48MCloset | Mar 16, 2025
Not so much a choice as an inevitability.

I had natural erotic awakenings long before sex as a physical act was even close to being on my radar. I also naturally felt submissive and seemed to naturally awaken sexual dominance in others my age. So cemented my sexuality for multiple years, before puberty without once having sex.

In theory I'm bi with a stronger attraction to women but in practice, I'm sub (which when the rubber hits the road, doesn't fit with most women) and gay, but developed my attraction to males in the absence of overtly masculine traits like big muscles and back hair etc

So I'm a gay sub who finds overt mature masculinity in most of it forms, completely unappealing, femininity very appealing but totally incompatible in bed.

Talk about cursed.

So adulthood left me with the choice of dominant gay men who to me look like Neanderthals on a bad day, or a woman I find attractive but is never going to want the same things I want in bed. Plus to add insult to injury, male or female, gay or straight, most people's sexuality revolves around penetrating or being penetrated.

I have very little interest in either.

Many might be reading this and wonder if this is a long winded prelude to my confession to being a nonce and kiddie fiddler.

But most certainly not. Yes I like males without overt masculinity but as a sub, the idea of predating on the vulnerable is a bigger turn off than sleeping with a hairy bodybuilder, I have no interest in messing with innocent defenceless kids.

So that is where the twink comes in, not as a choice but as the only "type" of man I find myself attracted to.

I also find transsexuals, transvestites and cds attractive.Indeed my wife was a transsexual.

Aesthetically perfect, legal and sometimes dominant. Although they used to be hilarious, impossible to offend, fearless and all about playing with the juxtaposition between male and female and experimenting.. Now they are part of the woke revolution, the fearless fun and imaginative exploration and highly sexual exploration of the sex binary, is heretical. Despite my wife being a transsexual these blue hair kids consider me and my wife to be far right transphobes for not being down with every jot and tittle of their extremely radical revolution.

I'm more likely to be lectured on climate change and BLM by someone identified as non-binary than I am to be seduced by a beautiful mature TV with a deep voice, sexy smooth legs and 8" erection lol

48MCloset | Feb 22, 2025
Yes.When I was growing up I was attracted to those my age, after puberty but before testosterone robbed them of sensuality, Replacing it with beer bellies, beard growth muscles and gorilla gait. In the late 80s and early 90s, when iit was still a taboo twinks and feminine men seemed to be as likely to be dominant as anything else. But since LGBT became the government orthodoxy and law, it seems to have slipped into a kind of conservative orthodoxy. Feminine males, twinks and transvestites code sub and orange body builders and hairy bears code dom and men of my age get called Daddy and are sought out to dominate. I preferred it when it was risque and non formulaic ;)