Considering I no longer view myself as a real man, I love being humiliated and told what a beta sissy I am. Knowing I can't please a woman and my pathetic dick is basically a clit, I'm nothing more than a toy to be used by men. Remind me that my sole purpose is to be abused and treated like a sissy cumslut.
First time I wore female clothing was when I was 13 and decided to look through my older sister's laundry basket. I wanted to know what a real pussy smelled like and was really horny one day. So I waited till she wasn't home and went into her room. Inside her laundry basket I found her dirty thongs and took them all to my room. One by one I smelled each thong, from one end to the other. The smell was intoxicating and erotic, it didn't take long before I began stroking my cock as I held them to my nose. I even went as far as licking and sucking on the material I knew touched her pussy, it even tasted good to my surprise. After I finished cumming, I decided to try them on. They fit pretty well since I was kinda small and I loved the feeling of the material between my ass cheeks. I felt so feminine and wanted to explore even further, which was just the beginning to me becoming a sissy.
