Word vomit:
I rather like this place. I get explore things I wouldn't have. The past two years saw my sexual partners for from 1 (now divorced) to double digits (not 'til after the divorce though, I went a little wild). I don't role play online as much. When I do, it's usually not as fulfilling. But there are those gems that, wow....
Problem is I like long format. KIK doeson't do it for me and I rarely have the time to fire off 30 messages in a couple hours. Still though, I do enjoy this place. Wish I had more to contribute. Sadly most of my pic collection is from here... just reposts. Ah well. Perhaps someday.
Ever want to be changed, just to be made into the perfect sex object? Doesn't matter what the end looks like, just let someone trasnform you into their ideal sex toy. I'm in that space now. Make me a shemale? Done. Make me muscular and manly? Done. I just want to be changed.
So really... trying to find a woman like Hitomi Tanaka is too much right? They don't really exist. Those tits and hips and that sex drive... damn.
Internet porn may have ruined me.
No matter. A guy can dream.
In other news... I was surprised at how many 'fans' I got. I expected none. Do any of those read this? Or am I just wanking into space with this like the rest of my life?
Somehow, I hope it's read. And understood.
In the meantime....
fuck it.
I want to fuck each and every one of you.
I just got out of chat with a woman, a tg sissy and a gay man. God I love it. Seriously, is it normal to love all that so much? I wish real life were closer to this... the ability to fuck anyone at anytime.
I'm thinking waaay too hard about this avatar. So many fetishes, interests, dark corners of the mind, loving thoughts. Eh, just upload a woman you think is really attractive.
