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Hi Lisa Blogging Away again...
My first time. Well, my "story" is I lost my virginity to my high school boyfriend at 16.
That works, total bullshit but it worked for me when guys asked me.
Truth is when I turned a certain age, you do the math I was born in 1961 and it was the
summer of 1974. My grandma who was the most overtaly ouspoken sexual person I have ever met
talked to me like she had with my older sisters before me about sex.
My mother and my aunt are not shy about discussing sex, I am prude compared to what comes
out of their mouths and minds.
My grandma noticed that in her words, you have become a woman, youh have gone from 12 to 25
in the last few weeks. She and my mother felt I needed to drop the to tough tomboy and girl it up.
Shopping, makeup, a "makeover" as they call it now.
Looked in the mirror, wow, look at me, I look like girl, not an ugly girl but a "chick"
My grandmother takes me out for dinner where she knows people, she introduces me
to them.
FF a day or two later, one of them was interested in taking me to "dinner".
Not sure how I felt, it was not creepy but more of a compliment. Spoke
to him on the phone, my parents were just fine with it. Really? you are fine
with your teenage daughter going on date with man your age or maybe older?
I get all made up, put on a nice new dress and dinner with rich guy it is at a restaurant
at the Palmer House in Chicago. Oh surprise he has room booked.. Well, he fucked
me more than one time and guess who was not a virgin anymore? I liked it, sorta
not awful, really wanted to do it again. Well, we had a second date and third .
He broke it off realizing my age. Yea, pregnancy risk too dude !
Got on the pill, that scared the living shit our of me.
Feels like it was the next day, another older man asked me out.
This time, I wanted to be in control.
in were out to dinner, wine, yes they served me, my heart was racing
is excused myself to use the bathroom. Arrived back at the table
gently caressed his back, he turned. I kissed him. right there in public.
It was scary, he noticed my apprehention and gently kissed me back
a few minutes later.
God,my heart is racing now many decacdes later.
Thanks for reading and the spelling. where the hell is the spellcheck?
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