"I was young, I had runway and wanted to live in the streets , the boys in my town spoke about the jobs and excitement of the city,,no one ever warned me about the dangers, in school the city sounded so good,,everyone told stories about how boys like us had left the poverty of the town and become rich ,I knew I had to come here, so I left, and as I got of the bus in the city I saw the African men waiting,,they smiled and introduced themselves,,I had no idea why they were waiting for white girls or us white boys, the man I went with was taking me to his place to wash, he said he had a spare room to help me and food,,he was nice ,but once he locked the door I was undressed and fucked hard, over the next few days he continued to fuck me hard, his dark African cock hurt me in my bum,,as he told me it was ok,,he was preparing me,,when I asked what for he told me for a new life, a life of pleasure,I told him I didn’t understand,,he laughed at me, and after being with him for about a week,, being forced to submit to his demands he finally revealed to me what he meant, what my new life would be,,I showered and shaved myself, then back in the room I wore the underwear he provided, Put on the lipstick,,the wig, and lay in the bed ready or him,,He smiled and told me I looked nice,,sexy, then he opened the door and I saw the other black man, naked and erect, he was here to fuck me too,,I knew I was his whore,,I knew I’d be forced to fuck a lot of men,,and all I could do was smile,"
"These African men didn’t see themselves as gay, yes they were all fucking me in my asshole and my mouth,,they orgasmed in me, but they weren’t gay,, to them this wasn’t gay sex,,They didn’t see what they were doing as gay, homosexual, no this was about power, domination, , degrading the white man,,degrading me,,a white sex slave, held captive by them,,my wife had been raped and shipped off to the local brothel in town, I had been beaten up and I knew they were about to kill me,,but before they did one of them wanted to fuck me,,When he came in me the moaning I’d done had caused some of the others to grow erect, to want a go on me,that first day I lost count how many men fucked me in my bum,,but I knew afterwards I couldn’t walk, my bum and legs hurt,,but the next day I was fucked again,,then told I was going to work,,I was made to shave, wear the women’s clothing,,I had to become a female,,I had to fuck to survive"