Situation:  Mistress is going away on a wee social visit for ten days.  She leaves on Thursday morning.

Situation:  I finally had the “grown up discussion” with Her about our sex life.  I have been spending several hours a day at Her feet.  I wait on her for all meals, and jump to serve Her every request.  I told Her that I’m a submissive little sissy faggot (in slightly alternative wording), and She is okay All of that.  In fact, She enjoys having me lavish attention on Her feet.  Oh, if She knew...  Nevertheless, I seem to have been sucessful at turning myself into a submissive sissy faggot transvestite.  Woopeee!

Situation:  Every afternoon I slip away for my “nap.”  Both Mistress and I know that means I will lock the door, crossdress, get stoned, and goon on porn until I am ready to be taken deeper.  Perhaps Mistress does not also know that I then proceed to dose myself with sissy hypnosis files for about an hour.  I wake up stoned, dressed, horny and submissive, and proceed directly to my place at Mistress feet until it’s time for me to make dinner.  That feeling, of floating into my place at Her feet, is a special bliss.  I often ask if She would mind if I wore “special underwear” for those submissive mind-fucks, and Her answer is typically, “fine.”   Soon.  

Situation:  A buddy here at the Assylum (not literally, but I often wonder...) scored me some mushrooms last night. Along with a good dose of weed, the results were rather literally mind-blowing.  Mistress was outside, having a drink and chats.  I was inside, and on a sunny early-autumn afternoon, I got crossdressed, porn-dosed, and I melted into the gender-ambiguous sky; a tangerine sky with marmalade horses.  Shrooms.  A Good Thing.  A Powerful Good Thing.  Mistress seemed bemused.

Situation:  I’m fucked.  

It is Tuesday.  I need a plan.  By about noon on the 16’th I plan to be so mind-fucked that I pick up Mistress in a summer frock and heels.  With a light pink lipstick.  Maybe pink hair too.  I can do a pink corset and panties underneath.  

The Master Plan:

Porn, weed, mushrooms, lingerie, hypnosis...Have I missed anything? 

Destination Gender:

Sissy faggot.