My sex life has always been with big age gaps and that's because my first boyfriend who was my age tried to tool advantage of me when I kept saying no. Luckily my neighbour heard me screaming for help and got me away from him. But after that incident I never trusted guys my age so I always hooked up with older men where I felt safer.

But because of this I feel lile I've disappointed my parents of course they don't know anything but like if we are having a gathering I've slept with some of my dad's friends and it just feels awkward or when I was in highschool doing parent teacher interviews were so difficult especially if my teacher kept hinting to my parents that he was fucking me. 

Most recently I've felt guilty because a classmate caught me leaving the Professors office and she said to me that I should be ashamed that I'm usong his office hours to fuck him while students like her need to wait to get actual help.

Anyways thanks for reading. Just wanted to rant a bit of a rough new yeats start lol