When I was about 14, while looking for Christmas presents, I found a VHS tape under my parents bed. I popped it in the VCR, pushed the play button, and was shocked to see that it was a video of my then late 30's mother, completely naked, laying on her back on her bed, legs spread wide and masturbating with a dildo, similar to the woman below.
I watched it, shocked, for a minute or two, before taking it out and putting the tape back where I found it. I was fascinated by it, but not disgusted. (At the time, a friend had found one of his parents pornos, and the tape contained a scene with a woman that I thought was Jane Curtin, and another with a guy that I thought was Burt Convy. At the time, still being new to sexual situations, I thought that, for adults, it must be normal for sexual situations to not be kept private and it was Ok for everyone else to watch and enjoy, or, like Jane, Burt, and my mother, to film themselves, and make those films available for others to watch. I think I reasoned that my mom might walk in to the living room some evening after the family dinner and ask "Who wants to watch me stuff my hairy cunt with a dildo?") I went back and watched the video several times over the course of the next week or two, but I did not masturbate to it, although I'm sure I was aroused. I carefully rewound the tape to the same spot each time when I was done. The tape disappeared a short time later, and I suspect my parents knew I had watched it. I never thought to make a copy, because as I mentioned earlier, I probably assumed I would be watching it again at some family gathering. Sadly that was not the case.
Years later mom gave me all the old family VHS tapes. I watched all of them to see if the tape was accidentally (or maybe purposely) included, but unfortunately it wasn't. I wish I would have watched the rest of the tape to see what was on it. Maybe it showed dad pounding my mom, or mom giving dad a blow job. I have no idea if she gives oral sex, but I'm sure if my mom was adventurous enough to masturbate in front of a camera, she would enjoy sucking cock and be damn good at it.
My mother has always been pretty, petite, and an elegant dresser. She's in her early 70's now, has aged well, and is still very pretty. I have been attracted to her for a long time, but only recently have fully embraced it by regularly masturbating to pictures of her.
She was never shy about being nude in front of me as a young boy. Our house had only one bathroom, so the door was always open while anyone was bathing. Because of this, I saw her breasts regularly, but don't remember a lot about them.... they were C or D cup I think, and they were well shaped. I didn't get to see her beautiful bush as much, but I remember seeing it well enough to see a tampon string once or twice, which I think I may have asked her about. Her bush was light brown, short and wide, and fairly neat, she may have trimmed it around the edges. She had wide hips, and her belly had a nice little paunch from having kids. The lady in the picture below has a belly/hips/bush close to the way I remember it as a kid, as well as recently when I was lucky enough to see her 68-year old bush again. Looked very similar to the lady below
As I grew toward puberty, she was understandably more restrained about her nudity around me and unfortunately I don't remember seeing her naked apart from the odd bathtime after that.
