He just went out. It's no longer a game. It's a hellish deadlock. I didn't realize things turn this way. I regarded myself as a clever girl but in reality I'm a foolish woman. I could think through and foresee all consequences but I was too busy trying to flash my shapes in front of poor boy.

The maximum I expected to be his sex partner for a while. I did not expect he would fall in love with me so seriously.

And this is when I just need his sperm. It's not the right time for fertilization yet but who knows? Once stopped taking pills I no longer able to control the process. I can't cancel it. What I have to tell the boy? Cheat him? It's too cruel and he does not deserve that. If I eventually get pregnant, and this may happen very soon, what I tell him? I had sex with my asshole hubby too? I swore my boy I ceased sexual contacts with hubby. Uh oh, my boy is getting jealous too? For some reason I understand him. I would not like him to slide his beautiful penis into dirty pussy full of bastard's sperm. I would look a dirty slut to him. He does not deserve that, he deserves a clean decent girl. I fell in love too?

So what I'll have to tell him soon? Hi, you are a father now? Oh, no. Cease our relation? I'll have to explain why. And honestly this is not what I want. Yes, I fell in love. Damn!

His eyes... they can't lie. Oh, dear! I must be honest to him. Damn! Damn! Damn!