i am a middle aged fellow here in socal, land of the bronzed and broken. i wanted to post photos of myself as i have been enjoying all the pic of you guys and felt i needed to support and feel alive by validation of existence. i have neber been one to talk of my conquests and love making. i was aware of sexuality fairly early on, i was abused by men and nearly a couple women and was sexualized by playboy and penthouse as those were always out in the open. so i knew quickly that people were very interested in me and that it wasnt very hard for me to start acting out with girls.

i had my first oral session with a girlin the 7th grade i think, she sucked me and i devoured her. that continued for a while, oral seems the gateway to penetration. i finally lost virginity and never looked back. despite my very early experiences with men i was always orientated to women and yet i have a def feminine side that does come out with the right person. most of my life i have been told i was a the best lover to my women. seems i have a cock that is perfectly wide and long and causes many orgasms for a woman. i have always been secretly proud to so easily satisfy a woman with my cock, it really takes the pressure off, so to speak. my last girlfriend was 20 and i was 40, i was the second cock she had ever had. she would "see stars" when i made her cum, then she would basically disappear out of body as she came and moan and groan as i would continue thrusting. it seems like in general im able to give 3-6 orgasms before i cum and i can usually go three times in row when its fukn hot.

right now i have been servicing this tramp who comes over once or twice a month to, honestly just act like a total whore. we dated like 5 years ago and we really didnt get along but saw her again last year and she invited herself over. since then ive been lucky just to get the version of her that she has to hide from the rest of the world. all she wants to do is get her throat stuffed until she gags up all the cheap booze she drank. i fuck her sloppy mouth and she starts whipping off her clothes like they are on fire, always willing to leave on those panties. she really cant get enough of it. i slap her lightly and rough up her big d cups, she weighs like 110#'s and loves to be tossed. anyway i also constantly talk to her while im making her slutty dreams come true, i try and hypno her into cock worship, alternately praising and chastising her while i fuck her mouth and tits until she is practically stuffing her whole hand in her pussy. well she confessed that it works and sometimes all she can see in her mind is her her ruby reds licking and sucking my cock.

i would be happier with someone i could share life with im sure. i had met a lovely talented amazing woman last year and totally blew it unfortunately. due to a horrible medical issue i had been strung out on morphine for a few months when i met her and i wa a total wreck, not who i am at all, and i had two two many freak out sessions in between the most amazing sex id had in years friends. this was the hottest sensual ball draining tit glazing sweat licking cum playing tongue wrestling love making id yet experienced, so you can imagine my devastation, continuing. i will admit being lucky right now to have a slight slave thing going, thats for sure. i do certainly wish i could have held it together though, or she could have tried to understand at least. i sure did have some love at first sight with her though, she was literally a woman who i had dreamt of for years, arent those things supposed to work out? i am going to enjoy my con-sensual slave for now and keep my eyes on the road(s) ahead.