Sweetie,

We’re into uncharted territory now.  That nice, well-adjusted hetero-normal man you married has come a bit unglued.  As I write this, the evidence of that statement is my attire:  panties, pink stockings and garter belt, black cami, black pumps.  It’s also not much of a surprise, as you’re sitting here next to me.  

Can we talk about our sex life? 

It has been quite a ride since I came out to you as a sissy. Removing the taboos against being oneself is an incredibly liberating experience.  I don’t claim to understand it either, but the changes that have occurred in the last few years have been breathtaking.  

But...

Sometimes I pause to reflect upon this from your perspective.  Your husband is an effeminate, prancing sissy faggot.  I’m willing to bet that you don’t find that particularly erotic.  Further, my wee cock slumbers most of the time, so while I Love you dearly, I can’t fuck you deeply.  It’s not a question whether you miss that.  You’ve said so.  You said it most discretely, but you miss being fucked.

We are sometimes cautioned to be careful what one wishes for.  I recall the exact moment that fate revealed itself.  You were watching your sports on TV.  I had spent the day in a crescendo of sissy excitement, having made your meals, prepared the family room with snacks, and picked out an outfit for myself.  When the time came, I was at my place on the floor worshiping your feet.  Stoned.  Crossdressed.  Submissive...bliss!  You, on the other hand, did’t seem to be similarly effected.  

What you need are strong, masculine hands that possess you, use you, and fuck you.  You need hard cock.  You need a man.   

We both deserve to have our needs fulfilled.  

You want to feel taken by strong, masculine hands.  You crave the feeling of being taken, penetrated, filled, fucked and used.  Men are strong, decisive, aggressive, and dominant.  You want that.  It’s completely understandable, as you’re naturally deeply submissive. Ultimately, you need that.  

It is an irony of our relationship that we are so similar sexually.  The erotic play that we have enjoyed together was intense and wonderful because you responded so powerfully to what turns me on: