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Excitement is Building
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Mistress departs tomorrow morning, leaving me alone in full-sissy mode for ten days.
I’m so excited that I’m pacing. Rubbing my wee sissy dick and pacing.
To situate this, I have been left alone before, so it’s not completely novel to get some “Heidi time.” What’s different?
Different place. Longer time. Mistress knows and accepts. No distractions or commitments. New, better hypno files. Six months without dressing (couldn’t be helped). Better drugs, and lots of ‘em. Oh, and I’ve never been this deep in the Pink Fog in my life!
A nice situation for the day before Sissy Time begins, indeed.
See you at the bottom of the Rabbit Hole!
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Posted on : Sep 5, 2018
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Commented on Sep 6, 2018
Well, my Cunning Master Plan is shaping up rather nicely. It’s Thurs AM, and Mistress got away on time. I returned home and was stoned and crossdressed within minutes. My “alternate medication†arrived just now, which is a BIG DEAL! Wahooo.
Her last comment was a quip about how She was sure that I would fare alright without Her for a week, then a tender commend about how She would have a harder time making due without my cooking and foot worship.
So, let me explain my expectations a bit. Some years ago, I rather naively mixed porn, weed, cross dressing and hypnosis. The result was literally mind-blowing. It was a single evening that had more effect upon my sexual trajectory than any other.
Last week I finally had a chance to try “AM.†Mixed with weed, the effect was a Miracle Gender Solvent. It was just a quick hit, but I sure felt clean. Cleaned of masculinity. Cleansed of thoughts. Utterly blank, weak, submissive and eroticized. It was lovely. Lovely, and potentially far more “transformative†than my prior weed experience.
Oh, and I didn’t even have a chance for hypnosis, crossdressing or even porn.
So, I have some hope of a decisively transformative week.
Let the fun begin!
Heidi
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Commented on Sep 6, 2018
Don't forget to tell a way for us to watch :)
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