Fuck mode activated! Even for me (I may have had a few guys in me lol!) The sensation of that thrust and instantaneous insertion has me rolling my eyes back, leaking pre cum and feeling so much pleasure! His grip on my hips literally pinning me down locked onto his fucking beautiful cock! "Fuck...you are so fucking tight!" He tells me.(good to hear!) Then he just starts his rhythm, initially as I adapt I'm non reactive, but when I do start joining, we lock in perfectly in time! He has control here. Completely. Moving position into my classic "bottom bitch" mode I feel almost despair briefly as he isn't inside me as we move. Bent over the bed though, that sensation of him pushing himself immediately back inside me has me getting very VERY noisy with absolute pleasure! His power again just adds to it all! Gripping my torso back into his and the stamina he's got too! This guy can FUCK HARD!!! I don't want it to stop! Changing again, he literally throws me on to my bed, I hoist up my legs, needing him balls deep inside me. Then, almost maybe an accumulation as he pushes in raising me again with his strength and fucking me now, at an entirely higher harder faster pace...and I feel it immediately...as I feel it, he says it too... "I'm fucking close to cumming!!!" With that, i got no hands on my own cock, I just feel it surge up...BIG FUCKING ANAL ORGASM!!!! And I mean BIG. I cum hard anyway, this...its going on and on as I hear and feel him pull me in close and he almost yells! Pulling out slowly, he relaxes. "You just fucked the cum out of me..." I laugh. He's actually apologetic. "I've...cum in you too...I am so sorry I didn't even ask!" Acid test time. Will he kiss now the juices have been released. Most guys go into "NO I'M STRAIGHT REALLY!!!" Mode after. I pull closer...and yes!!! Even with me covered in my own cum, it's STILL full body contact, and STILL and incredibly passionate kiss! There isn't any backing away from him, physically or mentally. Luckily my bedroom has an en suite big enough to shower together. Fuck, I could marry this guy. He is PERFECT. Unfortunately, my lodger wasn't happy I've "corrupted him". That's why he wouldn't join in. But who cares! I've just had probably THE best fuck AND anal orgasm of my life! (LOL It took two cocks in my fuckhole to give me my last one!) Our guest. He wanted this to happen. No doubt at all. Hopefully...he's got no need for women at all now!
I've learned the absolute most important thing with men who are...shall we say new to being with other men, is to not give their nerves chance to kick in. That's why I was sucking his dick! The kiss after was a surprise! But put there, I kept my cock touching his cock too as we kissed again. His cock was solid. Holding his hand I lead him indoors. And stupidly my lodger began with the reluctance! I ushered our guest to the bedroom. My lodger... "I can't...he's a mate!!! I've known him for years...we go way back!" I'm kind of hoping our guest hasn't heard this! "That's your choice..." I reply and head to the bedroom. He's on the bed, looking absolutely like one of my top 5 sexuest guys I've had here. With all guys you want to make things special, but with new guys...I always raise my game to absolutely the highest level! Because, of course I want them to want more! More importantly, I want them to have zero regrets over their decision, and have hopefully an amazing sexual experience. Compliments are just flowing from me. He is a sexy as I'm telling him he is. But. I also give him the "If you don't feel comfortable with ANYTHING I'm doing, say STOP. And to me, no absolutely means NO." He nods. Fuck his body is gorgeous! I start gently. Straddling him cocks frotting together again and I feel his twitch! "Fuck...I can't belive I'm seeing my cock on yours!" He gasps. Then he pulls me into an embrace and more kissing! That's where I felt his real strength and power! Fuck! Feeling that has me losing control...as if he's taking control! His hands are definitely gripping my butt hard, I position to open .you cheeks slightly, he finds his way...eventually! I grab some lube. Breaking away slightly. "You know what you need to do with this." I tell him. Personally I'm thinking 69. But he's set on this definitely "real genuine lovers" type kissing, embrace and passion. (Now with 3 fingers in my fuckhole!) I am actually not in control now! But. We both know what we want. I raise myself up, still straddling him, but also guiding his cock...feeling his tip against my fuckhole. I was going to say something but he jolted his hips up and I just fucking gasped!!!
I quickly whisper "He'll be up for joining us soon!" To my lodger. He gives me a look of surprise. "So, how come an absolutely gorgeous guy like you is single? I mean you gotta have women falling over themselves to get you?" I ask on his return. He kind of shrugs. "Bad experience I suppose, I'm not even looking for women at the moment!" I initially sound empathising, but did he choose those words on purpose, considering he's currently drinking with 2 gay guys! "So...you know you don't HAVE to pull a woman for sex...I'm sure we could...maybe...you know...introduce you to our side of things?" Surprisingly he responds with "I might need another drink or two... but...yeah...no ones going to find out are they?" We reassured him not. I raise the level by connecting the TV to gay porn, "Ok let's do a gay test! Get your jeans off, no touching your cock, watch some of this for at least 5 minutes, then stand up!" I get told I'm mad. But he agrees. I'm hard already seeing his well packed briefs! And, with the first blowjob on the television, our guest seems to have an immediate rather epic hard on! "Stand up!" I snap at him. He does. "Yep, you are absolutely overqualified to join us!" I go out for a smoke, he actually follows, there's a secluded corner of my house outside where you can smoke naked. No one can see. "Well, if you're going outside in just your briefs, I'm going naked!" Outside he's "I can't believe this is turning me on so much!" Time to investigate. "Yeah, but this isn't the first time you.considered this. Is it? This isn't a new curiosity. I think you.hoped something would happen didn't you." He just nods. I need to put him at ease... Down I go. Big boy! Thick 9 inch cock! Uncut, baggy foreskin, I get my tongue right under his foreskin, physically feeling his body relax then tense as I find the points that he reacts most to. His butt is taught, so toned, it just feels so tight! I raise up and surprisingly he pulls me in for a kiss! Hmmm he's a strong guy too, lovely kisser and I maneuver our cocks so I'm griping them together. His power and strength...he needs to show that. This is a guy that can turn me into full on submissive bitch!
I gotta admit, my lodgers "fallout" from being exposed/outted for his homosexuality, seems to be a lot less dramatic than mine was. The only animosity is from the "friends" of his wife. His family...general consensus is "We always kind of knew." His friends mostly are quiet about it. But, if there's any of them with "our" tendencies & curiosity, this situation normally gives them an opportunity too... Which has happened over the weekend. One of his mates wanted to check in & catch up with him, have a few drinks & stay over at my place... subtle. His friend absolutely knows we are still having an affair. He's single too. But also wanted to keep it secret he's visiting us. I was pretty sure how this would go. I even explained it to my lodger. Who was like "that won't happen, he's totally not into guys at all!" Then you add alcohol to the equation.
I arrived late, and arriving heard part of the conversation stating "I tried to stop, when I got married, but I simply couldn't. In a way I'm glad people know." Interesting time for me to arrive! More drinks and this should be our gusts curiosity making an appearance soon! I get introduced to his friend, who it appears is a big fan of working out & tatoos...lovely tight cut beard and haircut...complete with very tight tshirt and jeans... someone really is dressed to impress! I...can't help myself "Wow...you're rather hot ain't you hun!" He blushes! Time to get more drinks! The vibe goes quickly relaxed. I raise it slightly by informing him "Apologies in advance if you hear us later...I'm proper in the mood tonight, but the spare bedroom is all made up for you." He nervously laughed, then asked "So, you two share a bed all the time?" With that, he got up to visit the bathroom... trying it seems to conceal his jeans which looked like they're about to reach bursting point! This is progress!
One of the married guys I'm seeing. The one who wasn't playing it secretly enough. The one who I said, on here is going to get caught out...well...he's been caught out. Strangely too, in these new "diverse & inclusive" times, his wife has actually kicked him out the house and is working on divorce proceedings. So, with rainbow flags everywhere, more drag Queens on television than ever, and a message for us all to be...whatever. Who'd have imagined someone's wife being pissed off and more for her husband playing "Bury the sausage" in/with other men. So. Who immediately gets the call? Me. I get his side of the story. The rest of the world gets told on social media he is Gay, by his wife broadcasting it. (Harsh). He actually begins with angling blame towards me. I shut that down immediately. I'd fuckin warned him about being more discrete. How long has he been married? 20 years. When did he first have gay sex? 25 years ago. Did he ever STOP in those married years? Also. No. But somehow in his mind, that's on me. So, being outted like that ain't cool. Being literally kicked out the house... not cool also. Do I get a distraught guy arrive at my place in need of consoling and comforting (as well as my spare room). Nope. He arrives. And he's got the fucking horn! So to console and comfort him...we fuck.
His "wife" has since demanded all 3 of us sit and talk things over. I've seen pictures of her. It looks like she'd beat shit outta me then eat me...and him. Nope, I taken responsibility by giving her (ex) hubby a roof over his head. I am not responsible for his 25plus years of homosexual interactions. He's actually coped ok with being outted. Plus a divorce wouldn't damage him financially too badly. So, I got another lodger. With benefits lol! Plus he gets to use his (rather large) dick on something that doesn't ripple/sweat with roles of flab. (How DO average size guys fuck fat bitches anyway??? Nah I don't wanna know!) Win/win situation? Maybe. He is becoming more accepting that he is...erring on the homosexual side of the scale.
For an update! The good news I had, is that "my" youngest "daughter" (the one that's trying to repopulate the County with as many men as possible) well, she isn't actually someone I produced! It was always pretty obvious! But my ex wife confessed it all. Thank fuck. (My 2 real daughter are both pretty tall, nordic looks. This thing? Wider than she is tall & can grow a better moustache than most us guys!)
Unfortunately my ex husband has decided to pretty much stalk me. Again. He's got a different car so I didn't realise he was parked up so much in view of my house. And...he's got his grubby paws on one of the student guys next door I been seeing. He's pretty much tried to turn the guy against me. Even trying to show off he's "dating" him. One issue. My ex hubby's dick does not work. It hasn't for years! So when they sat close in the pub and I heard him tell my 25y/o student friend "I'm gonna get my cock in you all fucking night!" I nearly fell off my chair laughing. Argument ensued. Now the community all know his dick don't work and that slobbering over other men in the bedroom...isn't really sexy! My student friend is just getting various bigger and bigger buttplugs stuffed into him, as my ex hubby has a kink for super stretching his "visitors" bumholes. Lol I know too well!
Me? I got a couple of guys on the go. My age, pretty good looking, both...married. So, I'm back to "Secret Gay Lover" as always. One is definitely gonna get caught out. I have done my best to warn him about how he's playing it. But. He don't listen. There's only so much you can emphasise things. Maybe he wants to get caught? Who cares. He's got an awesome cock, and we gotta look after those guys!
I hit a new level with one of the university students lodging next door it seems. I mean I used to enjoy the part where "straight" guy is still convincing himself he's straight...when he's got either his cock up my arse/in my mouth/my cock up him etc etc. And eventually persuading them to embrace ar least being bi...perhaps gay. Then getting a little wry satisfaction that "another one has joined the team". Now though. On a visit Mr Gym Toned meat-eating tells me... "I identify as a woman now...how come you don't? You really should!" My answer goes kind of like "Three things hanging between my legs kinda say I'm male. Plus the chromosome situation too. And...even though I do have a transvestite alter ego...I'm still a man. And so are you." Apparently I was "hostile" and...a "disgrace to the LGBTQ ideology!" So it fucked him off outta my house. Easy solution.
Boyfriends... fucking nightmare!!! "Let's go to the sauna it'll be fun!" So. I agreed. We did. Within 5 minutes he's having a hissyfit about my behaviour and leaves. It could be the fact I lied to him about multitasking. I always maintained I couldn't do it. So...me sucking a dick and wanking 2 guys either side of me...while having my own cock sucked...kinda put a FAIL on my multitasking lie. Yep I'm a slut. Yep I "disrespected" him. Yep I'm single again! (Yay!)
Then there's the part I'm gonna shamefully admit here. Porn. And here come my excuses from the start right now! I was naturally heterosexual. So being nostalgic, I check on a balloon boobed Korean model, who I used to enjoy more than my ex wife. I mean back then yeah I was a big boob fan. Shit my ex wife had 4 sets of implants to keep me interested. But these days, that ain't my thing right? Nah. I get a cock twitch, then a fuckin semi on! I'm seriously like WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK?!? I mean it's NOT that long ago a T gurl I was getting off with killed my hard on for being "too feminine"! Now...ahh fuck it. My conclusion? I identify as a sex addict with no gender discrimination it seems.
