I had similar young teen years, my mom was single and we lived in a rundown trailer park with my cousin Karen. She and I were the same age and we spent a lot of alone time together because my mother worked 3 different jobs. Karen and I would go through the trash at the trailer park dumpster and we found tons of porn magazines. She and I would act out the scenes in the magazines and spent most of our time in the summer naked in the trailer. Another boy moved into the park and we invited him to play with us. It really changed when Ms. Rogers that ran the park paid us to clean out a trailer after the occupants were put in jail. She told us we could have whatever we wanted out of the trailer, one bedroom was full of porn magazines, dildos, and vhs tapes.