Good day today. Boat work. Then come home and do boat work! Haha
Cleaned port side work benches, aft cabin cleared more of old clothes to donate.
Just realised that when the girls last night said if anyone had their vibrator handy for the batteries, the one I had at home wasn't helpful as the one I had bought for nurse friend is rechargable. Still unused out of the packaging, wating for a woman, hopefully nurse friend.
Mounted a steel shelf cabinet that locks, in my aft cabin so most of my butt plugs, speculum, cock sounds, ass dildo etc are in there so no one can accidentallt see them. I am open about alot, but there are things that should remain behind closed doors so as not to make other people uncomfortable or cross social boundries. But also, if there are to be kids on board at any time, I dont want any sex toys found by accident!!
Green tea and dark chocolate at the moment. I was my usual self today in the boat with kids, made their experience onboard great. It left me with those feelings again that I will be a good dad when the time comes, I know it in my bones. I have wondered about that deep feeling I got before that love was coming soon...I have to be paitent...at the same time, at some point, if it hasn't arrived, I will go out and find it. I am definetely finding love and a family this year.
Gotta find a time to slip the boat....first thing I do tomorrow morning is send my forms in. Was thinking that I dont need to use steel for any superstructure supporting solar panels and a boat out the back, I can use wood. Lighter and easier/quicker to make. I will look into this. Need to get solar regulator this week too.
How hot is it when women bend over to be spanked! Walked past a women sitting at a restraunt yesterday and she was wearing a summer dress and black heel boots just under her knees, legs 45% apart, so freaking hot, if I was the man on the other side of the table, I would be on my knees with my face between her legs easy.
I'm not one to want a woman to fulfill traditional roles in a relationship...roles are fluid, variable, and depend on the trust, values, integrity, honesty, on each other together. I bought a small sewing machine recently so I can learn to make and fix things. After all, living on a boat, being a seafarer, you become multiskilled and resourceful.
I really want my cock stepped on by a womans feet, toe nails painted. Her whole weight on my cock. Then I rub it all over her feet and cum on them, she then rubs my cum into her skin.

She sat there on the toilet seat, a little amazed that here was her husband on his knees before her, ready to swallow her pee. HER PEE!  Of all things, she thought to herself. And yet, curiosity and the tantilizing aspect of feeding her man from her vagina had risen her state of excitement. She gently grabbed the back of his head and moved it forward between her outstretched legs, undies on the floor. His lips met her own. She smiled again, as he pushed in to maintain a water seal against her skin. There, she releaxed, looking down as she released her own pee. None of the usual sounds when in the toilet, just the faint gulps as he swallowed all the pee she was giving him. Before long, he had swallowed the last and in realizing that, licked her clean, carefully and thoroughly.

Hens party tonight on the boat. Even asked to be the man they pin the cock on the hunk to! Haha. But I had my phone out and the wallpaper picture of nurse friend visible the whole time...even driving home now at night, I felt like I should be driving home to her, my girls...
Dark chocolate is back on board! Rum and raisin and choc mint, ughh love it.
Pick up my sailor mate from the hospital today, had a little heart attack the other day. Crazy thing, when I got home Anzac day, the ambo I saw was him inside it! He is ok now but has issues with a very swollen testicle due to internal bleeding. He showed me a picture, so I saw him naked, but I was completely unfazed! Seriously, what I saw and what I see all the time are human bodies being human! And this, is completely normal and healthy. Nurse friend would of been proud of me I reckon. Plus, I have seen so many cocks in porn in deepthroating women, anal and vaginal sex, again, not fazed by it all. I got him some stuff from the supermarket on the way back, care pack. He was very thankful for the hospital pick up heaps and I had to remind him, thats what mates do. Plus, it is who I am, I was also raised a certain way, my faith and of course, my boat dad who helps everyone! So no way would I be letting my friend bus home or such! Now, just have to keep an eye on him to make sure that massive swelling goes down, as if it doesnt, means there is an unresolved issue at hand. Would be amazing is nurse friend was with me right now! She could teach me about the human body and all. Me mate and I talked about how amazing nurses are. Great women and men right there. My nurse friend is amazing. Fuck, want to be with her right now!
Man, I am a little bit hot right now on womens feet with painted toenails, just like nurse friends. And also vagina being whipped and made to orgasm! Legs tied wide apart as the whip hits her vagina and clit, vibrator near by. Funnily enough, the girls on the boat asked who had their vibrator with them as they needed the batteries, I almost said aloud that I should have brought mine! Haha
When I have a lover, she will get to know orgasms and her own sexuality like never before....I will know and love every part of her body.