When I was 29, I went on a road trip to a medical conference 6 hours drive away. It was the  third I'd been to since I began my carreer as a clinical psychologist. My husband had gone with me before once, I had gone by myself one time, and he had told me he wouldn't be joining me on this one. And, despite my better judgement, I had opted to invite a *friend* from the university teaching hospital to join me. A male nurse I had graduated with. He was 26 or 27.

A male nurse who had been friendly with me for going on four years, and we'd kept in touch. Caught coffee when we could. And then we were driving together in my SUV. And then I had HIM drivng my SUV and I was unzipping his pants. And leaning into his lap. And he did a pretty good job staying on the wide open highway...

I dont' know what it is, but once i kind of opted to take it there, there just was nothing holding it back. We went to the conference for the first of two days. The second of two days, we didn't leave the hotel room.

I have this powerful visceral visual erotic memory of being on all fours on the hotel bed, looking at the two of us reflected in the sliding mirror door of the hotel closet. Him just fucking FUCKING fucking me. Me feelign his fucking nuts bouncing and smakcing forward against my clit, his hands groping and struggling to hold onto the slippery bucking narrows of my waist.. grinding my hips back against him.

Just recall this moment of him just reeling, his whole body tensing, muscles of his body in the light covered in sweat and he pulled out (barely) And oh-my-fucking-GOD it was like seeing a teen-ager jerking off after a celebate week of bible camp - cum. CUM. LIKE A PUDDLE UP THE MIDDLE OF MY BACK. Clear up into my hair. Across my shoulders.

Two sticky milky rivuletts flowed down my sides.. down the sides of my hanging breasts.. oftt the tips of my erect nipples. And dripped like sticky strings onto the bare mattress. 

we collapsed together and slept. And woke and did it again. Filthy in crusty cum.