worthlessmasturbator | Jun 4, 2024
True. You're right, of course, that masturbation is natural and shouldn't be shamed. However, having ben shamed for masturbating when I was quite young has left its mark on my sexuality.
For some, like me, the feeling of shame is the greatest arousl.

n0m0m3 | Jun 4, 2024
I understand. That feeling of shame based arousal is strange one. Something happened to me once where I was forced to change in front of a car load of women when i was young, and it fucked me up. Not going into details but now I both absolutely fear and crave being naked in front of clothed women again.

BTW i was just yapping in that comment. A sign telling everyone that you might be playing with yourself is actually exciting because you KNOW someone will hope you are and “accidentally” come in. I don’t know who you want that to be, but any female relative is the worst, so, also the best (in hindsight after embarrassment wears off). What happened when you got caught? Message me. I’m bored and curious

worthlessmasturbator | Jun 5, 2024
I started masturbating when I was 11 year old. I was also a bedwetter. My mother was aa waitress and hated my problem. One night she came home after I'd fallen asleep, I was on my back with my underpants down to my knees, my little penis rigid from playing with myself. My mom came into my bedroom and ripped the covers down to see if I peed in my bed, and was shocked to see my underpants down and my dick semi-erect. She screamed and I awoke to see the shock and horror on her face. She slapped me and then left me there, ashamed and stunned. I instinctively put my hand on my peepee and fondled myself mixing pleasure and shame in a combination that has continued until this very day. I crave exposure and punishment when I masturbate.

n0m0m3 | Jun 5, 2024
That was the most powerfully erotic and yet deeply depressing story I have ever heard. I had the covers pulled off of me too but it was a college aged girl when i was in HS, i was terribly ill in bed, it was an accident. But bro. Slapped and screamed at. I’m actually sorry man. I went through some shit too, but damn. I feel your confusion. Wow. I started at 11 too. Constantly on the floor for some reason, in love with an art teacher. But when I got caught I was just walked back to bed each time it and never spoken of. For someone who always carelessly exposed my privates against my protests, she was also a fucking prude for no reason about that one thing. So what we just learned is mothers are fucking weirdos about our penis only if we are the ones playing with it. LOL sorry man damn that was intense