If you have read my "about me" section you'll have read I have a cock fetish, only one person in my "real" life knows about this and I have told a couple of fans I've been messaging, but I thought I'd put it here in my blog so all those who want to read about it, can.

When I was much younger (very early teens) my best mate and I would go to my Grandparents shed and read porn mags I had hidden there, this would happen most weekends. Every time we did this he would sit opposite me and I would steal a glance every now and then at his erection sticking out in his pants, of course I was also rock hard.

After a few months of this I wanted to see his cock so although I thought if it went wrong I'd be very embarrassed, I released my cock from my pants and openly masturbated infront of him. He watched me for awhile, moved around on the spot abit then took his cock out and masturbated too. Of course we had public hair then, but his cock was just like mine, circumcised with a mushroom type head.

After a couple of weeks of sitting opposite each other, reading hardcore stories to each other and watching cum fly out of our cocks I wanted more. We had been reading about sucking cocks or giving head and it sounded fun. I asked him to get me another magazine as he was closer, he stood turned to the cupboard beside him and got the magazine. I watched his cock as it stood out hard with his balls hanging nicely.

Once again I was really shitting myself but I committed myself no matter the out come. As he reached his hand out with the magazine I pulled his hand just hard enough to unbalance him, he fell onto his back on the blanket just in front of me. As he was trying to work out what was going on I sprung to my knees, lent forward and took his cock into my mouth. He tried to protest but I put my hand on his chest and held him momentarily till he settled and continued sucking. I managed to get most of his cock into my mouth. He came hard, I swallowed as hard and quickly as I could, only a small amount ran out of the corner of my mouth.After we settled he asked if he could suck me, so I laid back and he did, it was beautiful. I too came hard, he caught most of it but some got away.

Once we got dressed and cleaned up I think we realised we had gone to far, although we remained friends we never went back to the shed again unfortunately.

Hopefully one day I'll suck another cock or do some frotting till we cum over each others cocks. 

So all those years ago is where my cock fetish started. The closest I have gotten to it since is eating my own cum either after masturbating or off or out of my wife. I keep my sucking skills up with one of my wifes seven inch silicon dildos which I can proudly say I can swallow to it's base.

I have recalled this as accurately as I can, so thank you for taking the time to read how my fetish started.                                      Cheers Hawk.