"I dont know.. i just always have felt very

physical. It's how I relate. I like to hug. I

like to touch. I've always been that way.

And now it's kind of the same but with

men. Relationships. I know I dont want

to marry anybody right now, that's not

what I'm looking for. I just have friends.

And I feel like just the physical part is an

important part of my relationships. I just

want it... need it. Like I go crazy

sometimes thinking about it. If you're

someone I like, I just literally think about

it all day, having your hands on me .

Being on you. Fucking you."