I guess I'm not actually expecting anyone to read this but I feel like I have to write it down so badly. My sex life is appalling, I mean really, really bad. My wife has less than zero interest in sex and on the odd occasions she does get horny terible things happen. It can happen about once a month, I've had sex about 5 times so far in 2016, she actually instigated sex the other night and as I absolutely adore kissing I got an instant hard on. She rubbed it a bit, I put my hand inside her. She sucked me a bit and I thought yes this is going well, she sat astride me and rode me for a few seconds then climbed off. I reached down to rub her clit and she came.
"Did you just cum?" I asked
"Yes" came her reply
"I'm miles away" I jokingly replied
At this point she stopped touching me turned over and went to sleep. Now I've been pretty annoyed at times and I don't mind a bit of denial play, as long as that's what it is, but this being ignored was just so hurtful to me. I cannot begin to describe just how negelected I felt and I try and tell her and I get shouted at for being unreasonable.
I have absolutely zero intimacy in my life and it's breaking my heart in two and whenever I try and talk to her about it she makes me feel like I'm in the wrong.
