I haven't heard from Lois is 2 days, I thought she might have text me to just 'check in'. 1000's of people go through this everyday and come through it, I just wonder when it will stop hurting. When I feel like this I normally phone an old boyfriend and ask if they fancy like a fuck to distract me, but I haven't. When I first told Mother all those years ago, that I was getting married, she was not at all happy. I was shocked when she said, who's going to wipe my arse when I'm old. I was never going to abandon her, but now she'll have all the attention she wants. I feel so stupid that I thought marrying a woman would make me a man. I guess Lois feels the same way too.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1095.
Emotions play a very large part of the life of a feminized sissy cuckold and the Cuckoldress wife knows this and ruthlessly uses it to her advantage.
Maybe because we are compelled, made or forced to live as a sissy woman we become or are more in touch with our feminine side and the things we have to endure and witness and see as a feminized sissy cuckold are so extreme our emotions are daily ripped to shreds and trampled all over.
For the feminized sissy cuckold tears are commonplace and can flood out at any moment bringing the observation from the Cuckoldress wife that our weeping proves we are not a man and nothing but a big girl’s blouse.
We become so sensitive that it’s mostly our wives teasing and taunting that open the tear ducts although heart wrenching sobbing also comes from being spanked, canned, whipped or beaten in the million and one ways our cuckoldresses punish us.
We also cry with joy when our cuckoldresses are happy with us or she attains a new boyfriend or we see the pleasure she gets as she fucks her studs and tears are normal with all the other sissy cuckold angst.