Throughout my teens and twenties, I always considered myself as an alpha male. I enjoyed blowjobs most of all, and I would love to see the faces of the girls I was dating covered in my cum. 

I had four long term girlfriends before I got married. The first, Amy, was a beautiful tall blonde. She was the dominant one in the relationship. Every couple months, she would admit to cheating on me with some random boy. We'd break up and get back together after I begged  and pleaded. Finally, she left me for good. At this point our sex life was only me eating her out, and her refusing to touch my dick. Many years later, we had another two week fling. She was just as beautiful as ever. Probably the most beautiful girl I ever dated. But just as before. She stopped touching me, and only let me kiss her pussy. After a couple weeks she said it wasn't working out and I never saw her again