"No one understood me,,not one in my family,,none of my friends, no one,,why did I like to dress up so slutty, go to those sort of bars,,why did I like downtown so much, and why did all my boyfriends have to be black,what was the appeal,,well here’s the truth,I love a strong dominant man, a love a hard ass fucking, and I love being a white whore,,I love being downtown, being fucked, being mistreated by them,,and I love it when he comes deep I’m my ass,"