So as I mentioned before, I'm a psychologist and I work primariy with twenty-somethings in a university setting. Not saying which. Regardless, I actually am quite professional and I absolutely do not let my private and work worlds collide, but I DO find that things that I have learned have inspired my erotic thoughts. That is to say, I feel like I've gotten into the mindset of a 20 something student, male/female, and sort of understand and have a direct empathy for the situation. Of school, of newfound freedoms, of exploring relationships and feelings and longings. And lust. I also am simply a very sexual person and my writing here is sort of an outlet of all of that. You are free to take that any way you wish. But I will say this: You. (imagining myself looking you in the eyes. Imagining that you are a young college student aged man, who in many ways can identify with what I just described...) I feel like I have kind of developed a slippery sexually-psychic connection that lets me slip my thoughts into your mind. Slip in and see what kinds of myschief I can create!  (yummy!)  

...you clicked on my little 'myschief' link didn't you?  Of corse you did. Some random rather innocuous image of a college age woman. Do you have a girlfriend? I'm sure you're not affected by something as simple as an image like that, are you? But again, sometimes it's the simple things that kind of let me slide my thoughts into your mind...Kind of interesting, isn't it?

 I really think so much of the erotic experience has much to do with focusing the mind. With letting the noise sift away and allowing yourself to simply experience the present...  does that make sense?

What are you feeling? What are you thinking? What is your mind/body saying to you? I just love the sort of feeling of the slow-start of arousal.. an almost tingling energy in my mind. And... well.. physically... feeling myself engorge. Become wet. In tune with my heart beginning to pulse with a steady increasing rhythm. And as it progresses i notice other things as well. My nipples become erect , like tingling little peaks, and sensitive. Especially if I'm not wearing a bra and just in a shirt or tank top that rubs on them a little. Which become delicious distractions and further turn-ons in and of themselves! And you may not realize this but women can be and often ARE just as horny as YOU .. as a 20 something young man... I admit, being a 34yo woman , sometimes I am simply aroused in my mind to the point that I simply stop what I'm doing. And realize that I need to go to my bedroom.. there's really no reasoning my way out of it. I need to get into the shower and spend the time to properly masturbate myself through an orgasm or two.  GAWd..now you've got me thinking. Imagining. A tongue. Is one thing i sometimes imagine. ..

Someone has an erection, doesn't he? Was it something I said? ...no. It was something you did. You let me in. And you let your imagination begin to work. The experience of the erotic - like most of life's experiences - are lived in our mind's eye. Is someone beginning to understand the erotic possibilities ?   

 Mmm.. i think i'm secretly a little like a 'sexual vampire' or a 'succubus' in that i seem to feed off of the erotic energy and excitement of others.. and it's this ineresting sort of erotic vicious cycle.. mmmm.. for instance... where is your hand right now?

 How many women have you slept with? have you FUCKED?  How many differnt MOUTHS has the tip of your penis been inside of? Such direct beautiful slippery questions... 

Slippery because your body.. because of your experiences.. your body KNOWS what it is to fuck. And it won't let you forget it. Will it?  Tell me, boy.. when was the last time you got laid?  It's funny to notice how one feels when it's been a while..

What are your symptoms of going without? Being abstainant?  What do you notice in yourself? Frustration? Distraction?

Funny how, past a certain point, once a man has begun his sexual life, it will never ever quite leave him alone... he needs it like it or not , if he strives to do his best... 

The opposite is ALSO TRUE.. having sex actually makes a man hornier a well. Same with a woman, especially past a certain point. I have found durin the times I was most horny, it was largely because I was with someone who was just incredibly horny and persistant and the sheer amount of physical sexual activity sort of got my mind and hormones in synch with a whole other kind of erotic energy level.. mmmm!

 mmmm... hope you don't need to BE ANYWHERE right now.. I'd hate to think i was making you late for anything... Interesting, though, isn't it?  I almost feel like i've begun to enjoy you! Mmm.. yes.. I HAVE! How do you feel? Mmm? 

Mmm shhh... don't feel bad.. i love that you've let me in. That you trust me that far to keep reading.. I love the connection. The shared focus. I also love that you probably had no idea what you were getting into when you started reading this, ??  In some ways i feel like talking with you like this is sort of like this situation: A young man being invited . Invited in. Invited for some simple direct eros.. time to begin to enjoy the pleasures of manhood. And I know it. In encourage it. It's a beautiful and important time..

Yummm.. I also think it is quite EROTIC that you know as well as I that things can get quite.. out of hand. Maybe you have and maybe you haven't had the experience of having a muse... a teacher.. a naughty play-companion. Perhaps a little older than yourself. Who takes it upon herself to screW you. Screw your mind. Screw your body.. FUCK your being.. to sort of make life so sexual in nature that one afternoon, you're sitting there, and she's just there, encouraging you, but you relize.. "Oh fuck me! Life can never be the same! My cock is running my life! "  hehehe.. yep. That's right, boy. It's starting to get that way. It's got to happen to everyone sometimes. Your thoughts on the subject?

 Well, I actually need to leave off for today.. i feel like we had a lovely discussion. I also feel like you've let me in. Let me in just enough that I could sort of insert something directly into your mind's eye. Your imagination. Something, right this moment, that you will not be able to ignore.. have fun , boy.

write me or comment. 

Well talk later.