In general lot of boys whom I knew, always treated me like a whore (I worked as gogo dancer or bar hostess few years) or like a freak just good to make nice blows... I never met a boy courageous enough who wanted to marry me and to present to me at his mother!
I think that they was afraid which one day someones can knows my difference... I think, never a boy did not see the girl who I am, so Femme and sweet. Or just before they was trying to sleep with me! After no more. But I have a heart, a mind, a sensitivity and I am not only a sex object for the phantasm of the boys...
Without paying attention I started myself living more and more with girls like me or GG because at least it is more easy to have the same tastes and interests. And it is much better for shopping. LOL
And sexually I did not lose anything because my new plays in love are more sweet, naughty and sexy. Nothing could be better as two bodies in beautiful lingerie togheter... your Piyanee...
It is not because I feel old on the contrary I think that I shall always remain young as I feel, but from time I like to remember great instants of my life and yesterday particularly, I thought of my first bra...
I always differred from other girls of my group, because at the beginning I did not like to wear training bra or brassieres without having one truth chest while a lot of them carried it with a lot of pride and especially a lot of sillicon dummy. LOL
and when I began hormones and being very regular for, my breast had growing nicely in one year, but since I carried brassieres almost never, I taught to look often in the mirroir to admire their development.
Suddenly one day I was so much lost in admiration of my new and pretty chest that I did not understand why I did not feel needs to dress them in a nice support. Then I asked Nancy my best friend to go shopping with me to buy my first pretty BRA.
This first truth bra if I can call it so (however I really had others before like all of us but it was not like this ONE !) has changed my life because when Nancy has helped me to close it hooks while I was busy to put my two breast inside the cups correctly, I looked proudly in the mirror of the fitting room. And it is at this moment during i had the double feeling of happyness and sensuality, I understood that I was really this girl that I always wanted to be... A Great moment i will never forget !
Then Girls if you too want to share this marvelous moment give me a comment or intended to write your story on the new blog i just add in my page... Thank you and I can't wait to read you. Kisses.
