - all are highly sexed chronic masturbators, and always wear very feminine under and outer clothing

             when fondling, rubbing or stroking their pathetically inadequate 'clittie-sticks', testicles and nipples 

          - all of their holes (mouth & anus) must be virgin

          - all must be free of any body hair except for their head and eye brows

   GROUP B, 24 Total, The FEMALES:  They MUST have the following chcracteristics--

          - all are of Northern or Central European (preferred), or Oriental descent

          - all are between 5 and 12 years of age 

          - all have pale white unblemished skins, although freckles are a plus, and generally considered either very cute or

             very pretty, or both and have very fine facial features

          - eyes must be either hazel (preferred), green, light brown, or darkish blue

          - hair color must be either auburn (preferred), red, light to medium brown, or light blonde; fine rather than thick hair

            is preferred 

          - all litttle girls must be very slender or outright skinny, with very slender hips, arms, legs and necks

          - no litttle girl can be taller that 5' 6", or weigh more that 90 pounds

          - no little girl can be more physically developed than very early puberty, nor have a breast size greater than AAA

          - no little girl can have any body hair, other than on her head and eyebrows 

          - all little girls must either be considered aggressive, or domineering, or both; but they can be shy about it.

          - all little girls are very feminine, prim, proper and prissy, but nevertheless, must be highly sexed and chronic

             masturbators; thumbsucking is a strong plus

          - although being highly sexed masturbators, all little girls MUST have all their little holes be VIRGIN!

THE DRESS CODE:

   ALL Party Invitees MUST be dressed very prim and prissy and feminine, with the preferred emphasis on dressing as a 1950's

   pre-pubescent little girl would be dressed by her Mommy.  NOTE: You must preregister your choice of the clothes you intend

   to wear, so than not everyone is dressed alike, and there is an interesting variety of styles being worn!  The emphasis here

   is on variety, as opposed to inclination, as all invitees were pre-screened beforehand to only invite those whose natural

   tendency (especially sissy Nancyboy 'males') was/is to dress as a 1950's little girl

   Your PERMITTED Choices for Various CLOTHING Layers Are--

          - PANTY Styles:   1. Full-coverage panties, the so-called 'Granny panties', preferrably with a discrete bow at the waist

                                  band and at the side of the leg openings; with modest, not too ostentatious frilly/lacey waist bands

                                  and leg openings; white, cream, pale pink or other pastel colors, of very light weight or translucent

                                  fabric.  (sissyboy artist Vancy inspired panties are best!) Very feminine and modest appliques are ok

                                  2.  Full-coverage Disney Princess (or similiar), or patterned (bunnies, fairies, etc), all of cotton material

                                  3. White cotton,  full-coverage band-leg style

                                  4. Tap or similiar style (Flutter)

                                  5. Invited sissies endowed with the most pathetically small sex organs, can wear V or G String,

                                      or T-back 'bikini' panties, as can the smallest and skinniest little girls who opt for a more

                                      grown-up or sophisticated look (Note:  these little girls must also wear red lipstick, a padded and frilly

                                      training bralette that matches their panty choice in color and overall design and effect--such as the 

                                      'Granny' panties, or the V, G, or T style panties as above, bra and panty matching hosery and garter

                                      belt, 3" matching high heeled shoes, and apply light and understated facial makeup)  (Another Note:

                                      sissies who opt for the above panties, must also complete their outfit and look as do the little girls)

     - BRA Styles:         1.  Must be AAA cup or smaller

                                2.  Must match panties in color, material, and basic style and effect

                                3.  Preferred styles are: training, bralettes, triangle and bridal.  Or, no bra at all, but then must a little 

                                     girls' undershirt vest of silky nylon of light weight soft cotton with a cute little bow or two

                                4.  Modestly adorned with small discrete bows and/or lace are preferable

                                5.  Note:  even those with an entirely flat chest and/or no nipple development MUST wear one of the

                                               'bra' types

     - Other UNDERWEAR:  If a dress is worn, also required is either a little girl's style matching, one-piece bouffant slip

                                       petticoat (petticoat of 2 to 4 layers) or a 1/5 matching slip. Separate petticoats are allowed.

     - DRESS STYLES for Both the GIRLYBOIS (Group A) and the LITTLE GIRLS (Group B):                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    1.  All dress materials must be of either chiffon (prefered) or of thin fine cotton

                                 2. Hems can be no longer than mid-thigh, but micro-mini is far better, and best is so the wearer's

                                     panty gusset is showing (from both the front and the rear views) (Object:  to emphasize just how

                                     skinny, weak and frail the wearer's legs really are!) 

                                 3. Dress styles acceptable:  little girl's party or church, skaters, knife pleated, circle, a-line, bouffant,

                                                                          or sundress 

                                 4. Sleeve style must either be short and puffy juliet or balloon (to emphasize just how frail and weak

                                     the wearer's arms really are!)   Note: dresses can also be sleeveless, but above is preferrable

                                 5. Collar styles acceptable:  peter pan, pointed flat or puritan 

                                 6. All Dresses MUST be high-waisted

                                 7. Highly encouraged is a wide sash belt with a large bow, preferrably in the back with the tails over the

                                      girl or gurl's tushie

                                 8. A few understated attached bows are also allowed

          -Other allowable OUTER WEAR: 

                                 1. SKIRT:  the same styles as for the dresses, and again, the same length restrictions; also, the skirt

                                                 must be overly large enough at the waist to allow a lucky viewer a downward panty peak!

                                 2. CLASSIC SCHOOLGIRL UNIFORM:  short tartan skirt with white cotton shirt; bra and panties

                                                                                        MUST be white; slip is optional. Shoes can be either penny loafers,

                                                                                        pumps (flat or up to 2") or Mary Janes.  Note: no heels over 2"

                                 3. SHORT SHORTS:  either semi-loose fitting pumpkin style, or other girly-girl style (must not be of

                                                               denim or other heavier material, must be either white or a light paste in color, must

                                                                either have a bow at the waist or lace at the leg openings or both, and must be

                                                                either too large at the waist and leg openings (so a viewer might be able to afford

                                                                a panty peak) or way too tight (so a viewer would see the outline of the wearer's

                                                                pussy lips or her tiny dicklette erection and testicles) Note: high-waist style best

                                  4. ROMPER SHORTS:   Must be of thin material, no exotic or garish prints, and very short and tight fitting

                                                                   at the legs, and especially at the crotch. 

         - SHOES:   Must be either the classic Mary Jane patent leather with flat or heels not over 1" high, and either white, pale

                          pink, or a light pastel color (a plus would be a cute little bow at the front), or classic pumps up to 2" height

        - SOCKS:   lacey ankle (to match either shoes or panties), or schoolgirl knee socks (if the school girl uniform is worn)

        - OTHER Adornments:  Highly encouraged are bows, headbands and barrets for the hair; allowed are wrist corsages.

                                          Note: NO finger rings, garter bands, COCK CAGES, or BUTT PLUGS are allowed.

                                                   Butt plugs are only allowed to be placed in a girly fairy fag's pussy by one of the little girl

                                                   invitees AT the actual party! 

         - MAKEUP:  Either none at all, or very subdued, discreet and appropriate for a prepubescent little girl.  NOTE:  a little girl

                           may wear bright red lipstick (and matching nail polish) if she intends to be very aggressive to and domin-

                           eering of the pansy pantywaist 'male' invitees. She may also (and may be encouraged to) use the lipstick

                           to paint the dainty nipples, mushroom clittie heads, and anal rosebuds of the 'male' invitees, once at the

                           party. 

THE AGENDA:    ~ to be continued! ~