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Faggot Reprised
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Mistress returned on Sunday night. I was dressed as a boi, but my head was soft and foggy. Five days en femme leaves one deliciously disoriented.
On Monday She advised me that She will be going away again next weekend for another five day jaunt: Wed to Sun.
So, at this point, I’m dressed, stoned and hypnotized the entire time that Mistress goes away. Last weekend was challenged by a mild shortage of weed, so I’m motivated to do better this time. To wit:
* Stay stoned;
* Dressed like a slut, day and night;
* Go out for an occasional stroll, dressed of course;
* Butt plug is your friend;
* Makeup, wig, lipstick;
* Make friends online; and
* Porn out.
Deeper. I must go deeper.
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Posted on : Jan 22, 2019
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Commented on Jan 29, 2019
She announced an intention to depart at 07:30. I intend to take two caps around 07:00. All I need to do is get showered, make myself pretty, and wait. With any luck, I can be out of my head by 09:30.
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Commented on Jan 28, 2019
It’s about 48 hours until Mistress departs for Her long weekend. What level the anticipation? Well, I awoke at 05:45, was high and gooning on sissy porn before 06:00. Spending days like this; not normal consciousness. Every mental spark and volt related to the Urgent Need to be a fully feminized sissy faggot slave. Must go DEEPER.
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Commented on Jan 28, 2019
The anticipation is relentless. I have done a bad job obstaining from weed, even since the last Comment. I have kept my little feminized cock from erupting, which serves to induce acute horniness. Efforts to avoid porn have been futile, but I’m far too dippy, pink and mindless to expect otherwise. I have few real thoughts, but they are mainly variations upon, “Deeper!â€
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Commented on Jan 23, 2019
Why, how and when did it become erotic to be stupid? I took a last hit of my vape last night, just before I exploded in a huge porn-induced “O.†The plan had been to abstain from “O’s,†weed and porn for a week.
I blew the vape this morning before my coffee, while goofing on porn.
This shit is real. But I’m too stupid to do much about it. That makes me horny. I think I’ll wear some panties. Ooh, that’d be even more fun high!
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