I had been so horny for so long.No matter how hard I tried I couldn't get
laid, hell I couldn't even pay a prostitute to fuck me it seemed.I was really getting desperate.I don't really know why it started, but I
began to have strong recollections of years ago when I sucked off a roommate of
mine.One night I woke up, oh maybe a
couple of hours after I had fallen asleep.I had to pee so I got up and quietly started down the hall.There was a faint flicker of light coming
from the computer room, without thinking I looked in on my way by the door.
The computer desk sat kind of silhouette to the door.When I did look what did my little eye
spy?My roommate, sitting at the
computer looking at gay porn!I was
completely mesmerized by what I saw.Jeff was sitting there in the buff, his huge cock standing fully erect
and he was slowly stroking it.I couldn't
take my eyes off the damn thing.It was
huge, at least 10”, biggest one I ever saw!
Like a pervert I stood there transfixed, without even
thinking I reached down and began to stroke my own now very hard cock.I must have moaned or something because
suddenly Jeff swung around in the chair and caught me looking at him.“You fucking faggot!” He roared at me.“You were actually standing there watching me
stroke my cock, and playing with your at the same time!”With that he stood and I am not sure just how
he did it, but almost instantly he was standing in front of me.
Now I was honestly scared, Jeff was a big guy; and he was
drunk as a proverbial skunk!He looked
down at my now shriveled up little dick, he laughed.“You call that little thing a cock!Ha, my girlfriend’s clit is bigger than that
fucking little worm!”His words hurt.
“Get down on your knees you little bitch!” He grabbed me
by the shoulders and forced me to my knees in front of him and shoved my face
into his groin.He held my face pushed
into his crotch, I felt his huge cock begin to bob against my chin.Then I shuddered as I felt its soft skin
slide across my cheek, his cock stood erect in full glory right there beside my
head!
I felt a flock of butterflies take flight in my tummy, my
head began to spin and my whole body tingled and grew hot.For a moment I shook it off, what in the hell
was happening to me?But in seconds the
hypnotic trance reclaimed its control of my body and mind. I wanted so bad to
turn my head and…“You wanna see me cum
you sissy faggot!Here get a real close
look then!”He grabbed me by the hair
and turned my mouth to his cock.He
forced his fingers into my mouth and pulled my mouth open, next I felt the head
of his cock slide across my tongue.Tears streamed down my cheeks, everything in me cried out “no!”
His rough hands moved to the sides of my head and tightly
he grabbed a handful of hair with each.He jerked my hair hard and thrust forward with his massive cock.Reflexively I gagged, I felt the contents of
my stomach shift; vomit filled my mouth.Jeff lust laughed at me, “that’s it you fucking whore, lubricate my
prick!This makes it slide down your
throat so much easier.”Now to be honest
though; in that moment, the only thing I was aware of at all, was the hard cock
filling my mouth and throat
Suddenly it was like a light fell into my brain, the tears
stopped, if I could have smiled I would have.God I loved the way this felt!It
was like my throat opened up to the experience, I was no longer choking at
all!He was fucking my face hard,
pulling my head till I could feel his balls slap at my chin and my nose was
buried in his pubic hair.I could feel
his rock hard shaft sliding in and out of me.The pungent, musky smell of his huge manly balls filled my nostrils,
never had anything smelled so heavenly!With one hand I reached up and began to massage his balls.
Then I felt his balls kind of pull tight, my tongue could
feel his cock begin to quiver somewhat.Instinctively I knew he was about to cum so I managed to pull my head
back a bit, my body seemed to know just what to do; it was preparing to receive
his orgasm!He pulled his cock free from
my mouth.I didn’t even realize that I
did it, but my hand was around his shaft jerking his cock wildly.
He groaned and his cock began to swell and pulsate.With almost a scream he released ribbon after
ribbon of hot creamy cum.It shot all
over my face and neck.For the last bit
I opened my mouth beneath him and let his hot fluids stream down onto my
tongue.It tasted so good!It was sweet and salty at the same time, and
it was so thick and creamy on my tongue.
I was really lost, in a bliss that I had never known
before; so lost in that taste and texture I really wasn’t even aware of anyone
else in the room.
His laughter brought me back to reality.Suddenly I was aware that he was now sitting
across the room in his original position.I don’t know how long it happened for.His laughter came because he sat and watched as cum drunk me, greedily
used my fingers to scrape his cum from my face, and into my mouth.
“You really are a cock sucking sissy aren’t you little
girl!” were his last words of the night
Ok so my love for cock started real early, probably way too early but who am I to judge. I lived in the closet for, well I am still lost in there somewhere! Despite all my religious self persicution I am begining to find that; well that most of what I believed was a crock of shit! I am who I am, i love sucking, no I love servng a real man's cock. I'm not a she-male, this clit between my legs does not like being crammed into anyones hot hole. Sorry but it just ain't my thing boys. Oh and believe me I am very aware that I am not a woman, nor could I ever be. You can put boobs on me (or in me rather, I already put them on me!), you could even graft and tuck till there was actually a pretty relistic looking hole in front down there; but it wouldn't be a pussy and could never bear a child. Unfortunatley I am so extremly aware of that little fact. But you know, my ass looks great in panties (at least I think it does, what about you?); and ask any guy that has met this side of my head giving abilities are phenominal! When I watch porn with the guys they all say "damn she's hot!". Me? I quietly wish to myself that I was as pretty as she is! When I masturbate, I can only cum if I have something in my ass. Finger, lighter, candel, toy, hell could be almost anything, just as long as it's moving! Now I know what it is... I know what I am... I am a fucking sissy ass cocksucking faggot. To be honest I need someone to own me, I am chattel. My purpose in life? To serve real men and women; in any capacity they desire and especially sexually. What would you like to see?