"I walked out of the house, I knew mom had always warned me about going out at night, South Africa was a dangerous place to live but I was nineteen now, I wasn’t some small kid, I was old enough to go to those bars, so I ignored her warnings,,I went there,,I drank,,two men sat next to me, asked me where I was from, they hadn’t seen me around before,,they seemed nice,,they offered to walk me to my bus stop, I was very drunk,,this was my first time drinking, and they encouraged me to drink, we stopped at the bus stop, wait one said,,a car pulled up, it’s my friend, he’ll give us a lift and we got in. they took me here to this awful place, where I was fucked, they took away my virginity, and much worse,,they took my asshole, I was beaten,just for their pleasure,,told i was a white whore,,and told I had to ride his cock,,fuck it they said, ride him,,then he came behind me,,he told the man under me to hold me still, hold me tight,,then he forced himself inside me,,I let out a gasp, I can’t , please , they told me to be quiet,, he joked saying he needed some juice on his cock, ready for my ass,"
"He’d told me to get onto my knees and he gripped my hips pulling my pussy back to meet him, he slipped inside me and I let out a soft gasp, he was fucking me, fucking me hard, probably taking out all his frustrations all his racism, his hatred towards white people out of my cunt, as he pumped me hard I thought to myself how much I’d changed in two weeks, two weeks was all it had taken,,two weeks ago I was a naive virgin,,on holiday with my parents,,cruising around the wonderful Caribbean islands, loving life, then I left the safety of the ship alone, headed for that bar, drank that drink, I had no idea it was laced with drugs, no idea , when I awoke I was naked, locked in a back room, a man on top of me, his big black cock inside me,,I was awoken to being fucked,,I cried out,,please, no, the bar owner was watching,,he held my arm, injecting me,,with drugs, drugs to relax me,,drugs that would turn me into his whore,,I lost count that first day how many cocks I took,,it was all a blur, but now two weeks later I dress in just stockings and those high heels, ,,I dance on the stage in the bar in front of all those men, showing off my pussy, my tits,,my reward is the drugs and a hard fuck,"